the princess, nana-

2009-04-28T10:06:00.005+08:00

" the only thg left lingering on "

i'm only here to bid this blog a farewell,
i've moved & will never be back here
unless.. oh well.
believe me i never thot that i'll have to do this,

as this blog holds so much memories,
its only wise to not delete
i'll definitely miss this blog):

so tata ppl!(:

2009-04-17T16:51:00.001+08:00

2009-04-17T15:53:00.003+08:00

hi world!
apparently baby says i have no secrets that can be hidden from him.
hahahaha.

he says if i were to change my URL just suddenly,
he'll be able to find me.
i honestly & seriously doubt so.

once again im here to rant,
ittwbdwycbft, anhc.
ysdkiywbtwm.
aycsityslmw.
mittetoafa.

dear jiemei & twin i so feel for the both of you.
please cheer up okay?
maybe one day we'll all hug tgt & cry.
lol.

fatfat babies are three weeks now & they are uberly cute!
w8 till i upload them up,
& youu all will see what i mean!

2009-04-17T03:24:00.000+08:00

& im back in the arms of my baby
since 6hrs ago
muacks baby!

2009-04-16T12:47:00.001+08:00

YES BABY IS COMING BACK TODAY!

i cant wait,
oh yea i cant wait.
((((((:

oh boy, jitters in my tummy.

2009-04-14T15:29:00.001+08:00

once again im here because,

I MISS MY BABY DAMN EFFFING MUCH,
bah.

2009-04-13T16:25:00.003+08:00

I AM EFFINGLY HAPPY NOW!
BABY JUST CALLED ME FROM TAIWAN
& HE BOUGHT 200$USD OF POOH BEARS FOR ME

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

I LOVE HIM FUCKING MUCH.

~~not because of the pooh bears but because he remembers me~~

2009-04-13T16:00:00.001+08:00

hello world baby text me thrice today alr!
im reallly happy(:

and i miss him so muchhhhhhhhhh.
come back from taiwan quick <3
cant w8 for him to be back,
seriously.

escaping from the reality.

2009-04-12T15:11:00.005+08:00

" its still that love deep down past the surface "

well so here i am now at baby's place.
he's gng off to taiwan tml ):
guess ima miss him soo much.
we've been seeing each other for pretty much 1 year plus everyday now,
this is kinda the first time we'll be away from each other,
first time so many days, pfffft ._.

well as they say,
absence makes the heart grows fonder, ~~or does it makes the heart stray further?~~

and guess what he'll be back on the 16th,
thats kinda on our 11th month anni.
so i'm pretty sure we wun be celebrating it.

i'll prolly rot at home or meet up with love ones
while he's gone,
idk yet we'll seee. so call me up ppl!

yup, im guessing this will be all ,
till i think of somethg to update.
(i believe that'll be soon)

gosh, 1 more mth to our first year.
awwww ._.

do you believe in soulmates?

this is so him.

2009-04-06T03:15:00.001+08:00

i just came by to say,
i miss & love my babyboy!
((((((:

i will start posting pictures
i will start posting pictures
i will start posting pictures

2009-03-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

hello world im back!
heheheh.
im very bored now since baby has to work tml.
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

im giving it my best shot
do appreciate

2009-03-23T03:09:00.003+08:00

hi everyone,
okay i know its been a fucking long time since i ever posted
dont even know if ppl will notice but ((((:
im living my life well now
(with a few hiccups of cause)
but its okay cause i know it'll all get better.

life has been pretty much about catching bears, gambling, shopping and playing games.
i've pretty much lost contact with my frens.
oh well if i'm that impt they'll remember me.

i have quite a number to share but i dont know where to start
well except for da mark, xmark and jon who knows allllll about it
hahahaha.
shut up you assholes.

its beeen a long long time since i met my bffs of the secondary school.
idk >.<
hope they are dng fine(((:
and meet me soon.

i cannot w8 to go out with jing darling.
i cannot w8 to meet my twin.
i cannot w8 till i meet fang darling.
i cannot w8 for bel and girl to be very very free.
i cannot w8 to go clubbing again.

anyway i've just recieved my victoria secret bags today(:
heh heh i got both the sexy carry it all & the traveller bag.
now all im short of is the speedy one and of cause more others.
ha ha ha.

oh before i forget,
my most sincere condolences to my dearest girl xueling
pls cheer up soon.
i love youuuu!

oh right,
i am still with Mr fulin if any of you guys are wondering(:
pretty soon its gonna be a year.
just alr ran out of places to be at.
hopefully i'll be in HK den,
i'll shop till my ass drops.
and he'll probably accompanies me till his legs break or somethg.

haha good idea baby?
i think so(:

okay i'll prolly end here first since i cant think of what to update.
maybe pictures soon,
till then...

many loves<3

2009-01-06T12:46:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
im back after 5369312596479862754278 million years.
its a surprise why nobody scolded me.

heh heh.
anyway life's been really good now.
me and baby are quarrelling lesser now.
and and we bought new phones ystd!
so yay yay!

he brought me shopping as well.
and baby's car looks like ultimate pooh bear land!
fine fine. LOL.

bffsssss meet up soon pleaseeee.
and yay! meeting chrissy on thursday.

ps: i've been a really good girl,
no clubs and all.
heh heh. (:

2008-12-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

its just ...

fuck la okay.

2008-12-13T16:00:00.003+08:00

i cant be any happier!
met up with darling girl on thursday,
so many stuffs we caught up on.
haha.

we came up with a conclusion.
topsecret (:

and later will be celebrating jiemei's birthday at bliss!
with all the dearest ones?
life cant get any better.

anyhoos, i can get the delicious looking cams i order on sunday!
finallyyyyyy.
okay i'm lying i just place order on thursday and paid ystd.
fast and efficient, i like!

but i'm stressed up over my exams.
anyone wanna help me crash study on sun & mon?

okay i'm off to wait for baby alr,
went to meet his friends.

so paiseh,
baby's mom offered to cook meesuah for me,
cause my stomach's feeling unwell
yes that's right chrissy i'm sick again.

oi faster come back la baby,
better dont lie to me,
i'll skin you alive (:

2008-12-04T18:40:00.003+08:00

What About Now - Chris Daughtry

" how pretty is the past "

i'm literally dying.

ifsm.
irdkweittda.
ihtamaw.
iasoe, soy.
yafstyaaiwl,
hyriwydn, tgmml?
amaily, iwsly.
tdictia.

ms.
ymmfm.
ifo, iwnft.

