HAHAHAHAHA.
you cannot right click,
Ask me for anythg kay!

♥ And i dont ever wanna be with no one else.
♥ You're the only one that ever made me melt.



♥ Sunday, September 30, 2007

English Language Assessment Test (EFL)
Test Date: 30 September, 2007
First name nana
Family Name nana
Email lovevester@hotmail.com
Total questions in test 60
Total Correct 49


Grammar 19
Vocabulary and Usage 20
Reading Comprehension 10
Listening 0


Percentage score 122%
General Assessment and Level
Advanced : Your English level is Advanced. You had a perfect score on this test.

thats about it.
im at ghee house now.

& my life's lonely without you.
i miss you so.

alot.


words cannot tell you how much i do.
i didnt mean to be yours


happy.... 9th mths ?
sighh

Fulin's Nana @ 11:17 PM



its 1.34pm now,
hey i slept at 7 plus !

yet im all wide awake now.

yup, folks.
It's Official now.

there, i've said it.
me is without the you now.

im experiencing the broken hearted now,


i didnt mean to love you.
i didnt mean to fall in love wit you.

Fulin's Nana @ 1:33 PM




its 5 am now,

here are some stories, that i'd like to share,

Loving the imperfection.

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.

Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."

Him: "I don't have time that day."

Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."

First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".

Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."

He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.

Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."

She remains silent.

Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.

Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."

She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."

She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"

He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.

He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.

She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.

It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.

He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."



The breakup.

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I
can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.


What it feels like to be unloved.

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.


Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.


How to get over a break up.


This is one of the most difficult parts of a love life to get over, it is how to get over a relationship break up. It is tough nursing a broken heart, and we all need a little help to get over this broken heart. The lesson here is that friends and family, basically company, is need always to get over a heart break. Read on to find out how to get over a relationship break up!

The first love, the someone whom you most probably would have decided there and then that you would probably spend the rest of your life with him or her. But sometimes it ends. And it is most painful when it ends abruptly. Arguments are perfectly normal, but when it gets to a certain breaking point, you know that it cannot continue, and you two end the relationship. Or when your partner cheats on you. That is probably the most painful and when you have to break up.

As impossible as it may seem, the rule of thumb to deal with this is to tell yourself that you want to get over him or her. If there is still a little bit inside you that wants it to still work out, then you will never get over your ex or the unreciprocative lover (one-sided crush). And nothing you do will ever work. It has got to start with inside yourself. Your mind is the most powerful after all. And you need to stay away from him or her during the initial period till you are comfortable with

meeting him again. Chances are, if you keep being in the company of him or her, you will NEVER get over it and you will be stuck. So please, be brave and take the first step and avoid the person. And while you are avoiding the person, below are some things that you can do to make it easier.

Well here are some concrete steps that you can take to get over a break up.

Talking to someone about the break up. You need to let it out! Bottling it up inside of you is never going to solve your problem. Always verbalize your problems to a listening ear. Any problem whatsoever.

Talk to someone in a similar situation helps too.

Get more ideas on how to get over a break up.

Get busy. Occupy yourself with meaningful things like picking up a hobby or learning something new or preoccupying yourself with books and work.

Watch funny movies, read funny comics, chill and laugh around with your friends. Laughter as always is the best medicine. It always makes you feel better no matter what.


how did i fall in love with you.

Fulin's Nana @ 4:53 AM



sorry for all the hurt i've cause,
im the reason for your pain.

today was an horrendous day(at times),
you seemed so..
not anxious,

like, it doesnt matter anymore,
really,
like, you dont even want me to stay anymore.
you know,

if you really want me to stay,
its not possible to wait a few days.
once the moment is gone,
its gone forever.

to me, it seems like im not needed.
& your words & actions dont tally.

let's do a break up, shall we?

im wanting to go,
& you're not holding me back.
i kept tear-ing,
even on the way there.
every single thg reminds me of you.

but it seems like, im not as impt as you say i am.
maybe even as you tot i am.

make me stay,
make me feel how much you need me wont you?

im like so insignificant.
do i even matter?

went vivo for movie
with darl, jon & hong.
watch death at a funeral.

a totally wtf show.
today's a wtf day.
seriously,

before that we went to banquet to eat,
i swear ah, that was my worse dining experience.
oh my bloody god.

ch scare me with a blastic plastic bag.
which cause a crazy bitch to scream LOUDLY,
approximately, 3 secs after the bang.

wtf right?
it was freaking loud.

den we were like laughing and laughing.
i swear.

den before heading in to the movies,
me & darl saw this "gong"
is damn cute know?
imagine, pink with moos moos.
darn !

so we just had to get that,
which caused an uproar with the two fucking guys.

bah, in the end.
me & darl won.

