TOMORROW IS WEDNESDAY !
yay !
today's lesson was....
er, yahhh. lessonnnn.
haha,
seriously, i dont know what today lesson's talking bout can?
wonder why i go to school for at times.
UH HUH !
finally saw siying darl today in school!
she was like " hi baobei ! " (screaming.)
LOL,
seemed like the past,
where we sat down to smoke && of cos,
GOSSIP.
this time we were gossip-ing on that cheee-bye-ying dhanish.
with him beside us,
LOLOLOL.
like how he pang seh us and ran away to another group.
because because because,
simply because, he's trying to hit on them.
( and he still hasnt made up his mind which )
just like a fucker.
somethg funny happened,
our conversation went like this,
SY : BAOBEI !!!!
ME : AHH ! SO LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALR.
SY: ya lor, i miss you sia.
ME: oooh, i miss you too ley, at least last time class got you.
SY : eh, heard that dhanish trying to hit on girls, den pang seh you all uh?
ME : ya lor, fucker lor he. kns one.
( dhanish walked towards us. )
SY : eh,
ME : speak of the devil. haha !
SY: oi dhanish, dont sit on my fone hor.
ME : iya, ppl change alr, got new girls dont need us alr.
*dhanish *, read siying's fone wallpaper which reads,
NABEH, dont touch me fone ! ( with a middle finger ) you chee bye.
SY: ya lor ya lor, ppl changed alr.
DHANISH : hey, whats cheee bye?
both of us bursted out laughing like mad.
LOLOLOL, cliff heard the word chee bye & came over.
* dhanish repeats his question ,
now cliff laughed together with us.
baby, walked towards us.
sooo i ask dhanish to repeat.
baby laughed.
biwen, came to us & i ask dhanish to ask him instead.
biwen laughed like crazy !
poor dhanish,
he didnt know what was gng on !
den biwen & baby told dhanish that being a chee bye means,
being handsome ! LOL.
here's the conversation bteween baby & dhanish.
BABY : so chee bye means, handsome. ok?
DHANISH: yea, okay. so it means handsome.
BABY: ya, sooo, you are a cheebye.
DHANISH: aww, thanks, you are a chee bye too.
BABY: still okay luh.
LOLOLOL.
does this conversation make sense even at all?
poor poor dhanish .
baby was soooo mean today,
he bluff cliff,
he cheated dhanish.
BAH .
but it was funny tho.
went pool fusion after school,
with, baby, dhanish & yu hang ( or is it? )
LOL i dont know & it doesnt matter i guess.
dhanish told me he felt down.
REASON : both of them are beating me, i am in third place.
LOLOL, what a stupid lame reason.
i think dhanish is retarded :DD
went home with yuhang ,
baby was jealous (i think)
he didnt want me to talk to him.
LOL,
baby's jealousy expression's sooo cute !
baby's sooo cute.
i love him alot alot.
but his pool, *tsk tsk*
haha , i photo hunt-ed, mahjong-ed, word search-ed there.
cos i was bored know?
wanted to pool but but,
ya, but.
&& i love my smelly smelly pillow alot !
i am watching channel u now,
like sooo touching can !
even till that guy's last moment,
when he's dying, he went to look for the woman,
he loved the most.
during his last moment,
he went to buy flowers for her.
sighhhh.
sad know?
makes me wanna cry.
ohoh, xiao mark korkor called me.
he said,
ppl please plan CH birthday can?
(i am so sure its not becos he wants to celebrate but becos,he wants to club )
LOLOL,
so when we are gng clubbing agn?
tell me asap ok ?
so there, guys, is o8 of aug fine?
or another date?
cos i think MIGHT be other parties other than the 8th.
so how?
count down : 1hr to our 7th mth !
i am waiting for baby now,
since he's dota-ing ,
sooo here are somethgs i found !
Horoscope Compatibility for Libra
Perfect Partners: Gemini, Aquarius
Nearly Perfect Partners: Leo, Sagittarius
Not Your Destiny: Cancer, Capricorn
A person born under Libra horoscope love the concept of being loved,
therefore are constantly searching for the perfect mate.
Libras love romance and consequently are good at it.
Filled with personal dignity and elegance,
you may find Libras to dazzle and captivate you time and time again.
They have many interests like theater, antiques, decorating, art, and themselves.
A person born with the Libra Sign best quality is the art of conversation.
They are fantastic conversationalists.