Chris Daughtry
What About Now?

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we’re here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

2008-12-04T14:54:00.002+08:00

okay so i just finish meeting up with jiemei.
and im dead tired.

so on tuesday, didnt go for lessons.
headed to marina with twin.
heh heh.

went to the arcade and caught another stitch for baby.
left the last design (:
AND AND AND,
MY BIGGEST ACCOMPLISHMENT.

MY ONE DOLLAR POOH BEAR.
JUST ONE TRY ONLY,
CAUGHT A POOH BEAR FOR MYSELF.
damn cute, damn high.

wednesday,
met bff gheeting at 7 pm at PS.
went to the arcade again,
got another 3 pooh bears.
hahaha.
baby's training in progress.

anyway, after waiting forever for gilbert.
we finally headed to zouk,
but it was toooo late.

so we changed venue to st james!
yay yay!
so much fun with bff.

next week we'll wait for bff joei and we'll alll go again!
i love my bffs and friends and twin.

OKAY BABY IF YOU DONT MAKE ME ANGRY I LOVE YOU TOO!
HAHAHAHA.
muacks.

lastly,
no school todayyyy!
yay! but i'll have make up lessons on sat.
siannned.

i deserve to be happy.

2008-12-03T10:56:00.003+08:00

i was happy.

i was right wasnt i?
tsk, a leopard never ever change its spot.
and the signs are so similar.

sigh.
so miserable.

2008-12-02T15:37:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY YAY YAY!
I AM DAMNNNNN SUPER HIGH TODAY.
WOOOO HOOOO.

LONG TIME SINCE I FEEL THIS WAY.
SO HIGHHHH.
NO REASON SOMEMORE.

BABY PLEASE MAKE ME FEEL SUPERLY HAPPY HIGH EVERYDAY OKAY.
LOVE YOUUUU.

2008-12-02T10:00:00.004+08:00

Finally i'm back to blog,
temper's been flying about.
emotions raging.

and my menses is finishing yay!
dont wanna think of anythg for now anymore,
anyhoos, watch Madagascar 2 with baby ystd.
he made me a happy girl(:
AS I SAID YSTD.
lol.

he brought me to buy my blings and to the arcade.
and i caught two stitch plushies and thousands of stitch rollabout head.
also catch for him one,
not for me! also not my pooh bear

ohoh ps: twin lets go catch soft toys again!
next week next week!

haha.
i miss my bffs):

dont know why _______ doesnt wanna _____ me.
i apologised, but i really didnt know.
i'll never do that to _______ on purpose.
sighhhhhh.

looking at the clubbing pictures with bffs and darl.
walao, i wannna go lea! LOLLLL.

2008-11-28T17:06:00.001+08:00

" i can still recall "

2008-11-27T22:00:00.001+08:00

" i still want that time machine "

I AM OKAY ALREADYYYY.
BABY MADE ME HAPPY.

SO NOW I DONT DONT LIKE HIM ALREADY.

ps: i am forced by him.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

2008-11-27T14:22:00.003+08:00

" rewinding to the past "

PMS day1.
i should be happy and relieve really.

If santa asks me what do i want for christmas,

i'll tell him i wanna be happy, ALWAYS.
i wanna smile like how i use to.
i wanna stop crying everyday.
i wanna be like how i always am, bossy, spoilt, unreasonable.

lastly, i want a time machine.

looking back at the memories,
the pictures,
the messages.
its no lie that things are not so the same.
you still dont know how to handle me,
esp when i want attention or wen i'm having pms.
no i'm not blaming you,
never did, never have, never will.
so much more that i wanna say.

are we really happy?
~~show me the hope.~~

2008-11-27T00:25:00.001+08:00

"I Miss You So Much"

I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

[Chorus:]
Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cause my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me (yeah)
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive (oh baby)

[Chorus]

And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
God knows
You're the only one I want
That I love oh baby

[Chorus]

Baby why aren't you missing me?

Baby why aren't you missing me?

2008-11-25T11:41:00.002+08:00

" in the midst of loving you, i lost myself "

ohoh,
me and baby are gng to buy another psp sooon!
yay,

i so wanna blog but i dont know what to blog.
i just need to go party sooon.
and i wannnnnnnn my doggies & chins.
and and, i want him to love me more.

ohoh btw, last sat had potluck at hazel's place.
film preview of the mini movie me and chrissy helped ghee in.
omg me and chrissy should so into hiding and not come out forever.
ghee is haunting us.

and chrissy tagged me to do that thing in her blog.
LOLLLLL,
i'll do it at the next post.
bye people!
love love.

2008-11-25T10:33:00.004+08:00

" the lack of communication & thereafter "

I AM GODDAMN FUCKING STRESSSSSSSSS!
KILL ME PLEASEEEEE.

my hormones pills are finished,
but my menses not here yet.

i need to hand in my assignment today,
but my lappy cant start word at fucking alllll.

i have mid terms on thursday,
and its stupid accountings done know shit about it.

ughhhhhhhh.
!@$#%^&*#$%^&*(*&^

anyway, bah.
i need to rant about something,
so bear with me okay,

sidka,tbuhbsd.
swssh, idtikwtda.
imtpusdm.
yhbtmsdn, ititcotwlaa.
plmwtdn, ichbktwiwbo.
aidwitbo, ipdakm.
inytlm,yactyalmaa.
iaw, dyrlm.
imtoy, tou.

okayyyyy i'm doneeeeee.
heh heh,
i'm so feeling better now.
and baby just called me
yay!

2008-11-20T12:39:00.002+08:00

yay yay yay!
the 21st is cominggggg!
i can finally meet my bffs up sooon.

and xueling and bel darling,
lets go out soon okay?

i am damnnn happy today.
LOLLLL,
chrissy knows why!
hehehehehehe.

derseves it deserves it deserves it.
i wun do something likethat,
so no karma for me. ( teekong poh pi okay?)

anyway baby haven give me the cable for the cam yet.
so irritating.
#$%^&*(*#$%^&*(*&^%$%^&.

ps: chrissy says i'm damn mean,
but i dont care.

c'monnnnn i'm waiting to hit the clubs soooon.
love love.

baby, even tho sometimes you make me cry.
so pissed at you and everything,
SOMETIMES I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.

but i know you'll always try and make it better,
(i think)
& i love you soooo much.

please la, love me more & dont always so pek chek la.
i'm not that easily be bullied one okay.
heh heh heh.
muacks.

road show this sundayyyy
woooooooohooo (:
$$$$ how i wish its not for one day only.

one more thing,
jane darling is asking me to go double o on sat.
anybody?

okay i promise to blog sooon.
i miss you baby.