& after the movies.
we saw this guy, lying under the bench,
first tot was, " is this guy a pyscho, like in the movie?"
ahhh, then we realise,
that guy was drunk.

very very drunk, even more drunk then ch on st james day.
& he was lying in his own vomit.
wtf.

we were so sure that he WAS with his frens,
den his frens ps him.
& singaporeans ah.

NOBODY went there to help him or anythg ok,
some just stared, some just sit there, some just walked away.

in the end, hong & jon decided to go "help" him.
so off they went.
they looked like "um pai", walking over to him.
i swear, we could smell the vomit from farrrrrrr away.

den they came back,
& jon, lol.
he just kept wanting to vomit.
the smell was stinky, horrendously stinky.

so went the conversation between them & the drunk.
THEM: eh bro, you okay?
DRUNK: ya, im fine.
THEM: eh where you stay?
DRUNK: teban garden
THEM: orh okay. take care ah.

then ch told us,
" eh wen i ask where he stay ah, i dont want to ask him to take cab ley."
" i scared he say no money, den we have to give him money ah"

den we walked away.

& we took 80 back home,
somethg happened,
stupid ch & jon spun my head around,
making me feel dizzy.
darl took a video,
so the video shows it all.

walked home afterwards,
unknowingly, tears just dropped agn.
know what hurts the most,

its knowing, i might not be your reason for living anymore,
its, you, not holding me back.
not even trying at all.
you could even say, wait a few days later,
its you letting me walk away.

you said, you couldnt live without me,
wen i asked you, if i were to break up with you,
would you hold me back?
you said yes.
what now, tell me about it.

wen i asked, if you knew thgs are gng to the dumps, will you salvage it?
if you knew i'll leave,will you try & stop me?
if you knew i'll be gone, will you find me?
if you knew i lost the faith in us, will you build in back?

you said yes.

but since noon, you've not made me feel that you needed me.
you've not even msged nor called me.
since noon.

is this your term of holding me back?
wanting me to not leave?
your term of how impt i am to you?

what am i supposed to do with all these blues.
i didnt mean to fall in love with you,
its better never to have met you in my dream,
than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.

i think its true, the hottest love has the coldest end.
the absence of love, is the most abjected pain.
Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself.
thats when i loved you more then me.

its always been self-delusionment when it comes to us.
why did you turn away?
will you wait for me.
do you really need me in your life.
will you love me right.


that's what hurts the most.


Fulin's Nana @ 1:36 AM


♥ Saturday, September 29, 2007




its only left with me,
in this lonely world.

not you & me.

Fulin's Nana @ 4:32 PM


♥ Friday, September 28, 2007

its no longer the same.
everythg is no longer the same.
how long will it take this time?
how much hurt would be attain this time?

i dont know.

it's hurting, really.
like, it used to be 843847336387.
they used to be tbsmlpst, whatever.

i guess, everythg is gone now.
and , its alll thanks to you fucker.
really. thanks so much.
thanks for spoling it all.

really, you know.
if it werent for your existance,
it wudnt have ended up this way.
i tell you. FUCK YOU.

you, infuriate me.
make me feel irate, incensed, irascible.
i dont know ok, now that you've done it.
i hope you're happy now.
really.

for all the bastardly, dastardly acts you have been doing,
lying, sneaking, scheming, conniving.
like a two-faced, fucked-face loser.
who uses underhand means to get what you want.
but come to think of it,
you still have not gotten what you want, loser.

thanks to you,
everythg now is totally blighted.
you can disparate for all i fucking care.
& dont come crying, crawling like a patsy,
when you're hurt, or in need of help once agn.

you disgust & sicken me.
all thanks to your insolence,
all thanks to your un-loyalties.
uh huh,
good job eh chump?

you were great.
you skanky, disgustful, disgusting, foul, loathsome, wicked, yucky & revolting fucker.

i have never in my whole life, hated someone this much.
you create this scene for your own good,
yet it fucking spoilt the rest.

you made it so that now,
you are the only (few) ones left.
no one else, not even 63& 432.

93873386237625673.
7438733862343766784678.
43770856283.
now look what you've done.
are you happy?

be elated, be euphoric, be paradisiac, be felicitous even.
cos it may alll, not last long.

fine, really.
lets hope you'll achieve what you want.
& you better pray hard that you'll not end up like 87.
PRAY HARD ENOUGH.
or you might,

im just saying you might, tho i hope so,

end up with your face smashed to the ground,
your limbs, heh, lets not talk bout that shall we?
& died in your lifeless form.

really, no one will ever save you.
no one will ever help you.
not even 68.
once bitten, twice shy.
& one more thg,

lemme wish you the best of luck,
heh, you'll need it badly,
soon.

i cannot wait to see you falling down hard,
crestfallen, with no one to go too.
that'll be the day.
i'll be patiently waiting.

so fuck you.


i believe in karma.
be afraid, be really afraid.
cos you might be the next.

yet, on a better note,
i started somethg on msn.
heh,
i believe, cheng hong, darl, raymond are also as addicted as me.
its true !

deep down, i/we/it'll never be the same agn-
i hate you.