Although, when discussing any subject,
you may find the conversation leading back toward their favorite topic of interest,
as they put a little bit about themselves into each conversation,
placing the spotlight exactly where they want it.
When out on a date with a Libra be sure to pay them a compliment.
If it's sincere, they will most definitely be charmed by you.
If you pick out a restaurant, make certain the atmosphere is classy and don't skimp on any of your plans.
Libras want to be treated as first class and does not like to settle for less,
as they feel that their pleasure is well worth it.
They want a partner that has good taste and quality.
As they adore luxury and love to be pampered, impression will get you everywhere,
so go all out, and don't hold back.
With an easy going nature, you will find a person with Libra Horoscope pleasant to be around.
This zodiac sign of partnership needs a companion who will understand,
appreciate, and perhaps even idolize them.
If you're searching for a partner that is socially outgoing and affectionate, you've found them.
People born under Libra horoscope love to go to parties and enjoy a glittering extravagant social life.
Although a Libra may be indecisive about making a commitment,
once committed to a relationship,
you will find harmony and peace with them.
Horoscope Compatibility for Scorpio
Perfect Partners: Cancer, Pisces
Nearly Perfect Partners: Virgo, Capricorn
Not Your Destiny: Leo, Aquarius
If you've ever met someone that you found irresistible from the moment you met,
it was probably a person born with the Scorpio horoscope.
They are fascinating and have an air of mystery about them.
Although, what you see on the surface is only what they want you to see.
They may appear direct and just a bit forceful,
but underneath they are vulnerable and sensitive.
Scorpios take love very seriously and are searching for admiration from a partner.
Getting a date with a Scorpio is easier than forming a long term relationship with them.
You will probably have no trouble seducing them
however if you're looking for an extended relationship, that's a little harder.
Although Scorpios can appear, at times, to be a loner,
it's a deception that guards them against being hurt as they tend to wound easily.
Once they commit to a long term relationship,
a Scorpio will be a faithful mate providing both financial security and dependability.
Plan a day at the beach, a social affair,
or do something recreational as they enjoy places where they can associate with other people.
Scorpios appreciate being listened to and want to know
that they have your complete undivided attention.
Although it's hard to get into an argument with someone born under this sign,
if you become insistent and disrespectful toward them, it will happen.
Scorpios also hate to be dominated along with being taken for granted.
Keep in mind that a Scorpio can be extremely jealous
and protective of the person they choose to spend their life with.
They seek someone generous, loving and affectionate ,
that will provide them with the feeling of security.
In turn they will provide plenty of passion, affection, and complete devotion in the relationship.
People under the Scorpio horoscope will always take your feelings
into consideration and have a great deal of energy when it comes to passion.
sooooooooooo true .
dont you think so?
Romantic Things To Do
1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she's fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."
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&& its sooo meaningful.
(i think. )
Real Love.
4 person in your life how many have u found?1st-urself,
2nd-1 u love most,
3rd-1 who love u most,
4th-1 you spend the rest of your life with.
firstly u'll meet the 1 u love most, and learn how love feels.
Because u know how love feels, so u can find the person who loves u most.
When u've experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, u'll then know what
it is u need most. Then u will find the person who is most suitable for u, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly,in real life,these 3 people are usually not the same person.
The one u love most doesn't love you.
The one,who love u most,is never the one u love most.
And the one u spend your life with,is never the one u love most or the one who love u most.
He/she is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are u in other people's life?No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves u, he/she really loves u.
But when he/she doesn't love u anymore, he/she really doesn't love u anymore.
When he/she loves u, he/she can't pretend that he/she doesn't.
same goes, when he/she loves u no more, there's no way he/she can pretend he/she loves u.
When a person doesn't love u and wants to leave u. u must ask yourself if u still love
him/her, If u also don't love him/her anymore, do not keep him/her just to save your pride.
If you still love him/her, you should wish him/her happiness,
and hope that he/she will be with the one he/she loves most, not stop him/her from it.
If youstop him/her from finding true happiness with the one he/she loves,
it shows u already don't love him/her, And if you don't love him/her,
what rights do you have to blame him/her for a change of heart?
Love is not possessive, if you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin,
But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person,
you can use another method of possessing the person.
Let him/her become a permanent memory in you life.
If you really love a person, you must love him/her for what he/she is.
Love him/her for his/her good points, and the bad,
You can't wish for him/her to become like what you like him/her to be just because you love him/her.
If he/she can't change to become what you like him/her to be, you don't love him/her anymore.
