Jonthannnnn has been very nice,
he accompanied me talk as i went down to buy cigs(:
much appreciated friend since pri 4!

im damn bored,
feeling well a little emo as well as seen from the previous post,
soooo, here goes.
a spate of personality tests (:


oh really?

Your Existing Situation

Readily participates in things affording excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated.

your Stress Sources

Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the rank and file. This subjects her to considerable stress, but she sticks to her attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Finds the situation uncomfortable and would like to break away from it, but refuses to compromise with her opinions. Unable to resolve the situation because she continually postpones making the necessary decision as she doubts her ability to withstand the opposition which would result. Needs the esteem of others, compliance with her wishes, and respect for her opinions before she can feel at ease and secure.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.

Exacting in her emotional demands, especially during moments of intimacy leaving her frustrated in her desire for a perfect union.

Your Desired Objective

Feels she has been unjustly and undeservedly treated and betrayed in her hopes. Disgruntled and in revolt against her existing circumstance which she considers an affront.

somehow arh, i feel this way now. like now.

Test Results

Your personality type is INFP.

Introverted (I) 64%	Extraverted (E) 36%
Intuitive (N) 68%	Sensing (S) 32%
Feeling (F) 70%	Thinking (T) 30%
Perceiving (P) 68%	Judging (J) 32%

uh huh uh huh.

Which Disney Princess Are You???

According to the answers you have just chosen you are most like the Disney Princess Aurora or Sleeping Beauty.

Raised under the protective eyes of the fairies Flora ,Fauna and Merryweather, Aurora is a gentle, loving and thoughtful girl. But when she has a chance meeting with Prince Philip in the woods, her desire for romance causes her to ignore the fairies warnings about strangers.

Soon after she learns the truth of her birth and her peaceful life is plunged into turmoil. By the time Sleeping Beauty is awakened from her slumber by the Prince she has been transformed from a sheltered girl to a mature young woman ready to become a bride.

err, right (:

For 40 % you are: You are most like Tinkerbell. You are very protective over your friends and family. Sometimes you get jealous when they hang out with other people but it all turns out okay. You are also bubbly and fun to be around. Sometimes you feel as if you could fly.

yay! i can fly.

For 50 % you are: You are most like Airionna!

Airionna has a split personality, but both sides of her love and care about her friends. Just be careful about how to react to things and when.

ha ha ha.

For 60 % you are: You are a Sweet Grandma! You bake the best cookies in the world and spoil your grandchildren the way they deserve. You've lived a long, wholesome, and fulfilling life, and you will be lovingly remembered by your family.

i knew it. hah.

For 30 % you are: You have a really nice mind. Really! You are very thoughtful of people which is really a good thing.

It's never wise to take anyone for real,
in all kinds of relationship.

Including frenships.
The made used of isnt?

Hello ! i am call me when you need me.
otherwise ignore me if im not needed.

fuckyouhard.

i swear my tag board is dead.
like D-E-A-D.
mayb my blog too. ):

oh well, anyhow, went to amk hub with my dearest parents ystd (:
long time since i went out with them,
i will go out with them moreee !
i miss those times.

good food,
and i bought new stuffs again (:
daddy promise me that i can go ikea ,
& choose anything that i want,
come back & tell him.
den he buy for meeee !
yay !

okay anyhow,
after that secret came to look for me,
& he gave mee a surprise.
;D the pooh bear cushion & a note.

after that we watch semi-pro & shutter.
yes two movies in a night (:

and yes ! april is comingggg.
which means i can go to the zoooo & to ikea sooon.
hahaha !

i can get my princess room now.
nana is a happy girl (:

yes yes yes yes YES YES !
yay,
exams are finallllly overrrrrr.

anyway secret came to send me to school today,
den waited for me to finish my exams.
after that when ard to walk ard.
bought some stuffs.