Fulin's Nana @ 6:59 PM


♥ Thursday, September 27, 2007


im not for your beck and call,
you can relinquish the tot,
or you can dismiss the tot.

i dont care.
distinguish the fact between.
your excuses are weak & ineffectual.

totally.
you make me feel nauseating, tempestuous & repelling.


at times-



Fulin's Nana @ 11:39 PM



im pretty affected by a fact,
a strange fact.

indeed all the karma has returned.


life's a mess recently,
but im glad that exams are over !
one less thg to worry about.

uh huh,
now now,
three most impt thg in life right?
family, friends & love.

im think i have a healthy balance. ?
yups, even soooo conflicts are inevitable.
i abhor such conflicts,
but its never easy to bury the hachets & pretend nthg happened,
esp with an attitude like mine,

tho, i know its sucks,
but all i want is attention,
the main reason for all attitudes,
im an attention seeker, so there !
& unintentional at that too.

the torment of human frustration,
whatever its immediate cause,
is the knowledge that the self is in prison,
its vital force and "mangled mind" leaking away in lonely, wasteful self-conflict.
so why even bother to quarrel?
it torments you, burns up energy.
i rather have an cold war,
(well, mayb with someone pacifying me on the other hand)

The sharing of joy,
whether physical,
emotional, psychic,
or intellectual,
forms a bridge between the sharers
which can be the basis for understanding much
of what is not shared between them,
and lessens the threat of their difference.
very true to me.
and being a fren meannnnnns,

no hard feelings no matter how big the quarrels turn out to be.
tell me, what's your defination?
eh ?

in me, it is in me,
there is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
& to learn to love,
trust is essential .
to be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.

aint it? if you know how to trust,
love will be wonderful ah?

yet, the truth is unbearable at times,
our finest moments are most likely to occur
when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable,
unhappy, or unfulfilled.
For it is only in such moments,
propelled by our discomfort,
that we are likely to step out of our ruts
and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

complex is a person's mind aint it?
& astonishing too,
even in a confusing state of mind.

great ideas often receive violent opposition from mediocre minds.
heh,

lemme go me 0wn way will ya?

Fulin's Nana @ 2:03 AM


♥ Monday, September 24, 2007


sums it all. bah.

Fulin's Nana @ 11:45 PM



ITS BECOMING A MUNDANE ROUTINE.
DONT YOU THINK?
PMS HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF ATTITUDE FUCKING CANNOT MEH.
YOU THINK I CANNOT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS I VERY HAPPY MEH.
HUH?

YOU'RE NOT THE ONE BLEEDING.
HOW WOULD YOU KNOW.
HUH?

I THINK I NEED SOME TIME OFF.
GEDDIT?

Fulin's Nana @ 1:43 AM




hi world,
okay.
tried to study but to no avail.
which, sucks big time.

& i do still tink about him,
which rocks.

ahaha, omfgawd.
ahmon,
okay i admit.
i am crazy over him.
am still. so what?

i do have a lingering feeling & its starting to bother me alot.
which isnt a good idea from the start.
a perceptive deemed by perceptions.
& i gotta do whats best for me.

it seems so distant to me now,
which i believe throughly,
i have lost my sense of direction in.
in an empirical way,
its back to square one.
& its sucks.

Love, like truth and beauty, is concrete.
it is not fundamentally a sweet feeling,
not, at heart, a matter of sentiment, attachment, or being "drawn toward."
Love is active, effective, a matter of making reciprocal
and mutually beneficial relation with one's friends and enemies.

which is both confusing & amazing, dont you think?

thru bereavement, its makes you feel the pain & sorrow.
all over agn. damned.
&it's really hard to say the exact truth,
even about your own immediate feelings,
truly much harder than to say something fine,
about somethg else which is not the exact truth.

okay, enough of all these.

i met wife & daddy * today,
which made me had mixed emotions.
i was , happy, exhilarated, confused, and presumably grieved.
all but pure delight.
which was, in a sense, weird.

Lying is done with words and also with silence.

i think im a perfectionist, which in way always caused my downfall.
& i always wanted a perfect ending.
now i believe i've learned, the hard way,
that some poems don't rhyme,
and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end.
delicious ambiguity eh?

gotta go my own way?