2008-11-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

okay i'm late.
iyah just past 47 mins,
so here i ammmmm.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BELOVED DADDDDY.
MUACKS I LOVE YOU!

ps: its on the 16th.

i have tons of pictures to upload.
but baby haven pass me the cable yet,
@#$^&*((*^#$%^&%$^#&^

hahahahaha (:
and so he's beside me now giving me a face.
and asking me that qns.

ohohoh btw,
HAPPPY 6TH MONTHSARY BABY.
okay belated.
it was also on the 16th.

it has been a longgg half year.
still i love you soooo much (:
better love me more.

okay continue tml,
i wanna go disturb baby alr.

2008-11-15T02:17:00.002+08:00

I AM DAMNNNN ANGRY.
i came back at ard 1am.
went out to smoke like just,
guess what i realise?

KNNBPCBCCB.
%^&$^#*^)()*&^$#!@#$%^&*
THREE PAIRS OF MY SLIPPERS.
GONE, MOTHERFUCKING GONE >;(
MY HAVAIANASSSSS.

i curse that asshole who took it to die man.
no money buy slippers den dont wear la.
fucking sluts.

wa i damn siannnn now,
finally realise how gheeting felt when her birkens got stolen.
damn it damn it damn it.

fucking hoes.
ughhhhhhhhhhh.

2008-11-11T12:05:00.002+08:00

HELLLLOOOOO!
i'm finally back,
so lets recap my days okay,

FRIDAY:

my pre birthday celebration, (in a sense)
LOL, zouk with kelvinnn & mango & xueling darling & yuting & their friends,
i saw soooo many ppl there!
i saw "MARY" HAHAHAHAHA.
i saw kenneth korkor.
i saw chanel & cf.
i saw hazel & jack & benjamin.
i saw shawn.
i saw... oh wait a min. i forgot!
too many too manyyyy.

ohoh baby's gay partner was also there.
HELLLLO DERRICK (: lol.

anyway in between xueling had to leave meee ):
she went to boat quay for * wink wink wink winks * LOL.

i had sooo much fun.

next up is with fang darling and my bffs.
i love baby!

ps: so gross so so gross.
somebody was so horrifying.
LOLLLL. i thot it was still haloween.
HAHAHAHAHAH.

SATURDAY :

basically if i never remember wrongly,
i stayed home all day.
till ard 10 pm or so, we all ( daddy, darren , baby & me )
went expo to fetch mommy & davin.
and off we go to ECP for supppppper!
yum yum yummy yum (:

and baby went to get another pooh bear for me despite him alr giving me my birthday presentssss.
& we went to changi to see ahgua.
LOLLLL.

SUNDAY:
my actual birthday.
i went out with baby to townnnn.
shopping!!!
LOL, i bought bikini tops & lingeries.
and baby bought me somemore presents,
i swear i love him to the max.
he bought me a total worth of over 100$ pooh bears.
HE HE HE HE

and after which we went to buy hamsters,
for my dear chrissy ,
and baby saw two lil white ones
and decided that they were damn cute,
so i bought em for baby,
pink beddings pink everythg.
heh heh heh.

and i bought a purple gay cage for chrissy's hammies.
HAHAHA.
after that we went home to cut cake with my family.
deeeeelicious (:
muacks daddy! muacks mommy!

MONDAY:

satyed at baby's home the whole day while baby's in school.
gave the new hammies peanut's cage ):
i miss peanut so damn badddd.

anyway den we went to tpy to buy games and dinner,
after that he sent me to bliss,
while he went to meet derrick.

i met lala, zinc and chrissy first!
den carson & ghee came.
absolutely delicious foood.
too tempting that i forgot to take pictures.
LOLLLL.

Butter must be so angry with all of them esp lala.
ALL OF THEM KEPT LAUGHING AT MY POOR CUTE LITTTTTLE BUTTER FOR BEING SO FAT.
lala kept noticing that when butter runs in his wheel,
his legs keep dropping out.
and everybody laugh at him!
so badddddd >;(

and den we all wen to 401 to slack,
interesting news eh evreybody.
new bf, no bf.
gossip only!

LOLLL,
chrissy kept talking to her new hammies.
and oh! she gave me big butt pooh bear & red beanie! (:
she damn lucky i dont have that pooh bear.

and and ghee insissy that my pooh bear looks like paddington bear.
&#&(#$&$$.
lala even better, she made the beanie into those malay looking traditional cap.
^%*%#$@%^%^&^(%$#@!#$%^&*()*

hahaha.
and baby sent me and ghee home,

& BFF share a shocking news to me,
the extent that some ppl can go,
apalling i swear,

dear bff ghee, please hang in there.
exams are coming sooon just try your best and things will work out okay.
we'll party like crazy sooooon!

bff joei, you too hang in there.
A's are soon over tooo okay.
dont be soooo stresss.
i cant wait to party with you!

love you tooo loadsssss.
muacks muacks.

TODAY:

baby's off to school alr,
later i'll have to go shop for jiejie's pressie,
after school later on,
ECP with baby for jiejie's chalet & birthday celebration.

heh heh.

GAMBLE & BBQ FOOD.
SEX MANNNN.

BAN LUCK HERE I COMEEEEEEEE (:

i'm texting baby now,
i miss him soooo much,
even tho he just went to school.

twin twin i miss you!
i'll post up pictures sooon(:

2008-11-09T01:46:00.001+08:00

YAYYYYY!
9 OF NOVVVVVVV.

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAYYY!
HEH HEH HEH (:
i love love love meeeee day.

ps: happy birthday to kenneth korkor also,

will blog again soon peeps(:

2008-11-06T12:45:00.005+08:00

" i've been thinking of youuuuu "

wen to meet dear twinnie and xueling on tuesday.
we are three poor souls,
hahahahaha.
after that jarael girl came to meet me for awhile(:

ystd, while baby was in school,
i went to meet xuelingggg girl and bel darl!
den ah boy came.
and the four of us talk cock till bel had to go work,
ah boy had to go acc his mom,
girl had to go townnn,
and me had to meet baby!