AND I AM WORKING TOWARDS MY GOALLLLLLL. ;D

back to sengkang, met ah girl.
slacked tgt,
den he went home,
poor thg, LOLLL.
but why never fall asleep in the bus den miss your stop?!
den i can laugh ma.

ahahaha.

girl came to my home,
taught her S.S,
den she went off to wilson's place.

staying home in my crib on a friday night leaaa.
oh anyhow,
i am having a fever in a reallly bad way !

ohoh, darling joei is having food poisoning ):
get well soon kay darling.
like 565316375237519685936638736x fast.
love you !

after that the three of us shall realllly meet.

i love my bffs la.

needa find a work,
im soo bored at home.

needa have clubbing nights with my girls,
nong nong time since i club.

needa meet twinnie,
i miss her alot.

needa meet all my frens whom i've not met for a longgg time !

ohoh, yay !
meeting damark korkor on sunday.
sunday sunday sunday.
lovelove.

i want more pinkkkkkk stuffs.
i want more poooooh bears stuffs.
i want my princess room soooon.

Meanie is in thailand for the second day alr ;D
bon voyage idiot !

& know what i did dearest wrong.
im sorry dearest,

ohoh, pubor & jiejie getting married soon,
but i might not be able to attend their wedding how sad.
den i wun be able to see LKL, ):

i realised,
sometimes friends are not always wat they claim to be,
c'mon get a life will you?

will blog when my exams are over !

WHICH IS LIKE LATERRRR !
YAY.

HAIR CUT HAIR CUT.

yay !
secret has been a very nice & sweet guy (:
& i realise, i've been talking about secret a whole lot horrrr?
LOLLL.

anyhow, thanks for all the thgs you've done.
like really alot.

i wanna go to the zooooo !
i wanna go ikea toooo !

& secret says to bring me go.


&& most importantly,
lucky my darling gheeting is fine.
like thank god, really thank god.
i really got a shock when she text me on that night !

joei tan & khoo gheeting,
we need to meet up soooon.
(we've been talking bout this for a very long time liao.)



FRIDAY= EXAMS OVER !!!!
YAY !




Ooo no no I cant breathe Ooo no no I cant breathe ( I cant breathe).

Hello Wello !
okay, so went to have dinner with sophia & christina on saturday night.
'S been a loong loong time since i last met them,
we're still as close as ever ;D

true frens are like this.

afterwhich when to look for
Derrick G, Ivan T, clement & soonhwa, at derrick G's place.
they mahjonged while i studied abit.
den played while den home sweet home.

dang, i miss the sweet feeling of shhhhhhh (:

sunday,
met up with xyuan for dinner.
den with his neighbour at starbucks,
dont know where to head to.
so wanted to go pasir ris,
half way thru i decided to go loyang.

den guess what.
coincidence ;D
met wilson, elvin, jeffrey & girlf, xiong & jaron there.
AND THEY ATE MY SWEEEEEETS.

nvm, secret says to buy me more ;D

den went to eat,
den to slack while waiting for wilson's sis to pass him car.
many funny thgs happen.
almost seem like the past (:
no worries.

den headed to dam,
den xyuan fetch me home.

still must help him edit thgs.
wapiang.

Later on will be heading to bugis to study,
with secret ;D

yay!

YAY.

greatt news ;D
the end of the end.
after 31st , shall call it quits.
thou shall not have anythg to do with thee !

its lovelove.

&& imd leaaaa.

someone is sooo sweet today ;D
came all the way to sk just to acc me for dinner (:

yay !
many many handphones straps for meee.
cause i couldnt make a choice =/

HA HA HA .


ps: you make me confuse.

sky of loveeeeeee is nice.
like really reallllllllllllllllllllllly nice ;D

omgomgomg.

lovelove la (:

i watch step up 2 again.
with dearest, two frens & secret (:
life's been really busy now.

with presentation coming up & stuffs.
ugh.

&& someoneeeeee,
gave me a surprise ! (:
thanksssssss,
you've been soooo sweet.

ohoh, anyhow watched spiderwick ystd.
cheapo & frens ;D
damn nice show i teller you !

i need to go out moreeeeee.
& i miss joei tan & khoo ghee ting & twin.

