♥ Thursday, December 20, 2007
" Im wishing i could forgot someone, i never would. "
i'll like to be an airplane badly,
feeling so carefree.
the feeling i've been having this few days,
sucks like a total loser to the power of 3million.
and i hate such feelings.
i just want to be loved.
badly.
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it hurts to see him doing thgs like this,
avoiding me, pretending that i dont exist.
treating me like his princess one day,
shunning me like a flea the next,
i dont know what went wrong,
it happened so suddenly.
makes my christmas feel so lonely,
i'll always rember what he said,
yet...
sigh.
where are you now?
it's always unbearable when it comes to thgs likethat for me.
know what? i'll forget you. i think
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& to you,
please do not treat me as if,
im just a challenge to you.
im not someone for you to come back to as & when you like.
you know,
at times i dont even know if you cared
i dont even know to believe you or not.
tell me babe,
what do i do?
do i believe you,
or do i treat you as a lie.
you know how hard isit for me now,
why are you making thgs harder.
you seemed like you dont even care.
even when i told you i cried.
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please do not treat me as if,
im just a challenge to you.
im not someone for you to come back to as & when you like.
you know,
at times i dont even know if you cared
i dont even know to believe you or not.
tell me babe,
what do i do?
do i believe you,
or do i treat you as a lie.
you know how hard isit for me now,
why are you making thgs harder.
you seemed like you dont even care.
even when i told you i cried.
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" I HAVE THE BEST SISTERS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. "
To: Joei baby.
Thanks darling,
Thanks for always being here for me,
Backing me up no matter what happens.
Crying tgt with me,
Scolding and cursing tgt with me.
You dont want anythg to happen to me,
Like wise, i dont want anythg to happen to you too.
We want each other to each have our very own blissful lives.
But life would be not so w/o each other.
Please, do not be so sad over Kacang baby.
You know she'll be happy,
Cos the amt of love you gave her is more than anyone can give,
That's why she has alr out lived her life span.
So that she can stick close to you,
But in anycase, anythg happens,
would you want to see her suffer?
I dont think so dearie.
So smile !
Everythg will be fineee ! (:
You have me and ghee ting to lie on to when you fall.
WE LOVE YOUUU !
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To : Gheeting darling.
HAHAHAHA.
Thank You so much.
You are always here for me too.
Always making me smile,
Trying to make me feel better on our LJS sessions
(Which Joei hates btw. haha )
Coming out to slack.
While we bitch about stuffs,
When ever i coming to you crying,
You always know what to say &
Analyses whatever that is going on.
Esp when im feeling very down.
Whining to each other about certain issues, *wink wink *
That'll make you go, " MELANIEEEEE, "
And i'll go " GHEEEETINNGGGG,"
haha, i can safely say that,
You and Jo are always fun to be with.
& that you guys are the best !
we can totally turn to each other (:
WE LOVE YOUU TOO.
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WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?
we are here in each other's life for a reason.
To: Joei baby.
Thanks darling,
Thanks for always being here for me,
Backing me up no matter what happens.
Crying tgt with me,
Scolding and cursing tgt with me.
You dont want anythg to happen to me,
Like wise, i dont want anythg to happen to you too.
We want each other to each have our very own blissful lives.
But life would be not so w/o each other.
Please, do not be so sad over Kacang baby.
You know she'll be happy,
Cos the amt of love you gave her is more than anyone can give,
That's why she has alr out lived her life span.
So that she can stick close to you,
But in anycase, anythg happens,
would you want to see her suffer?
I dont think so dearie.
So smile !
Everythg will be fineee ! (:
You have me and ghee ting to lie on to when you fall.
WE LOVE YOUUU !
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To : Gheeting darling.
HAHAHAHA.
Thank You so much.
You are always here for me too.
Always making me smile,
Trying to make me feel better on our LJS sessions
(Which Joei hates btw. haha )
Coming out to slack.
While we bitch about stuffs,
When ever i coming to you crying,
You always know what to say &
Analyses whatever that is going on.
Esp when im feeling very down.
Whining to each other about certain issues, *wink wink *
That'll make you go, " MELANIEEEEE, "
And i'll go " GHEEEETINNGGGG,"
haha, i can safely say that,
You and Jo are always fun to be with.
& that you guys are the best !
we can totally turn to each other (:
WE LOVE YOUU TOO.
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WHAT MORE CAN I ASK FOR?
we are here in each other's life for a reason.
Fulin's Nana @ 1:42 PM