When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him/her,
You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood,
you will wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test,
If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?
Because they don't trust each other,
they don't trust their lover.
These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for u will never change!
We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry,
Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then? Be careful when making promises;
don't make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen,
because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.
Rmember? Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!?
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The 1 saying, doesn't believe; the 1 listening, also doesn't believe.
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When you Love Someone
When you are together with that special someone,
you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,
your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival,
your phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-mail fromthat special someone than other many long e-mails,
you are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the
messages in your answering machine because of one message
from that special someone, you are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would
not hesitate to think of that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.
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Ways to Say I Love You
1. Call her the next day.
2. Always laugh at her jokes.
3. Tell her (truthfully) that you can't wait to see her again.
4. Offer her a backrub, without asking for one in return.
5. Call her just to say you were thinking about her.
6. Bring her a teddy bear and chicken soup when she's sick.
7. Write her a poem.
8. Slow dance with her (not only on a dance floor).
9. Bring her flowers for no reason.
10. Send her a (handwritten) letter just to say hello.
11. Always remember your anniversaries and bring her something sweet.
12. Kiss her in the middle of a sentence.
13. Take her for a walk at sunset and stay to look up at the stars.
14. Tell her something about you that no one else knows.
15. Remind her that you still think she's beautiful.
16. Take a bubble bath together.
17. Watch a sappy movie with her.
18. Surprise her with a candlelight dinner.
19. Never stop trying to impress her.
20. Tell her you love her.
21. Never forget how much she means to you.
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Love Test
my ans : the short one ! so that i can see him quickly !
2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination. What number of white and/or red do you pick?
my ans : 1o white & 1o ten red !
3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?
my ans: go get him myself !
4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?
my ans : on the bed !
5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep?
my ans : asleep ! so that i can disturb him. (: && i know he'll be asleep :DD
6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain or more interesting road?
my ans : the more interesting road.
Meaning Of Love Test
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1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily. You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately. You asked the family member to get your significant other--youlike to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her a lot. You want to place the roses by the windowsill--you are alright with not seeing him/her much.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the way s/he is. You prefer the person to be awake--you expect the person to change for you.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for a long time. You chose the short road--you fall out of love easily.
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Ways to Make a Girl Smile
1. Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy)2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day.
6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
10 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.
12 . Play with her hair.
13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. Carve your names into a tree.
19 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
20 . Give her piggyback rides.
21 . Bring her flowers
22 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
26 . Kiss her in the rain.
27 . If your in love with her . . . tell her
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he's still not done yet,
anyway , sry for such a long & draggy post,
but, thats because,
i am feeling soooo in love right now,
i love you baby !
like no other alright !
i think my post is sooo random today.
countdown : 1o more minutes to 7th mth !
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BAOBEI HONGMAN DIDI !
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period day #2
ugh, totally moodless in class today.
baby was being soooo nice,
thanks baby, sooo sweeet.
but i just did not have the mood ya?
hmmm, slept in class today !
i used like what?
1o//15 mins to finish my mini test today.
i swear i am soooooo screwed.
& i fell asleep.
OMG,
i feel so stupid.
i dreamt that i was flying.
as in literally flying know?
like up && down,
with the heart gng up && down in me.
HAHA, baby was laughing like hell.
den my mood plummet downwards after that,
BAH !
when home immediately after school.
on the way home,
i felt so depressed and pain that i cried.
sighh,
its not good to be pms-ing know?
sigh,
rested at home str8 after reached home.
when i woke up my mood considerably brighten up.
ohoh, my mom soooo cute know?
she bought this DS lite game,
its soooooo cute !
its a pet game,
like with dogs & when you call out to the dog,
THE DOG WILLL RESPOND !
awww, so nice.
& you can train the dogs & everythg,
sooo cooool right?
hohoho !
ohoh, must thank xling & GY for their concern ! :DD
TWO MORE DAYS TO WEDNESDAY.
&& ghee ting : fuck luh, celebrate sg for what. i think CH birthday or what lor.
wait till i am eighteen, you see you still can hao lian anot ! LOL.
FUCK UNDERSTAND?
didnt wanna post two post today but,
someone told me a story.
thru dearest,
there was a couple,
& they were tgt for quite some time.