Fulin's Nana @ 12:12 AM


♥ Saturday, September 22, 2007


i think im really addicted to this drama.
& i dont know why,
even after watching, scenes are still flashing in my mind.

ahmon is truly my dream guy,
the way he acts,
the way he talks,
the way he springs surprises,
& the way he chooses to protect his girl.
like how i always wanted my guy to treat me.

he is the way i want my guy to be.
the only way.
my huai huai nan.
my dream guy.

&, there's an unspeakable, lingering feeling in my heart.
i cannot place what's that feeling about.
but i seemed to have that feeling before.

that weird weird feeling.
& the feeling of really falling in love with him.
i cannot shake that feeling off.
i cannot,
& whenever i see his picture.
i feel sad, whatever is happening.

somethg is wrong.

mayb its due to the song,
mayb its due to ahmon.
more to ahmon i guess.
mayb its the song.
bah.

ahmonahmonahmonahmon.
i realy love.

i will stand strong-
am i getting tired?

Fulin's Nana @ 10:07 PM


♥ Friday, September 21, 2007







ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN IS DAMN NICE !
I CAN KEEP WATCHING &WATCHING
FUCK.

THE GUYS.
AWWW.

HE IS JUST DAMN SO FUCKING HOT CAN.
MAKES ME MELT.

Fulin's Nana @ 8:57 PM



PMS -ING DAY.
BAH.
SUCKS BIG TIME.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
pigpig

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
y so poor ting

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
backache ar

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
YES?

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
ya.

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
so pain ):

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
aiyo..

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
nv go c doctor meh

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
pain till i cannot move.

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
):

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
never move also pain alr.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
wah...

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
poor ting

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
i help u ask god c can cure u ant

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
wait ar

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
eh god my pigpig backache leh

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
can cure for her ant

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
she pain till cant move

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
...............

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
he say cant

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
lol.

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
stupid pig, so sweet.

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
hahaha

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
lol

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
make u laugh den u can forgt the pain ma

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
tell u 1 story

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
ok.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
long long time ago our chinese god shun wu kong is walking in the sky

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
den he saw malay god ahla walking oso

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
he stare at ahla n shout at him u c wat c nv c monkey b4 ar

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
den ahla veri angry n say ya i nv c monkey can walk in the sky

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
wu kong heard liao say it ok we exchange punch loh

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
if u can tahan my punch i respect u

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
wu kong ask ahla to punch first. ahla punch wu kong he fly damn far away

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
bt lucky he gt 72 bian he cum back.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
den wu kong punch ahla he nv cum back

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
u noe y nw malay must face north pray

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
cos they asking their ahla to cum back

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
why?

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
HAHAHAHAHA/

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
VERY BAD LEY.

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
RACIST. (:

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
lol

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
tis wan tat time i at db my fren tell mi wan

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
LOL.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
i laugh till the officer cum scold mi loh

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
cos veri funny ma

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
cannot resist

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
hahaha.

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
i want to cry alr.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
dun cry k

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
cry liao nt cute n sweet liao

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
:)

- Nana; ❤ P M S -ing . says:
but very sad ma.

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
sad oso can dun cry wan

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
if u at outside sad u cry meh

haodi=- every1 is fuck up in tis world -= says:
ltr ppl laugh at u ar.


sweet. at least wei long never ask me eat expired stuff today !

Fulin's Nana @ 3:27 PM


♥ Thursday, September 20, 2007

BABY
Glitter Graphics







I BOUGHT NEW SHOES YO !
heh heh,

went to simlim today,
BUT UNFORTUNATELY,
SOMETHG HAPPENED.

so it got me in a foul mood.
yes, i wasnt happy even tho,
I BOUGHT MY SHOES.

BAH.
den headed to novena to meet dearest.

I CAUGHT A ZEBRA !
YAY.
me & dearest had many random coversation,
hahahaha.
i had yami too.
hohoho,


baby, PLEASE LA.
BE MORE ROMANTIC.

OKAY? I LOVE YOU.

Fulin's Nana @ 7:45 PM


♥ Wednesday, September 19, 2007






yay ! i am so happy.
i want to get the shoes tml.

baby's the best !
i swear, know what.
he says once his new room is ready,
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT!

YAY !
THAT MEANS...
PINK WALLS !
& PINK & PURPLE FURNITURE !

yay !
i love him la.
hohhoooh

lastly,

HAPY BIRTHDAY DARLING SIS !


& I HATE PPL WHO LIE.

Fulin's Nana @ 4:36 PM


♥ Tuesday, September 18, 2007

fuck la ok, cb.