<3<3. guess whooooooo!

girl, twin and meeee.

i cant help feeling affected baby,
i'm sorry but i cant stop thinking bout it.
hopefully i can & will soon.

&& you dont have to feel that way , you know.
i just wanted you to be happy.

anyhow this is somethg i found online so yeaaaaaa.
i'm sooooo boreddd!

When a Girl is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds , she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a Girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' , she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ', no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person,
Find a Guy,
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy,
who kisses your forehead.
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
who holds your hand in front of his friends.
who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

ahhh i love you babyyyyy.

2008-11-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

YAYYYYYY!

met twin for a little shopping spree ystd,
heh.
had funnnnn.
i am so happy! my dear twin twin is showing signs of quick recovery.
hahahahahah.

but we had to cut our meeting short,
cause my dear tiong fulin said he wanted to talk to me,
so serious ):

but thgs are okay now. (:
love love!
& i had a sneak peek of my birthday pressie

and i'm meeting twinnie later on again & my xueling girl tooo!
love them<3

i have decided to skip school later on!
hahahah
hitting the clubs after a longggg time.
friday friday!
sorta celebrating my birthday you know.
heh heh,

so lemme know if you're coming.
and secret reader you also hor!

LOLLLL (:

2008-10-30T15:41:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.
i'm back, receiving more pictures.
but shant post them now.

anyway, today is thursdayyy which meansss,
school day.
ughhh,

can hardly wait to see baby again,
he was so nice to come back to acc me for lunch,
den back to school again.

and and i can hardly wait for next mondayyyy!
meeting twin for pampering day!
muacks twin twin.
see you soon :D

2008-10-30T11:56:00.008+08:00

" the world loves vainpots "

this is one of my favourite(:

as promised, here are some more of the picturesssss.
excuse us if we look unglam or shag or anythg.
simply too many cameras to look fresh.
ahahahaha (:

some lighting werent good,
some too dull.
heck it, i'm bringing you fresh from my mail.
no editing at all.

from the left:
wanxin, jiaying, jan, huiwen, sumei, me!

i told you this is one of my fav.

more pictures to come.
and and
OMGGGGGGGGG,
TEN MORE DAYS TO ME BIRTHDAY.

meeting twin on monday to celebrate our birthdays
love you twin!
i'll always support you(:

2008-10-28T12:57:00.009+08:00

" all play no work "

finally a day for me to rest(:
been working with darlings at the x08 event,
from fri-sun.
miss working with the girls!

work was fun but tiring,
basically all we had to do was to stand there,
give out posters and smile and take pictures with ppl and let ppl take pictures of us(:

damn tiring to stand there,
and let ppl photograph esp since they come in swarms,
had to stand there for at least 15 mins,
and you see thousand of camera flashes.

but it was funny and happy working likethat.
and the six of us damn bitchy,
that makes the work more funnnn!

here are some of the pictures,
i'll post more when the photographers and darlings send me more pictures!(:

Mr monopoly and the x08 new era girls(:

sumei & huiwen(:

the most bitchiest darlings,

meeeee(:

ms vainpot, my darling jane.

why the person take till so blur!

see ah lian.
(we had alot of breaktimes)

so we kept smoking & camwhoring.

omg my turn.

i am very happy to smoke,

sis and me(:

totally caught off guard for this.

more cam whoring.

SHE''S MY THREE DAY POSTER GIRLLLL.
LOVE HER(:

tell me how vain is she?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

some band playing guitar heros.

the imitate james bond for 30 secs contest.

hands on for a game(:

okayyyy, that's all for now.
i'll post more pictures when i get them.
awww, after 3 whole days stuck with the darlings,
i miss them!

dont worry baby i miss you too.
baby wasnt reallly that understanding with this job
but i know he tried,
so thanks baby i love you the same!

2008-10-23T13:09:00.007+08:00

It's THURSDAYYYYY!
bah.
means its a school day.
and baby's night class day.
boring and double boring.

been having little quarrels with baby recently,
but 's not anything that we cant solve,
(after a few irritating exchanges of words)
anyhoos i still love him alot.
& we're still gng on strong(:

soon to be end of the year,
which means its time for catching up with many many friends,
so please call me ppl!

and and this also means,
MY BIRTHDAY IS APPROACHINGGGGGGG.
7TEEN MORE DAYYYYYS!
WOOOHOOOOO.

so is twinnie's
so is joyce's
so is jiejie's
so is christine's
so is peggy's
so is shuhao korkor's
so is daddy's

all in the month of nov!
(must have been some which i missed out, im sorry! but my memory is that poor)

i cannot wait!

i need to go on a shopping spree.
heh heh heh.

oh, i forgot what i want to blog about alr.
but nvm,
something for baby anyway,

of all the times we've spent tgt,
i feel love.
of all the times that we've argued,
i know after that we'll become closer.
of the times we joke and play about,
its this love that's soooo comfortable.

yea baby, i love you alot la.
twenty four more days to our half year mark(:

and i'm hooked to " T-shirt by Shontelle "

hey, let me tell you know.
ohhhh baby.
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i never used to go out without ya, not sure i remember how to.
gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gon have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit.
i tried everything in my closet.

hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i couldn't get past the door and, now i don't know now i don't know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldn't even leave my apartment.
im stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
(i'm all by myself with)with nothing but your T-shirt on
ohhh, with nothing but your T-shirt on
(cause i miss you, cause i miss you) with nothing but your T-shirt on.
(said i miss you baby)

trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.
i couldn't even leave my apartment, i'm stripped down torn up about it.

nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay.
hey hey, nothing feels right when im not with you.
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im mising you.(cause i miss you)
ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
in bed i lay,(i would be in bed)with nothing but your T-shirt on.
said i got nothing but your T-shirt on.
hey,(cause i want to be close to you), with nothing but your T-shirt on.
i remember when, you would like to see me, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
hey,(nothing but your T-shirt on)
let me tell you know (nothing but your T-shirt on)
with nothing but your T-shirt on.

and lastly,
i took this quiz from christ's blog,

so here's the results.

Profile Results


Score	Love Language
4	Words of Affirmation
10	Quality Time
3	Receiving of Gifts
5	Acts of Service
8	Physical Touch


How to interpret your Profile Score:

Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary love language. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of your primary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important to you. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you. The highest possible score for any language is 12.

Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior Think back over the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answer will lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meet your deepest need for emotional love.

http://www.greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

well, i suppose, some's quite true.

lastly,
i miss my baby boyyyyyy!
poor boy having a four hr break.

2008-10-22T03:02:00.002+08:00

screw you screw you screw you.
i'm that ____ of __________.

-----------------------------------------

all that years brings down to naught.
i did all tat i can,
& i'm tired of it.

----------------------------------------

the cause of slitting wrists.

oh bloody god i sound so emo dont i?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

fuck off.
fuck off.

2008-10-21T15:28:00.001+08:00

somewhere sometime,
you know it in your heart.

2008-10-21T15:05:00.003+08:00

today is another uneventful day.
i am very very bored at home.
and i've got classes later on.
bah,

anyhow baby cant send me to classes anymore,
cause on my classes day, he has night classes too.
so poor me,

and and we watched ROCKNROLLA ystd.
it was well, quite okay.
with a nice twist to the story,
best of all it was with baby.

sometime this week,
it got me thinking that i should be very happy and lucky,
that i am able to see baby everyday.
some people would want to be able to see their boyfs anytime cant.
(eg, darling joei and darling isabel)

so i should learn to cherish him and everyone ard me more.
(you dont get HL i tell you, i cherish you alot alr hor bi, no more)
HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway the main point is i miss baby!

ohoh one more thing,
twinnie i miss you!
when can we meet up?!?!?!?!

2008-10-20T14:39:00.002+08:00

baby's in school now,
and im so bored at home!
bah bah bah,

can hardly wait for baby to end schoollllllllllllllllllllllllll.
den we can go to the movies!
yay yay!

ah, baby baby i miss you.

ps: miss all my darlings too!

2008-10-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

life's a bitch.
sometimes when you think all is gng well,
it fucks you up.

2008-10-16T16:24:00.003+08:00

HA HA YOU'RE A SLUT HA HA.
and a fucking big fat one too.
who only knows how to actcute & of cause be a slut.

dont worry i'm not jealous of you.

bitch.

2008-10-16T14:58:00.003+08:00

howdy people!

heh heh heh.
firstly,

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY BABY.
god knows how much i love & cherish you(:

okay so my school's reopen alr.
baby's too.
and he will be so damn busy.
but me? as free as ever.
LOLOLLLL.
okay i want to work since im so bored at home,
but im lazy to work.

so any idea anyone?

ohohoh, last saturday was the last day of filming,
(well as least for me and christ)
come to think about it,
it was quite sad actually, to part with them.
and i know christ thinks HP likes me.
oh nono, thats bullshit.

anyway, i'll miss those hectic but fun days.
with all the NGs and CUTs.

and after thatttt.
went to cathay with christ,
and saw afew NV school mates.
AND WHO ELSE?!

IVAN TAN KORKOR.
stupid idiot, never even contact me.

and den.
we went to celebrate xmark's birthday!
yay yay!
someone's finally 19.
went to sakae sushi,
and damark got his revenge.
what an ass, hahaha.

after sakae, met baby at parklane.
and off we all go to kbox!
with damark & girlf, birthdayboy xmark & weiling, raymond, fabian!
and we sang all the way till four am.

ohoh one more great news,
dad's changing his car today!
new car new car.

okay its 3 plus alr, later gotta go school.
bah.

i need to take more pictures with baby alr.
hahaha.
baby, i miss you!

2008-10-06T11:28:00.003+08:00

i'm backkkkkk~
okay it's been one hell of a hectic week,
about what? i'm not really sure tho.
baby and i caught many movies.
hahahah marathon!

and on saturday, me and christ helped gheeting with her video production.
so fun!
and fucking tiring ):
and me and christ decided never ever to want to be actresses.

i'd have upload some pictures but the pics are with christ,
sooooooo. some other time then.
hahahahah.

anyways, baby's schools' reopening soon.
awww. he'll have less time for me, so know what?
its time for me to get a job soon.
occupy my time, or i'll be damn bored!

okay that's all for now people!
ohoh meeting someone on wednesday.
heh heh heh.

ps: i've change my blog song yay!
finallly.

I wasnt jealous before we met
Now every woman I see is a potential threat
And Im possessive, it isnt nice
Youve heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isnt true
Now everything is new
And all Ive learned has overturned
I beg of you......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me

It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still dont know what youve done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I dont have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me

Ive had a few little love affairs
They didnt last very long and theyve been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all Ive learned has overturned
What can I do......

Dont go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Dont go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me..

2008-09-23T15:27:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone,
see im blogging twice in a day kay.
that's a greaaaaat achievement for someone who cant use her lappy.
anyway im sooooo bored now,
baby's not here yet,
mayb i should go have a scandal with my second boyf (anyone? but must be handsome and hot)
den when baby comes home he'll be surprise that im not home.

ohoh i have to talk about somethg,
maybe someone can enlighten me here heh,
recently friends have been telling/ complaining/ bitching to me,
thattt......
some people basically have doing to do in their lifes!
they have absolutely nothg to do,
but to get green eyed at people's life.

or or or,
they might just spy your blogs all the time just to see if there is any news which they claim that they have no interest of or dont care about.
which of cause is plain stupid esp if the person's blog have site meters.
and the most ridiculous part is,
THEY USE THE 'NEWS' THEY LEARN OF FROM A POST TO... GOSSIP!
how interesting lea.

and what's more,
from a post of few mere words,
they can deduce alot of things.
so clever hor?
can go be investigator alr.

here's an example:

1) bitch A reads certain someone's blog. (learns of a new fact)
2) bitch A um, calls/tells/informs bitch B of it,
3) and they gossip tgt,
4) and bitch A also tells her friends? mayb bitch C, D, E, F god knows how many.
5) and also the boyfriend. (if say there's a boyfriend)
6) and maybe the boyfriend's friend.

7) and they also bitch about the certain someone's friends? boyfriends? affair? whatever.