&& extremely happy tgt,
since they were staying tgt,
the girl had no worries.
one day,
the girl decided to give the guy a surprise,
by staying at home to wait for him.
den, to her surprise,
the guy came home early too.
with another girl,
this time.
the guy claimed that the girl,
he brought home was a fren.
so the girl tot nothing of it.
den the guy brought that girl,
that went home with him,
to the room saying to the girlfriend that,
they were gng to sleep.
& the guy locked the door.
the girlfriend dumbly,
did not do anythg.
she waited for awhile,
then she found the keys to open the door.
& she saw her boyfren fucking that girl.
she did not cry, she did not die,
she did not do anythg,
she just left the guy's home after,
packing her bag.
well well, makes you truly wonder eh?
i'd know for sure that,
i wun be able to stand it,
i will die.
if it's my guy betraying me.
how can she be sooooo calm?
sry ! but,
i just have to be random for abit ,
haha.
dearest's PM made me laughed.
it says, REFLECTED OF ME <<<--- this is what happens to ur english when u dun go to school.
dont know if i shud be happy
or
feel bad.
BAH !
cramp the whole day.
fuck can,
ohoh, breakfasted with baby at 5plus am,
den baby left (:
i love baby, alot alot alot.
xling was sweet,
she came over to takecare of me
when i had hugely, superly cramps !
ohoh ! the day before ystd !
just when i was falling asleep,
downstairs so noisy can.
guess what?
tens of QXs raced past my house !
well well,
sengkang aint such a safe place eh?
&& like,
dearest offered to get me pads !
LOL.
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.
baby was so sweet,
since he cant come over to watch as it was too late.
he called me && acc me talk thru out the show !
oooooh, i love him damn much.
like baby baby baby,
loves loves loves !
LOL,
countdown to,
wednesday
someone aint reading my blog for a longggg time,
you know who you are,
right carpet? :DD
That which is called madness,
That which to me,
Is the only sensible way to love.
YAY !
went town today with darl & xling.
woohoo.
but some stupid incident happened,
BAH BAH BAH.
stupid retarded fucker.
then baby came to look for me ,
well, it was " on the way ",
cos he was with his frens in town tooo.
butbut i am still happy to see him !
den he went off to stick with his fren,
and the three of us went to the cathay to watch ALONE.
nahbeh,
damn scary can.
bel had jon,
i had nooooone,
there were soooo many shocks,
damn scary & nice show,
not like those normal ghost show,
sooo lame.
storyline was quite good.
but scare the fuck out of me know?
anyway ,
baby came to look for me after that agn.
(((((((:
soooo sweet,
slacked awhile with jon & bel awhile.
baby send me home :DD
&& he's at my house now !
OOOOH,
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL TML ! YAY !
nightys :DD
someone?
anyone?
retail therapy please.
i need that wallet.
sighhhhhhhhh.
notice any weirdness in the picture?
haha ! some fuckers pluck of the last finger of both hands,
&& stuck in up her nose.
tsk tsk .
( xmark had to take a picture of it )
in class,i was bored.
readable?
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my favourite drink, yet i cant seemed to find it anywhere now ):anybody?
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emo-ing at home,bored at home.
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i did some tests today,
&& here are the results !
Your right job will allow you to be Creative and Strategic
You're a visionary in many people's eyes — able to think outside the box to come up with your own solutions. You are not necessarily creative in the artistic sense, but because you can expand your mind to do things differently it might take a while for colleagues to recognise and reward you for your entrepreneurial spirit and abilities.
You make it hard for people to pigeon hole you so you need a job that allows you to play to your strengths, break out of the mould, and truly excel.
http://uk.tickle.com/test/rightjob/start.html
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Your IQ score is 124!
You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information and this, combined with your logical mind, means you are a Visual Mathematician. You can manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution and can understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction.
Like Einstein, your ability to detect patterns and your skills in maths and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone.
http://uk.tickle.com/test/iq/start.html
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try everyone try !
so coooool know?
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we'll be acting real nice,
if you see us on the floor,
you'll be watching all night.
how cool is that?
my mom has friendster && she reads my blog.
haha !
i have the coolest mom on earth,
i had some scratches on my hands & face,
she tot i was in a fight.
LOL.
i told her i wanna go clubbing,
she asks me to go on, attract rich guys.
oh boy, what a mom i have.
thats what led me to being one of the most materialistic person on earth.
LOLOLOL :DD
well, was watching EXTREME MAKEOVER; H.ED
makes me think bout how fortunate,
all of us are to have roof over our heads.
never feeling sooooo desperate.
