Because all i want, is to be happy ♥.

♥ Wednesday, May 30, 2007

sigh. today was another sad day. ystd was having fever yet i waited for him to reach home den QUARRELED. so i didnt sleep at all. den finally at 6 plus am tot can rest before gng to school. we quarreled agn. god how he made me cry. ): anyways. i told him dat even if today he's not gng to school i'll be gng. realy cant afford to miss anymore lessons anymore. so i wen to school alone today. how saddening. den after school went to meet DARLING BELLA, DARLING CARMEN, DARLING JARAEL &that fucker funny aaron. (: (sry bella !) so we went to wisma TOPSHOP first, den we went to ZARA. den go cine play arcade. LOL. *house of the death *air hockey *shanghai *photo hunt *word search *daytona . o funny. den went STARBUCKS. den to TAKA. sry babes ! i kno my mood aint good today. nehtheless thanks for trying to cheer me up today. ((: LOVE YOUS. OHYA. HAHA. aaron! you CANNOT buy cigg must CARMEN by for you.! & your VEGETARIAN KUAY CHUP. LOL. loser kuay chap. LOL. hmmm all thw while was waiting for his reply tho, but he didnt. &to think tml we gng to celebrate our FIFTH month cos 1st of june got school. ): i guess our rls is just not strong enuff bahs. den by the time reach home was absolutely exhausted. i didnt sleep for the whole night ley. god. think im gonna rest early today. nighty!

SHOUTS .
to bella ; carmen ; jarael ; aaron.
* thanks so much for today, im realy glad we're true fwens (: i kno you guys tried your best to cheer me up today ! smooches ya. ( aaron dun have luh. ) LOL. &aaron stop bullying carmen luh. cant wait to meet you guys soon. ((:

Fulin's Nana @ 8:36 PM

♥ Tuesday, May 29, 2007

sigh, today wasnt a good day. ): today had a quarrel agn. wad the fuck nor. dun wan to go school den wan to go wad fwen taiji. sigh. its not i dun wan him to help his fwen ley. is lyk i worry and because its SCHOOL ley. thin still lyk last time mehs.
stil small uhs. sigh. den in the end quarrel. den wait till wen im pissed le den say dun wan. wads the point. ):
sometimes
i realy feel that you dun understand me at all. in the end, second lesson oso neh go. cos he say he wan go meet his fwen.
made me so pissed uh, i cant believe tat wen i tell him i will be waiting for LHF ALONE, i cant believe he left me alone
to wait for her uh. damn. he made me so disappointed. why cant he understand how i feel. somemore TONIGHT he
gng clubbing, i hate it wen he goes clubbing. den fuck him and went to TOPSHOP &DORTHY PERKINS to
walk alone. while waiting for jarael. finally she call seh. to my surprise, DARLING XIU JING oso was ther
that made me happier. alot happier, gave them both a great big hughug. den smoke tgt , bitch bout.
suddenly,
got one siao the guy approached me & said : can i join you? can i ? den he said : how bout we go catch a movie or slack
ard tgt. can i join you? OMFG. heng tat time got jarael &xiu jing alr. other wise i'll be scared to death uh. omg omg.
well, fuck that mad guy. the three of us wen shopping tgt . LOL. we bought coin purse, mine's POOH ; jarael's
MICKEY ; xiu jing's TIGGER. den we bought a pen which looks lyk a lighted ciig. LOL. ehh, it costs 5bucks
okays. oh ya. we went yoshi to eat oso. OMG. they've got the mixed potato platter. mmmm, deeelicious.
will go for more. haha. den continue to shop ard. den xiu jing go orchard meet her fwen. so left me &
jarael. take bus 8o back to compass point to look at new vcds. den we wen to mall. bought my
FAVOURITE choco milk tea. (: that brighten up my mood considerably. bought 2&half pair
of earrings. LOL. a pair of 'V' ; a pair of 'M' and half of mickey, cos the other half w LHF
wad. oh ya. and ear sticks. i bought a pair of flats toooo. oh yeaa. it's been some
time since bought somethg alr leyy, he's been controlling. ): by now, he'll be at
zouk alr. i wished i can go too matt! im sry. my guy doesnt allow. next time,
i promised yea? then me &jarael sit at void deck to slack awhile, den bf
called. omg dead. i didnt pick his call or reply cos low batt, wen reach
home &called him bck, ): scolded me. sigh.he wasnt lykdat in d past
once answer oly , den he said : WHY NEH ANSWER MY CALL,
REPLY LEY. i alr told him my fone low batt since bout 4 ley.
after explaining to him, called BELLA to conference wit
HER ; CARMEN ; JARAEL. lol. just meet finish her
oly. den talk on fone agn. well bella made me
promised that i'll meet them tml. so i guess

i'll be gng be it he goes or not bahs.

tml lesson @nineAM. if he does
not go. he'll be so so dead.
oh well, off to watch tv.
gd nights.

* will post up the photos soonnnn. (:

Fulin's Nana @ 10:32 PM