8) and they allll form a happy bitching club and gossip about people when they have nthg to do,
(which is practically about everyday? maybe)

what a life right?
sounds quite interesting, rolls eyes.
people who have absolutely nthg to do ~~should~~ get a life,

i have absolutely nthg to do,
i dont do that.
i am very free everyday.
i dont go spreading news about.
i gamble, mahjong, club, shop, nua, eat, movie, play with peanut, butter, twinkle and fatfat, go out with friends, with baby to pass time.

maybe, just maybe you guys (who? no names mention hor?) can learn a thing or two.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

please teekong,
please dont ever let my life become likethat.
i am very happy with my semi-taitai life now(:

ohoh, i need to be very arrogant here now.
to that someone who said ' menny and fulin cannot last for more than 4 mths '
somethg about him breaking up with me b4 that.
or we both just cannot last more than that.
cant remember which.
here's to you pussy _|_ .
just because your boyf/ ex/ special someone whom you cannot get over at all did that to you.
doesnt mean you have to get all pussified and anal about my relationship.

and one more thing,
fuck you loserrrrrrr.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i can see all your faces now bffffffs.
i love you girls!

overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrdued pictures,

mommy's birthday(:

certain clubbing pictures.

baby's birthday (:

while working at phillips carnival.

punggol marina (:

to be continueddddd.....
LOL.
fine i'm plain lazy.

2008-09-23T13:00:00.001+08:00

Hello peopleee.
i am very very bored.
baby haven wake up yet,
mommy's not home yet.

and we've run of out places to gooooo!
save me anyone okay?
pretty please, (: hahahahahaha.

ah fuck it.
i'm fucking hungry.

2008-09-22T15:32:00.002+08:00

helllo everyoneeeee,
im back to blogggg.
LOLLL.
okay, first things first.

me and baby had a major crisis.
but things are okay now. so yay!

thank you all,
pigpig, allie, dearest, joei, elvin, gheeting, wilson, shuhao korkor, jeff korkor, xueling, isabel, ah boy. ah so much more.
who texted me,
more imptantly, those who came down that night!
i love you guys.

we had so much fun with the girl talk and all.
altho the urpose of the meet up wasnt really fun.
but overall, great talks.

fourth monthsary,
baby brought me to the zooo.
yay! we had so much fun.
but there were many indians.
and i did a board for baby.

and onnnnn mooncake festival,
baby actually planned a surprise for me.
xmark, weiling were waiting for me at varinice and i didnt know!
afterwhich baby felt bad cause it kinda failed.
BUT ITS OKAY BABY!
ITS THE THOT THAT COUNTSSSSS.
LOVE YOU MANY.

den afterwhich albin, leongie, eeeewin and jasper came,
den gheetingggg, den joei and elvin.
joei did her favourite,
and we alllll had fun.

super duper loves to them.
okay i shall try to update more.
and update pictures.
but my lappy still cannot connect to the net.

so this is still fucked up.
and i am gng clubbing soon.
just call me okay. anybody?

and look at christ,
so sweeeet.

[c=4]Christ Jaden ouji [/c] Fighting Demons. says:
dun worry
[c=4]Christ Jaden ouji [/c] Fighting Demons. says:
you wait till i have a real job
[c=4]Christ Jaden ouji [/c] Fighting Demons. says:
i yang you okay?
[c=4]Christ Jaden ouji [/c] Fighting Demons. says:
=]
[c=4]Christ Jaden ouji [/c] Fighting Demons. says:
then you dont need scared alrdy.

ohoh btw, FTT passed(:

2008-09-08T12:52:00.003+08:00

wooohooo!
everybodyyyyyy i'm backkkkkk.
i know i know i neglected my blog like shit.

just got hell of scoldings from people,
LOL, people like christ & gheeting.
okay anyway,
my life now is like,
staying at home,
shopping,
gambling,
clubbing.

enojy ah, LOL.
wasting my money & baby's money only.

but baby doesnt mind so its okay.
heh love you !

just came back from malaysia on sunday,
went with my family, certain uncles & aunties, god father, god mama , grandma & baby!
so so fun,
well this is the first time out of the 93627894525425714687963479476243786 times,
i go there ah, i never keep buying stuffs.
LOL, so fucking cheap.
i bought stuffs for my family &baby except myself.
so proud of myself. hahahahah.

den on saturday night ard 12am++ (okay fine sunday morning).
my parents came to the room and said " come children lets go home now "
LOLLLL, so sudden.

i love my parents!
ohoh, i forgot the most impt thing of allllll.
i am sickkkkkkk!
walao my voice ah fucking sexy now.
hahahahahah.

den met christ and zinc last night at cp.
christ forever laughing at me.
and she says my voice very gross.
okay christ lets go play!
LOLLLL, i am bombing christ with pink stuff,
and she is gng to bomb me with black stuff,
i swear she wants to turn me into an emo shiat.

den we sat beside the fountain to talk,
LOL, i think zinc wants to slap both me & christ.
anyway, its not our fault.
prolly alll scorpios are likethat?
heh heh.

okay i need to meet my bffs soon.
and i want to go clubbing.
and lastly i think i want to work,
i need to pass time.

LOL, i need to pass time so badly that i even contemplated to go shopping alone.
so scary, menny will never ever go anywhere alone one lor.
yups thats how bored i am.

okay thats all for now,
OH YAAAAA.
just to let you guys know,
i haven been blogging much is causeeeee.
my lappy refuse to assess to the net.
walaoooo.

okay bye!
many loves(:

ohoh i wanna go holiday with bffs.

2008-08-18T13:49:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO CLUBBING.
BADLY.
ANYBODY JUST CALL ME OK?
BYE.

hahahahahahahahahaha.
rolls eyes.

2008-08-15T17:47:00.004+08:00

guess what inspired me to blog now?
my dear daddy.
just gave me the fright of my life.
and i jumped, and almost down the bed.

baby is now out helping me go pay my bill.
i love my baby boy.
i am very bored.
i swear we've ran out of places to go to.

i watch one and a half movie ystd.
why one and a half?
cause we ( me, baby, jiejie & sandy) bought tickets for one movie,
watched for less den 1/2 hour.
decided its was toooo fucking bored.
ran out of the cinema.
got another ticket for another show(:

nobody wants to meet me.
bahhhh.
baby's birthday is coming soon.
our third monthsary is tml.

i miss all my friends.
i think i am mense-ing soon.

now i am reaaaaly reaallly bored.
i need food.

I did some personality tests.

What Melanie Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What Nana Means You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

i find it soooooo true.
heh.
this is so me(:

okay wait.
i think i am having menses like now.
so fucked.
hahahaha.

.
.
.
.
im back well, no menses but stains.
(i have to gross ppl out, i think its fun)
anyway back to the tests.

yesyes! scorpio rocks laaaa.

Lets101 Quizzes - fun Myspace quiz

uh huh,
i love snakes too.
i find it equally true as well.