(i mean our meaning of desperate is different from theirs )
makes us think more bout life eh?
i swear i cried while watching
& i will be a volunteer when i am older.
the girls are gng clubbing tonight,
me? i am staying at home.
i am not allowed to dance tonight. ):
well well, sighh.
i want my 18yr birthday to be there sooon.
like * snap * real soon.
& like scrabbled with my family (:
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.
My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.
Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
i cried & i cried like a bitch.
i am just typing how i feel in here,
thats what a blog's for aint it?
& hope there wont be another quarrel due to this post,
never the same again.
after sooo many quarrels,
i am sure none can ever be the same again.
for every couple.
things may be bad at times.
but whatever it is,
i wont ever want you to be unhappy.
hope you understand.
i do love you one,
and never would have hurt you,
if i knew by doing so,
i would never have likethat .
& i felt sooo hurt & disappointed at that time,
i mean i do.
tho im sure every quarreling couple sure say that,
blah blah.
but i really meant what i say when i say i feel hurt.
i have never ever felt this way with any one else.
no one, i mean no one has ever speak to me in such a way,
yet, i am not saying tht you treat me bad.
but i just felt soo hurt since it was someone whom i loved, (the most)
cant help but feel that ,
thgs arent what they used to be,
quarrels are occuring for small reason,
voice are being raised more often.
yet i dont deny, i have an attitude.
but isnt that what you know alr?
my attitude is not what everyone can tolerate,
yet i am grateful to have you ,
to try to .
but, at times you dont seemed to get somethgs,
mayb i dont too.
but i hope every night that the next day will be fine for us,
cos i love you too much to spend my time quarrelling with you.
i have chnge so much,
soo much to the point that at times,
i dont even know who am i anymore.
i dont want to compare,
i am not saying i change more for you,
if it was the past,
i wont even have the chance to feel so xin ku.
i wont even listen or complete the con & just hang.
this is me.
yet , i did not hang,
i dont need you to feel grateful for me changing,
i just hope you'll know,
even not now, i hope in the future you will.
simply becos you are my baby,
& i love you more than anythg.
mayb you'd sensed how much i care for you & how impt,
you are to me.
i believe i am not asking for too much now.
i only thg that some thgs are not to be controlled,
like how i speak, my character & my way of doing thgs,
if not that wont be me anymore.
den you are not loving me at all,
you just want a controlled toy.
if iwere to force you to change then,
i am sure i am not loving you truly any longer.
tho , stuffs like that always happen,
& the feelings might fade a lil or anythg,
but , i think our love will still stay strong.
i cant & i wont deny,
all these small stuffs are making me irritated with you at times.
i might feel a lil too tired to continue in this,
but i will never give up,
till, i realise that there is no point in continuing anymore.
hmm,
quarrels are somethg everybody has to go thru,
but thgs are getting too far.
i dont want to quarrel for every freak reason,
&& thinks its normal.
i want to be able to sit down & talking thgs out,
nicely.
not saying somethg out & leads to quarrels everytime.
true true,
who wants to quarrel ?
yet no matter what happens,i know in the end,
i love you baby.
here's a story i read about,
A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.
What do you think were the four words?
The husband just said "I Love You Darling"
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. No
point in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.
Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness,
If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.
Take off all your envies, jealousies, unwillingness to forgive, selfishness, and fears and you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.
today was a retarded day,
i slept in class,
baby slept in class.
( he slept more & didnt wan to wake up. )
met xmark && CH at ps for like 37859698 seconds,
was craving for "ma you ji"
so went to varinice for it.
like yay !
went to void deck to slack,
cos they wanted to hear hot gossips.
called ghee whore down.
* FIRST TIME, SHE KEPT HER WORD & CAME DOWN EARLY,
&& DIDNT LET US WAIT FOR 6969446759697 DAYS.
we talked ALOT,
like for 2.398 topics.
from affairs , to sex, to money, to sex, to money, & sex & money.
hahas.
so much more.
&& ooooh, cheng hong dont know how to differentiate between,
cookie monster & oscar.
he thinks blue & green's similar.
what a fuck tard. LOL.
cabbed home, with CH & xmark.
loser.
oooh, GY, i know you read my blog k.
LOLOL.
ciggs soon :DD
oooh, extremely tired today.
haha,
tickles tickles baby.
went to granma house ,
with baby to visit my china relatives.
(actually they came for quite some time alr)
i just didnt go visit,
tillllll, one fine day....
they called.