YAY MAN !
I WATCH STEP UP 2 TODAY.
with ........

SECRET !!! ;D
aint i just overly high.

I NEED TO WATCH IT AGAIN.

& yea, i've made up my mind to go back to hiphop!

woooooo baby !

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

yea man, i am very happy.
daddy just came back from overseas.

& he bought me many stuffs !
i lovelove daddy la. (:

and he says, next trip i can go with mommy ;D
yay shopping !

It's really sad.
To see someone so hurt over love.
Especially if they are your best frens,

so many people hurt,
its not just the two parties in the relationship.
no?

i really really wish,
that they dont have to feel so down over love.
like always.
really,

some ppl are just not worth your time loving.

to matthew:
hey dear, things will turn out fine okay?
just give her sometime.
she's just really jealous,
& anyhow, i'll still help you and stuff la.
still be here for you & craps kay?
i love you many many la,
please cheer up.
no one's as random as you.

to nita:
dearest girl,
wipe your tears & dont cry anymore okay.
follow your heart.
if you think yea, he's still the one.
den well, follow it.
& dont regret afterwards,
cause you've live a love once before.
& well, no matter what.
you can always just ring me up.

to you know who you are:
i know its hard to forget that someone.
but hey, at least you've tried.
i know its really hard to miss him yet,
be there for him when he talks about someone else.
and not look for you when he doesnt need help.
i know, no matter what you'll still always be there.
dont worry.
you live thru this & be stronger.
one day, you'll really get over him,
& he wun be PM anymore.
you'll really find a love that loves you,
& you'll realise, PM is just somethg that's in your life.
please rember, i will always be here when you need me.

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It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.

She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.

The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.

I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."

She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.

She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.

to ppl who are in love,
please live your love well.

i am back to blog yo ! ;D
nong nong timee since i blog.
which meannnns its time to back track !

okay, so on wednesday.
Leap years,
nice show, damn touching la.
cried tons.
den to vivo for dinner,
& den bishan for pooled.
den to dam !
long time since i went there (:

thursday,
L change the world,
wa, L's like bloody cute la.
amk hubbed all the way till 3 plus am with someone ;D

someone was so sweet. (:
and dearest toooo !

friday, out with girl.
and the someone went all the way to collect my hood for me!
den all the way to my place to give me a surprise.

after which, met dearest & frens to gamble.
;DDD

saturday,
cheapo & frens came.
went punggol end.
slacked, talked.
homeeee!


thousands of movies coming up ! ;D

The leap years tml (:
zouking on friday (maybe) (:
gathering on sat (hopefully) ;D

what a wonderful week,
if things goes wellllll ;D

i love you alot laaaaa!


ohoh,
anyone on friday?



ps: i still feel so $#%^#$#%$^%$& when i see them / their pics tgt !
ROAR!

Nana is a very very superly duperly happy happy girl today.
its a secret !
&& it starts with F !


;D

i miss that stupid school ley.
as in the times in it.
LOLLL.

&& after like 6291347409867 long years,
i finally managed to meet gheeting out !
LJS, woo song bo.

& damnit, it almost seem like the past (:
but stillll, joei tan's not with us.
eh bitch i miss you la.
faster meet up okay.

WE NEVER ASSUME YOU ARE WITH BLAH BLAH 25/8! ;D

after which, h o n g called us.
LOL, went out with his sergeant.
Mitsubishi rocks hor gheeting?

okay first we went to changi.
very less ah guas, cause raining.
wa, i teller you.
sergeant brought us to many ghostly places.

song anot.
;D
very nice person he is (:

okay, i need to get my essay & report done.
like sooon.
but i dont have the mood to do so.
& its fucking raining now.
someoneeee, please give me the mood to study.

heh heh.
&& anyone knows where to get cute hoodies?
;D

Loving what's her's.
Very very addicted to her love ones,
pooh bears,
shopping & sleeping,
gambling & many more! (:
guest of the PRINCESS is online

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