Fulin's Nana @ 10:03 PM


♥ Monday, September 17, 2007

you left me, broken hearted.

i hate guys who cry, always.

Fulin's Nana @ 11:04 PM



bored at home !

MIA. says:
are u into sm?

MIA. says:
rofl

MIA. says:
u must be the dominant and the saddist

MIA. says:
gets pleasure in inflicting pain to others

MIA. says:
remind me

MIA. says:
to leave my house at 3

MIA. says:
lol
MIA. says:
gotta go buy some shit

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
nopes/

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
i shall not.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
*fold arms

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
*places arms around ur neck* you were saying?

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHA.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
I SHALL NOT.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HOHOHO.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
*WRIGGLES & RUNS AWAY.

MIA. says:
*USES STRENGTH TO STRANGLE

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
*enters car door and speeds off looking for a small girl by e road

MIA. says:
*target spotted and bangs

MIA. says:
LOL

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
girl stands up, & stabs guy driving*

MIA. says:
doors are locked she's unable to open

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
wiat a min, why did the girl have a knife?

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA ponders.

MIA. says:
YA!

MIA. says:
ROFL

MIA. says:
girl is violent

MIA. says:
girl gets dragged into the car and SM-ed

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOLOLOLOLOLOOLOL.

MIA. says:
LOL

MIA. says:
unfortunately for e guy he gets smed instead

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
heh heh. guy got broke

MIA. says:
rofl

MIA. says:
due to her heavy maintaince

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
OI.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
hahahahah.

MIA. says:
hahahahhahahaha

MIA. says:
*guy paid her 2k for a ONS

MIA. says:
and she claims its not enough

MIA. says:
rofl

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOLOLOL.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
she saids. thats for two hours.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
not one night !

MIA. says:
LOL

MIA. says:
omg 1k per hr

MIA. says:
lets break it down

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL.

MIA. says:
1000/60

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
made of gold.

MIA. says:
golden pussy

MIA. says:
rofl

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL>

MIA. says:
cb

MIA. says:
28 cents per second

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
yes,

MIA. says:
LOL

MIA. says:
so chor

MIA. says:
basket

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
the hokkien term for pussy

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
hhahaa

MIA. says:
*guy asks for discount

MIA. says:
ROFL

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
girls, slaps him.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
exclaims"im not a whore"

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
hahahahahahahahahah

MIA. says:
guy gets perma stun..

MIA. says:
guy just sits there and stone while his wallet is being grabbed

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL>

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
okay.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
the end .

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
sad ending

MIA. says:
no no no

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
wait, girl runns back & says. wallet's doesnt even have 200.

MIA. says:
*girl happily leaves e car and flags e cab to paragon

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
write me a check,

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL>

MIA. says:
oh damn

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAH.

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
*guy got exposed

MIA. says:
*he speeds off

MIA. says:
the end

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL.

MIA. says:
aww man

MIA. says:
would u have a 2hr stand for 2k?

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOLOL.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
IF I GOT LOADS OF MONEY.

MIA. says:
as in

MIA. says:
some guy comes up to u and says

MIA. says:
here 2 k

MIA. says:
i want u for 2hr

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
oh,

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
depends.

MIA. says:
why!

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOOKS?

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
den ur gonna say

MIA. says:
if he's handsome free

MIA. says:
ROFL

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
NONO.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
still 2k

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
lolol.

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
realistic

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
saving money in progress

MIA. says:
there wun be much of a saving

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
we all know that

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
u might even take his number and say

MIA. says:
eh want a 2nd round?

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

MIA. says:
right right?

MIA. says:
i know u too well

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. writes:
must anot?

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
hahahahahahhaha.

MIA. says:
hahahahahahaha

MIA. says:
:)

MIA. says:
ask me if i'ld pay 2 k to fuck u

MIA. says:
faster faster

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. writes:
i know you too well.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
but for the sake.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
will you pay 2k to fuck me?

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

MIA. says:
guess my answer!

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
heh heh.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
rather not.

MIA. says:
just guess

MIA. says:
its fun la

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
degrading myself.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOLOLOL.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
eh, yes?

MIA. says:
come on la

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
gladly?

MIA. says:
its for e fuck of it

MIA. says:
lol

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
misght even save the fuck part.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOLOL.

MIA. says:
LOL

MIA. says:
the answer is.....

MIA. says:
if i tio toto 1st prize one person win i'll consider

MIA. says:
LOL

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
awwww.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
why cant you say somethg like, you're right dear,

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
hahaha

MIA. says:
hahahahahahaha

MIA. says:
seems like u just one the money

MIA. says:
rofl

MIA. says:
try cheating ur money

MIA. says:
*my

MIA. says:
u'll be cheated instead

MIA. says:
rofl

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
OI !