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 8.7 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quizzes

but why?
i love pink lea.
and purple
and red
and....
okay fine.

Addictive content in my personality is 83%

Beware!!! people easily get addicted to me

Yes 66%
No 26%

okay baby just came back.
i am quite frustrated because he paid the wrong amount.
but den again, he's my baby.
and i love him.

i shall try to not keep throwing temper.
show lesser attitude.
bah.
see how.

anyway i love you sweets,
you're so hot.
there! i got say you are hot one hor bi.

claypot rice claypot rice.
daddy's buying back claypot rice for me.

2008-08-14T15:48:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooo people.
okay just a quick update okay.
i went out with pigpig ystd.
yay!

he still remembers i loveeeeeeeeeeee jap cuisine.
so he brought me to munch on sushis.
after that he bought me this pink psp pouch.
anddddd! he got psp games for me to play.
(see this is why i love him)

okay the following made me love him even more.
(whooops baby's going to get jealous hahah)
pig pig bought for me a new cage & two new hamsters.
have not thot of their name yet tho.
anyway, he said : " you're my pig if i dont make you happy, make who happpy? "
effing sweet right?

heh heh.
den at night home to change and hit the clubs.
phuture was sold out,

so fang & beka went off to st james.
im so so so so sorry my dears.
): i'll make up to you okay darling!

left with me, gheeeting hazel and friends.
andddd its mambo night!
dear bff effing high.
den went to eat after the clubbing session.

home sweet home.

movie-ing later on.
club clubs clubbing clubbed.

okay doesnt seem like a quick update anymore.
anyway did a little test.

Which Dark Knight Character Are You?

You are Rachel Dawes. You tend to get yourself into unbelievably crazy situations, but you are always safe by the end of the day- with a little help by friends, of course! You are not a complete damsel in distress, but you do rely on others for a lot. Your goodness and integrity can not be matched by anyone else, and people respect you because you are always honest and true to your word. You are not manipulated easily, and go the extra mile for causes you believe in. When you say you are going to do something, you mean it- and nothing will get in your way!

shit and i thot i could get the joker.
bah.
why so serious?

love you baby!

2008-08-11T01:11:00.007+08:00

He's a dog, He's no good
I wish somebody would

Disrespect my man
You're gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need

listening to: A.N.G.E.L by natasha bedingfield.

" At the very least "

i am fucking back!
LOL.
sorry for the lackkkkkk of updates.

monday : nothing special, worked.

tuesday : basically i forgotten what i did,
but i suspect me and baby went to pasir ris farmway to look at dogs & chinchillas.
baby found a male chinchilla alr, now's my turn. den we can go get them!
YAYYYYYY!
den i think we went to vivo?
to get stuff for Peanut.

ohoh peanut is our new addition to our lives.
He's a very very fucking cute/ fat/ naughty hamster.

that's about it i guess.

wednesday : erm erm, this one i swear ah, i totally forgot.

thursday : went to buy a another hamster, named him Butter.
wanted to let Peanut & Butter live tgt, but Peanut being the bigger size & fatter one.
decided to be King and bullied Butter.
so poor butter had to live in the container.
baby stayed over (:
i think he stay over almost everyday lor.

friday : baby had exams, so wen he left.
he kinda woke me up, so decided to wake up and give Butter water.
AND KNOW WHATTTT!?
BUTTER WENT FUCKING MISSING.
):
i tell you i cried lor,
got sooooo worried.
called joei & jeff.
got advice from them.
thanks dears!

looked for a very long time,
den under my dressing table.
AHA!
i found butter's poo poo.
and presume he's somewhere ard.
so slowly i looked under my bed.
YOU KNOW WHERE I FOUND BUTTER.
HE WAS HIDING ON MY GREY COTTON BAG!
TOTALLY SIMILAR COLOR!!
fucking hell.

baby came after his exam & we went to get butter his cage.
and went back to his place.
met matt, and peanut got jealous of butter):

ps: baby just gave me a surprise like now!
that asshole.

anyway den had dinner at baby's place with his parents.
& baby's mom suggested that i go genting with them like soon.

after that met matt again, with alvin & his friend & thomas & anson.
went to uncle's place to gamble!
woooohoooo sibeh song.

daddy also sibeh song, eng eng den go genting to pull jackpot.

saturday : out dinner with baby's parents, near my school.
shucks, so long didnt go there alr.

sunday : went to buy fencing for peanut and butter.
and a new cage for peanut.
baby's mom cooked my favourite prawn mee.
(cause i think baby mention it either on friday or sat)
so nice of her(:
and baby went to sent anson back.
and now he came back!

heh heh heh.
okay i done now.
pictures soon okay.
i promise.

ohoh, come to think of it.
I VERY LONG NEVER CLUB ALR.
I WANT TO GO CLUBBBB!

btw, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DERRICK GOH(:
080808.
stupid korkor.

2008-08-03T13:59:00.004+08:00

hoooo people.
im backkkkkkkk, hahaha.
relax babies im still aliveeee.
okay i know i didnt blog for effing longgggg.

anyway.
first things first.

HAPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMMMMMMMY!
the bestest mom in the worlddddd.

and i am very very fucking happy happy with my life now.
with all my love ones here beside me.
baby's been reaally sweet to me and all.
i lovelove my sweet baby love.

so here's a quick summary for my week!

monday: work.
tuesday: movie! the dark knight(:
why so serious? joker was fantastic!
den like in the middle of the night, baby sent me to the hospital ):
wednesday: work in the morning after work walked about.
thursday: movie! money no enough II.
friday: full shift work.
saturday: work at tamp(: bio essence with joei dear(:
i love road shows work & i love work with bffs.
after work, went to T3 to meet my family for mommy's advance birthday celebration.
today: went to fetch darren at kallang,
went to look for mommy's birthday cake with baby & darren.

okay i am very lazy to update alr.
sorry gheeting darling.
welll at least i updated.

photos up sooon.
&& i can hardly wait for tuesday to arrive!
wooooohooooo.

ohoh i need to curse the motherfuckers that crash into my dad's car.
like ystd.
he was being squeeze in the middle.
front & back bumper died.
and his exhuast! dropping out lor.
lucky daddy is fine or i will fucking go burn their house down.
i swear! $%&*#$%#*&(*)&%#$
fucking asses.

