Because all i want, is to be happy ♥.

♥ Saturday, August 18, 2007

sucked dick okay.

whatever.

you you you , all you.

dont say till like i was the one who forced you.
like i "dragged" you all the way here.
fine okay,
no more next time.

i will never ever put in any hope,
if it happens, it'll be a surprise.
if it does not,
den at least i wun be so disappointed.

i cannot put how am i feeling now to words,
all i want is those mushy mushy acts of "forgive me" actions,
is it really that difficult to ask for?

we really do not understand each other.
at all.

it takes much more than just love to carry on.
much more.

it's not that i cant bring myself to forgive you,
i so want to ,
badly.

but you didnt do anythg to make it right,
(at least not in my eyes )

" you dont likethat alr can anot."

i tell you,
my definition of "hong" is not,

once, twice, trice.
its meant, to be constant.

fine, you dont have to freaking raise your voice.
all i want is to talk thgs out.

what is so difficult about that.
it always ends up in raised voice.
it was never what i wanted.

you just simply dont get it,
you never realised how much i changed for your sake.
or how much i suffered,
(i am not saying that you did not)

but try to be in my shoes can.
i cant give you up,

cos i love you & all.

ps: i love horng ! he got back my post for me !

Fulin's Nana @ 1:11 AM