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
for your dearest.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
cannot meh

MIA. says:
hahahahahaha

MIA. says:
cannot

MIA. says:
i must save up

MIA. says:
coz i spend like siao again

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
fuckest.

MIA. says:
now back to poverty

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOOLOLOL.

MIA. says:
what

MIA. says:
hahahahahaha

MIA. says:
oei

MIA. says:
dun say me lidat la

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
lolol.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
joking dear.

MIA. says:
sob sob

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
new name

MIA. says:
fuckest

MIA. says:
rofl

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
lol.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
just like fucksary.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
lolol.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
like, hey dear, happy fucksary! you're the fuckest !

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

MIA. says:
yay!

MIA. says:
jhahahahahaha

MIA. says:
*proud of himself

MIA. says:
ROFL

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL>

MIA. says:
heh

MIA. says:
hahahahaha

MIA. says:
what wld be btr is

MIA. says:
hey fuckiest

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOL.

MIA. says:
yamette!

MIA. says:
rofl

MIA. says:
omg

MIA. says:
randomness

MIA. says:
hahahahahahaha

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
reads like a food.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
lol.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
yam-ette.

MIA. says:
it reads as stop

MIA. says:
lol

MIA. says:
damn regret is so nice la

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
reads like a fooood !

MIA. says:
hahahahahaha

MIA. says:
its stop

MIA. says:
i'm sure u know u porno addict

MIA. says:
lol
- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHAH.

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
LOOK WHO'S TALKING.

MIA. says:
a pot calling the kettle black

MIA. says:
=p

MIA. says:
which one u wanna be?

MIA. says:
the pot or the kettle?

MIA. says:
i wanna be black!

MIA. says:
:D

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
YOU BE POT, KETTLE & BLACK.

MIA. says:
rofl

- Nana; ❤ fucksary. says:
HAHAHAHA

MIA. says:
damn!

MIA. says:
hahahaha

MIA. says:
u took my black u bitch!


done, interesting aint it? LOL

Fulin's Nana @ 3:47 PM


♥ Sunday, September 16, 2007


I'm way too cool for ya boy
That's why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal

When I say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
We're only gonna do you dirt
We'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When I say it's over.



hmmm. good news & bad news.
the good news is,
i'll prolly have my com back on monday,
the bad news is, the word "prolly".

watched, i now pronounce you chuck & larry ystd !
okay, its damn coolios.
funnnneh . very. (:

so its, three movies for three nights.

hmmm, been thinking for some thgs recently.
baby, dont you think that somethg is wrong now.
um, like its different from how we used to be.

reminisce of the past, we like have more sweet times.
as compared to now.

bi, let's sort thgs out quick !

hmmm, okay. meeting wifey later.
many thgs to catch up on !

ohoh, DARLING XS WON THE MAXIM CONTEST.
YAY ! YOU GO GIRL ! (:

Fulin's Nana @ 4:09 PM


♥ Saturday, September 15, 2007

hohoho,
movied agn ystd.
with baby,
jon& bel,
and bel's fren (a couple)

triple date !
hah.
okay, so we watched APARTMENT 1303.
wa lao. scary la.
jumped quite a few times.


but baby said it wasnt scary.
bah, double bah.

heh heh,
baby promised me to get a job soon.
whooray.


i feel like watch another movie tonight !
LOL.
movie frenzy.


okay, i need my com back.
triple bah.


i miss my frens.
okay, im being random.
where's dearest.


heh, & i fucking hate ppl with no manners.
whether you are an adult or not.


so, shit you !

& well,
here's the impossible quiz part two!


PART TWO!

have fun ! (:

Fulin's Nana @ 2:05 PM


♥ Friday, September 14, 2007

SIGH,
i am jealous.
of something.

hahahahaha?
bah.
LOL.

Fulin's Nana @ 12:00 AM


♥ Thursday, September 13, 2007

stupid com.
its still not okay !
bah, double bah.

oooh, had presentation & watch HAIR SPRAY TODAY.
walao, he's damn handsome la.
i swear !
940701703 orgasms in that two hour la.
his deep blue eyes ah.
motherfuckng cb wet la.
HAHAHAAHAHA.
okay, i got carried away.
but damn, he's hot !
so minus one bah.

okay, i love you baby :D

but, triple bah.

stupid bitch, dont act as if you're oh-so-smart-&-pretty la.
fuck face bimbo.
(not as if your boobs are damn big too la.)
so SCRAM .
and stop fucking thinking that you, are damn smart okay.