=.=
i didnt have a choice did i?
LOL.
anyways, it was okay since i went there to "show my face"
wa lao,
i ate till so full alr,
then my cousin ask me go along to "jia toh".
no point alr.
today was an extremely tired day,
i wished i had someone who will ride me to && fro,
i wished i had someone who can give me 2ook readily,
i wished i can buy whatever i want without a thought,
i wished im a rich man's daughter,
i wished i am being pampered always,
i wished i have a rich someone,
anybody?
i wish, i wish, i wish.
oh well.
i am so sure im in a fantasy.
pictures,
our yami yoh-gurt.
three retards cam-whoring outside ps.
im sure there were many more.
dance floor,
aww, i wanna dance !
look at that current winner of BFA agn.
that dog, spice.
the dog, orange.
on the way to ...
orchard?
today was a harry potty day !
woohoo,
i finished reading harry baby alr.
in two days, slowest yet.
the last book was sooo,
voldemort was soooo,
nineteen years later was soooo,
& i cried reading the book !
D to the A to the N to the C to the E.
( dearest taught me this. )
its still on my mind, awwwww.
❤ missyNANA. ♡ && crucio! i love harry potter . ❤ says:
harry potty, harry pot fuck, whatever. i love him.
❤ missyNANA. ♡ && crucio! i love harry potter . ❤ says:
alot.
❤ missyNANA. ♡ && crucio! i love harry potter . ❤ says:
LOL>
im not happy..=( says:
look at somebody who clubs..can dance so wild
im not happy..=( says:
likes hairy potter
im not happy..=( says:
doesnt link toely
im not happy..=( says:
TOE-LY
❤ missyNANA. ♡ && crucio! i love harry potter . ❤ says:
LOLOL.
* note to dearest, finally you're not featured alr.
LOL.
here are some pictures.
i'll go back to dreaming of harry,
since i dreamt of him ystd :DD
my future big big house !
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happy family that i drew, soooo cute right?LOL.
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happy family that baby drew, ooooh, you see the difference? HAHAHA !.jpg)
my get-well-soon card for baby, he was flu-ing.yet he detested it.
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ninety-nine i love yous..jpg)
on the mrt, to dxo. twin, me, joei..jpg)
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some photos which twin edited :DD
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SATURDAY.
wooohoo.
club's fun,
sooo tired after that.
danced from eleven plus && all the way.
kinky, sensual& sexay dances,
i love dancing allll night long,
been a extremely long time alr.
dance , dance, dance.
cheng hong was drunk,
he kept smiling like a crazy, lovestruck fool.
ooops, HI CHENG HONG.
gotta thank damark & chenghong for taking care of us,
when we are dancing.
love you.
somethg happened halfway,
sry baby.
it wasnt meant to be that way.
&& joei, i dont realy think that post was necessary.
LOLOL.
true life experience.
HAHAHA.
anyway, i realy realy want my 18th birthday to come soooon,
go that i can go legally.
i mean, with the booze & dance & all.
dance, dance, dance.
lemme dance all night longgggg.
TODAY,
met girl & jaslin,
at amk hub.
slacked, walked, talked, eat.
bought slippers for my mom.
yaya , i know.
I SO SWEET RIGHT.
lolol,
cant get dancing of my mind.
i want that new mng bling bling top ):
oooh, im so craving for it.
oooh, clubbing to celebrate lil slut birthday tml,
no i mean later on.
its over twelve alr.
& oh, HAAPY BIRTHDAY DARLING JOEI.
fun fun day today. (:
i love my twin :DD
oooh, sexay,
skinny jeans skinny jeans,
in assortments of colors.
shopping with twinnie today !
oooh, baby was so sweet.
he let me buy whatever i wanted to buy tgt with twin.
we bought,
earrings,
best friends neckalace,
star tee,
mango tee,
combs,
belt.
yes! all matching.
totally twin stuffs :DD
some in same colors, some not.
i am fever-ing.
random photos,
* pic of me, ghee, jo & twin slacking ystd.
*pic of cheng hong emo-ing.
*pic of me & twin camwhoring today.
*pic of me &baby :DD
all the pic MIGHT look edited, but i swear we have never edited them.
the cam-whorers.
four eyes are whats left.
me & twin , lovely time !
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what are we trying to do i dont know.
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baby && me.
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joei, ghee, twin & me.
( ghee was the only extra, wearing green )
i am so sure there was another person there.
we just didnt include him.
shadys.
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