Because all i want, is to be happy ♥.

♥ Thursday, September 27, 2007

im pretty affected by a fact,
a strange fact.

indeed all the karma has returned.

life's a mess recently,
but im glad that exams are over !
one less thg to worry about.

uh huh,
now now,
three most impt thg in life right?
family, friends & love.

im think i have a healthy balance. ?
yups, even soooo conflicts are inevitable.
i abhor such conflicts,
but its never easy to bury the hachets & pretend nthg happened,
esp with an attitude like mine,

tho, i know its sucks,
but all i want is attention,
the main reason for all attitudes,
im an attention seeker, so there !
& unintentional at that too.

the torment of human frustration,
whatever its immediate cause,
is the knowledge that the self is in prison,
its vital force and "mangled mind" leaking away in lonely, wasteful self-conflict.
so why even bother to quarrel?
it torments you, burns up energy.
i rather have an cold war,
(well, mayb with someone pacifying me on the other hand)

The sharing of joy,
whether physical,
emotional, psychic,
or intellectual,
forms a bridge between the sharers
which can be the basis for understanding much
of what is not shared between them,
and lessens the threat of their difference.
very true to me.
and being a fren meannnnnns,

no hard feelings no matter how big the quarrels turn out to be.
tell me, what's your defination?
eh ?

in me, it is in me,
there is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
& to learn to love,
trust is essential .
to be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.

aint it? if you know how to trust,
love will be wonderful ah?

yet, the truth is unbearable at times,
our finest moments are most likely to occur
when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable,
unhappy, or unfulfilled.
For it is only in such moments,
propelled by our discomfort,
that we are likely to step out of our ruts
and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

complex is a person's mind aint it?
& astonishing too,
even in a confusing state of mind.

great ideas often receive violent opposition from mediocre minds.
heh,

lemme go me 0wn way will ya?

Fulin's Nana @ 2:03 AM