fucking two-face scheming, lying bitch.
just die.
so what if i love to sleep in class,
so what if i fucking love to talk to MY BOYFREN in class.
so motherfucking what if i look so NOT HARDWORKING.

stop assuming that i am stupid okay.
becos i am fucking not.
so what if your fucking english is good.
i swear mine' s not bad either.

oh yea,?
if you treat a person good, means its damn good.
if you hate a person you give the person hell?
oooh, im so scare la.

try me bitch,
im not afraid of a chee bye bitch.
& for god sake ok, stop asking ppl if you're good.
they will only respond in a positive way.
HOW DO YOU FUCKING EXPECT THEM TO SAY NO.

crazy whore,
if you're that smart as you claim to be.
why are you here cunt?
BAH, LOSERISH WUSS.

i swear you're being retarded.
so what if you have a kingkong for a fren,
she aint any better too.
now i truly know the meaning of birds of the same feathers fucking flock tgt.

if thats how you fucking treat a fren,
i tell you. you, are a fucking disgrace.
hoho, am i glad i was never your fren.

if i were, & thats how you treat me.
i will fucking get 6963870284063249 guys,
to fuck you, stupid little pussy
cock sucker, & let you drink their semen till you die.

okay, that's a little crude.
but i fucking cant stand you.
& whats with our group,
are you jealous that we're having so much fun?
or are you just jealous of me?
HAR DE HAR HAR,

motherfucking hoe,
you know how sucky you are?
fucking pathetic,
& thick skinned too.
i mean, who goes ard telling how beautiful & nice their figure is.

you want that?
why not you go geylang?
you can hear how big & wet your pussy is.

bah.
& YOU !
i know you are reading my blog.
I HAVE NO FRENS?
I HAVE MORE FRENS THAN THE NO OF TIMES YOUR MOTHER HAD SEX.
nabeh cheebye.

& FOR YOUR FUCKING INFO,
that was a misunderstanding between me & my frens,
so fuck off.
whats isit got to do with you.
& at least i've got true frens,
UNLIKE YOU BITCH.
& at the very motherfucking least i treat them true,
UNLIKE YOU BITCH.

you bunch of ppl are the motherfucking,
ugliest,
fugliest,
bitch/cunt/whore/wuss/hoe/cocksucker/vaginalicker/(& the lists goes on)
i have fucking seen !

dont step on my tail.

Fulin's Nana @ 10:27 PM


♥ Monday, September 10, 2007

fucking pathetic.
truly,

im getting tired,
why shud i try so hard,
when you all are not trying?
its not as if i dont even care.

but most of my msges are mostly,
unreplied.
yet, i hope not to give up.

i am tired of trying to be there for you all.
i keep trying & trying.
but, it seems i dont get any returns at all.
at fucking all.

i dont know anymore.
bah.

Fulin's Nana @ 7:49 PM



ok, im back ! haha.
ystd was darl's birthday !
& we planned a surprise for her.
(actually it was xiao mei la)

so, i met jon to go compass, to get the cake.
then cab to hougang,
to fetch fiona, who got the flower.

& went wheelock to continue with the surprise.
wa lao.
so gangster la.
we walked into fish &co. by the back la.
& just pass the waitress the cake & said, table for 5.
LOL.

den...
we realised, the front door is at the other end.
hohohohohoho.
& the queue was 78632564563298 years long.
nevertheless, we got our seat in 5 min time. (:

ate & surprise !
the fish &co. staff sang a birthday song/ rap for darl,
while, she stand on the chair !
LOL.

i know she was damn pai seh.
but i also know, she enjoyed herself alot.
heh heh.

then somethg absolutely mood-spoiling happened.
bah. shall not elaborate.

& dearest came to meet me !
omg, so sweet can.
he knew i was in a foul mooood !
all the way to seng kang.

& today, met korkor to go to bugis.
he wanted to buy clothes la.
best fren was supposed to come along.
( well, the key word in supposed)

haha !
korkor bought for me the white shorts i was aiming.
(: thanks korkor.
den we went back to hougang,
met baby at dbg,
and trained back (:

met, best fren, shuling & XK.
at pepper lunch.

den me & baby went food court to eat.
hohoho,
den went saw YC with best fren & korkor.
but shuling had gone home ):

ok, so me & baby cabbed home from plaza,
rushing for HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2!!!

OMGOMG, ITS DAMN NICE LA.
I SWEAR, IM WATCHING IT AGN.

BABY PROMISED TO WATCH HAIRSPRAY WITH ME NEXT WEEK.
ok, many many loves.

he cabbed home at midnight.
wa lao, school tml.
bah.

Fulin's Nana @ 12:18 AM


♥ Saturday, September 8, 2007

happy birthday darl !
happy birthday yong zhen !

i miss my baby tons.
alot alot alot !

