♥ Wednesday, January 2, 2008
" suck balls, "
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both today & ystd.
bah.
all of them are back in camp !
so lonelllly w/o them know?
LOLOLLL.
i miss those Machas la deh ):
hell, went breakfast with gheeting,
at four in the morn,
back home at ard 8am,
went to the bank at 10.30am.
back home under the rain at like 1pm.
bah.
slept at 2 or so,
double bah.
stupid fuck of my mom, woke me up at 6/7 plus.
she said she's trying to help me.
triple, four-ple, five-ple bah.
ohh, someones says he missses my sweetness.
HAHAHA.
i have somethg that i really wish to talk about,
but, i cant.
and i dont know how to.
all i have to say is that, sometimes the thgs are not how it seems to be.
and that hurts alot.
it's true.
when can you see that im really happy.
when i jump ard upon recieving msg ,
am i really happy?
or do you assume im really happy.
oh mayb my acting's just wayyyy too good.
when im emoing,
do you really fucking believe its really just about them,
im not so shallow please,
& dont be so shallow too.
damn you man,
whatever.
hell and this thg has been in me for like few weeks alr.
damnnn.
everytime i must act as tho im like really happy?
that sucks.
thanks bitch,
thanks for succeeding in being able to get to my weak side.
c'mon,
screw off,
you're hurting me like you shouldnt,
and this sucks,
i mean it really does,
like how pretentious & bitchy you really have been,
so yea balls,
you should really figure out on,
" how to get a life, " bitch.
please. so what,
big deal, you found my weak point.
you're exploiting it.
look at me in the eye & give it a shot bitch.
i swear it'll be hell.
& me? i dont need hypocritical, full of jealousy ppl,
in my life.
nopes, not in the past, not now, not at all.
so fuck off alr,
& you know what,
suck your balls bitch.
dont assume whatever thats gng on.
say im a flirt,
say i get close to guys,
say whatever you want,
cos you're just jealous.
motherfucker.
& you, i told you how terrible im feeling now,
how can you just even turn around & walk away.
i've long decide to give up on you,
you too.
haven you realise it at single fucking all?
and please, i dont need your fucking help.
tell me if its such a torture,
oh c'mon.
fuck you.
you too.
haven you realise it at single fucking all?
and please, i dont need your fucking help.
tell me if its such a torture,
oh c'mon.
fuck you.
dont assume im always talking bout guys,
dont assume that im loving this guy, & loving that.
everything might just hell, be a fake.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME.
FUCK YOU FOR HURTING ME THIS BAD.
dont assume that im loving this guy, & loving that.
everything might just hell, be a fake.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME.
FUCK YOU FOR HURTING ME THIS BAD.
Fulin's Nana @ 10:51 PM
