♥ Sunday, August 5, 2007

Friends Don't Always Last

I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.

i feel soooooo,
out of sorts.

bah.

why,
why do i feel soooo disturbed.

eh, smlj luh.
fuck understand?
i really dont understand lor,

& i feel hurt,
damn fucking hurt.
i dont know how to describe
the hurt i am feeling k.

&i cant believe i cried over you.
fuck ok,
do all you guys want,
go where you wanna go.
i do not freaking care anymore.

sometimes i really wonder.
do i really mean anythg to anybody.
at times ,
i think i really am insignificant right?

i feel that way,
like ,
it doesnt matter if i am unhappy,
my opinions dont matter,
anythg bout me dont matter at all,
i guess.

mayb i treated all as toooo impt,
but the feeling was unrequited .

sigh,

& i suddenly,
realised i have a lump swelling above my left eye,
but below my left eyebrow.

sigh,
things just gets worst.

even you.
freaking you,
na beh ok?

friends.

Always be honest, would you want THEM to lie to you ?

Be there when they need you, or you may wind up alone.

Cheer them on, we all need encouragement now and then.

Don't look for their faults, even if you have none.

Encourage their dreams, what would we be without them ?

Forgive them, you just MAY do something wrong sometime.

Get together often, misery loves company, do does glee.

Have faith in them, the human animal is remarkable.

Include them, you may need to be included sometime.

Just be there when they need you.

Know when they need a hug, and couldn't you use one ?

Love them unconditionally, that is the ONLY condition.

Make them feel special, because aren't we ALL special ?

Never forget them, who wants to feel forgotten ?

Offer to help, and know when "No thanks" is just politeness.

Praise them honestly and openly.

Quietly

Really listen, a friendly ears is a soothing balm.

Say you're sorry, don't let them assume it.

Talk frequently, communication is important.

Use good judgment.

Verbalize your feeling!

Wish them luck, hopefully good!

Xamine your motives before you "help" out.

Your words count, use them wisely.

Zip your lips when told a secret.

By following these ABC's as often as you are able, you SHOULD live a LONG and friend-filled life.

Fulin's Nana @ 9:42 PM