& im hungry,
very hungry !

who can save me la.
lol, been on the fone darl since..
three hours? four?
DONT BLAME YOUR MUM LA.

baby ah baby,
I FUCKING MISS YOU CAN.

SIGH.

Fulin's Nana @ 1:58 AM


♥ Friday, September 7, 2007

okay, so velvet ystd.
bah.
with baby & his frens,
xiujing & jarael darling,
xling & jaslin.

heh, saw tons of ppl there.
first was dearest (:
then momo korkor & xiao bai all.
then belle, OMG.
then one guy whom is very extremely familiar but i forgot the name.
then wei jian wei jian ! ;D
& shirley & co. tsk tsk, she wants to hook some guys.

AFTER WHICH, i saw another guy who was extremely familiar.
den i saw jian liang. stupid fat. (((: aw, didnt get to see xuesha.
den i saw swee long,
& that stupid blue elephant. yucks.
ohoh, i saw aaron too lah.

i think thats all.
dance abit here & there.
stupid place.
music sucks quite bad.

baby said i rather dance with others then him.
bah.

thats about all.

ooooh, happy news !
he's out.
stupid korkor, call me ystd.
made me cry, of happiness.

went to meet him & bestfren & shuling.
stupid pattern, still haven change.
ben dan was suppose to come down ystd.
stupid star.
tai gong was supposed to come too.
bah.

as i said, supposed.

oh, i saw jie mei & someone.
so suay la.
jiemei that traitor, betrayed me.
ahaha!

& ohoh, yong zhen that stupid idiot, still rembers me ! so sweet la.
he asked me to go his chalet on sat.
we shall see eh.

jarael promised dxo soon (:
baby too.
hohohoh,
pictures soon.

Fulin's Nana @ 1:50 PM


♥ Wednesday, September 5, 2007

i really feel so invisible.
dont i really mean anythg to you guys?
or isit like,

"eh very sian hor?
can call who come out ah.
orh ya. all cannot hor?
okay lor. melanie lor."

sigh.
i feel like i have no more frens.
bah.
sheesh, best frens?

ate our frequent thai place today.
& overheard a conversation.

some men wearing shirt, pants, tie, self proclaimed "businessman" * sniffles*
they were sitting at a FAR end table,
talking rowdily.
retards.
& soo, those SOBs were like, there were six in all.
"eh, what to order huh?"
"iya, just order lor."
" cheap cheap only"
"orh i know alr, order the tom yam soup"
"huh? tomyam soup, orh. iya, five dollars only, order la order"
"very cheap what"

& blah blah,
the conversation continues,

"eh, you all know the hawaii?"
"the what wat beach huh?"
" oh ya, the wakiki beach there"
" got go before?"
"got got, iya chey."
" there only what"
" nothing one la"

bah, as if only.
hao lian hao dai.

LOL.
MFLs la.

baby cousins came today.

yay, velvet tml.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOOOOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

there, im done (:

Fulin's Nana @ 9:43 PM


♥ Tuesday, September 4, 2007

i've been eating & eating alot.
oh my bloody god.

how.
i think i've gain weight ley.
bah.

i need to buy the bags now.
like now.

why do i feel so friend-less.
like, whenever "they" have problem,
"they" always go to the rest.
the fucking rest except me.
like i am sooo freaking invisible.

so many ppl talking,
why isit that they always can hear all of them except me.
i mean,
i think i did my best as being a fren,
a very good fren/sister/mei.
mayb its just not enough.
mayb its just that i am non-exsistant in their lifes.
i feel so negelected by them.

true, i have alot of frens.
but only "them" have i been so true.
& only them who always make me feel like such an outcast.

sigh.

Fulin's Nana @ 9:54 PM


♥ Monday, September 3, 2007

BAH,
MOTHERFUCKING SOB.
MY COM IS DOWN LA.
DUE TO THAT ASSHOLE.

DEAREST SAID HE'LL FIX FOR ME ON FRIDAY.
I THINK ITS MOTHERFUCKING CHEE BYE LONG.
):

Fulin's Nana @ 8:57 PM


♥ Sunday, September 2, 2007

its our eight mth yo ! :D
okay, so went movi-ing with baby.
hohoho,
watched the LONG AWAITED 881.
LOL.
baby says i dont give him chances.

omg laaaa ~
i swear i cried like fuck okay.
seriously fuck.
LOL.
i kept crying non-stop la.

okay,
i am a cry baby lor.

bah.

Fulin's Nana @ 12:24 AM


♥ Saturday, September 1, 2007

HAPPY 8TH MTHS BABY !

Fulin's Nana @ 12:32 AM




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