2008-07-28T11:35:00.005+08:00

i know i just blogged.
but, i just happen to come across daddy's wallet.

and in it, i saw a picture of me & him.
just me & my dadddy.
all in all i feel sooooo happy.
super touching,
i know daddy is the best dad in the world.

we dont have to be extremely rich,
all we have to do is be extremely happy.
daddy always calls me his princess & his baobei.
he has never ever ever said NO to me.
prolly like first time NO, den if i keep insisting he'll still say yes.

since young, he's been pampering me till now (i'm likethat)
wherever i want to go,
he brings me there.
whatever i want,
he buys for me.
he'll fetch me to wherever i'll be meeting my friends,
and come and pick me up if i request to.

whenever i "work",
if he feels there's a little teeny weeeeeny bit of hardship or unjust for me,
he immediately gets my back.
make a scene, go to the highest management to complain.
and make sure i get my fulll compensation.

daddy hates for me to work,
he told me before that he dont want to see his baobei get tired and all.
but i've disappoint him time & time again.

because i am so spoilt.
because i always do what i want to do w/o caring for my family's feelings.
but daddy has never ever blame me,
he's always been so supportive.
always putting me first before everything.

altho now daddykins is still not reaally happy with me working,
he's in some sense happy.
cause he always wanted me to learn to be independent.
he's always very worried for me.
because he says i'm not independent and always that blur.

there was once wen i got into trouble,
daddy came to rescue me.
after wards, he got angry.
not at me but himself.
and he said sorry to me,
i asked him why, and he said..
"because i've the one who spoilt you too much till you're like that"

he's afraid that one day if he's gone, there'll be no one for me to depend on.
but daddy & mommy, i never wanna stop depending on you two.
always before me to fall back on,
to lean on.

now, daddy's getting older,
and financial problems are occurring.
i suppose i should try and help out my dad,
i know why daddy's been so insistent on me getting an office job,
altho he HATES me to work,
cause to work waking up early to work = suffer.
and he knows, all my jobs are those,
work for fun, work because im bored there's no one to acc me.
but he wants me do that because,
at least its a skill.

i reaally treasure everythg that my dad has done.
even tho me and daddy haven been talking much recently,
(since we dont reallly see each other)
i still love & miss him as much as i do all along.

daddy once said" baobei, if one day financial problems occur, i wun be able to pamper you that much, or worse anymore. But one thing for sure, we'll still stay as happy as we are always. A happy family"

daddy is my superman.
the most wonderful man in the world.
he's the support of this family, of me.

i love you daddy.

2008-07-28T08:37:00.010+08:00

"she wants that lovey dovey, that kiss kiss"

okayyyyyy!
woooohooo everybody.

look at the time now please.
nobody will believe menny will wake up so early.
so just look!

muahahaha.
no there's nothing wrong with me.
i jumped up suddenly lea,
den baby's not beside me.
i looked ard & saw his specs,
so i thot he's outside,
wen out to look for him but he wasnt anywhere.
):

den i called him, he's home.
prolly too used to baby sleeping beside me and all.

anyway friday, i went to do my x-ray.
i was fucking scared laahhh.
so christine was very very nice!
she rushed over like immediately after presentation.
because the polyclinic was closing.
I CANNNOT GET MY REPORT ON THE DAY ITSELF.
must go and collect it the next morning.

know how fucked up that feeling.
LOLLLLL.
anyway met christine & we walked ard,
and we found clay figures to paint!
so we spent a longggggg time choosing the figures,
i looked for one that looked like christine lor!
and a longgggger time painting them.

bloody difficult to hold and paint.
anddd!
I NEVER KEEP TALKING TO IRRITATE CHRISTINE LORRR.
she kept laughing only.
anyway den baby came to look for us.
and she had to meet her friends.

after thatttt.
ohoh didnt go club.
christine was abot to murder me when she knew of it.
and objected/ refuses (all the no word you can think of) to it badly.
so no club, this week will be fine.
hahahahahaahah.

anyway met dearest, anson, thomas and his friend attt...
guess where?! jurong.
LOL.
all the way till 4 plus am,
i was fucking beat.

saturday,
went to get my report from the polyclinic,
at freaking 8.30am.
so now all i need is to bring back to the doctors.
after that met joei & off we go to defu lane.
i totally forgot to take pictures,
because that place really looked like what joei said.
a dwelling for the zombies.
HAHAHAHAHAH.

we were extremely punctual lea.
says who that we're always late!
but the other girls are fucking late.

so me and jo totally treat that place like our home sia.
we walked about and all.
(dont know why we still did not take our cams out to snap away)
and we talked, alot.
anddddd, realise hahahaha our destination later on was the sameeee.
so we were planning on playing the i spy game.

after the training,
i texted baby asked him where is he,
he went like "we're outside"
me & jo totally burst out laughing.
"so they are friends now, hahahaaha"

when we walked out,
we only saw baby's white, didnt see elvin at all.
as we walked closer, we realiseeeee.

ELVIN WAS IN THE CAR.
HAHAHAHA.

watching troy with baby,
enjoying the aircon.
i swear baby went like " hey wanna join me for a movie" to elvin. ( with the handsign)
HAHAHAHAHA inside joke.

and off we head to ikea,
walked about, bought some pink stuffs.
keep bumping into joei & elvin,
dont even need to play the i spy game lorrr.
so not fun.

and then we went to giant,
joei wanted to buy like camping materials.
LOL.
so found the tents and called her,
both of them came & the four of us walked about.

now gheeting must also go buy the tent, so that we can all go camping tgt.
heh heh heh,
anyway then we went to courts.
very very fascinating.
i swear that tv is hot sex lorrrr.
i told baby i want that tv next time.

and looked ard for our magic fan.
bumped into puborrr,
so i went like "eh hello"
joei immediately went " dont worry fulin, menny still loves you"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

and den joke of the day,
str8 away after that sentence,
(joei and elvin were behind us)
joei like totally bumped into xiang yong(i think)
and she went " eh hello"
HAHAHAHAAHAHA.

and so elvin asked " melanie, dont you have somethg to say to me?"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
yes my turn to go "dont worry elvin, joei still loves you"

after that decided to go e-hub to walked about.
separate ways cause they parked at giant,
me and baby parked at ikea.
meeting at e-hub anyway,

on the way to the car park,
somethg funny happpen.
me & baby laughed till we literally rolled on the floor.
its a indidong baby. not a tudian.

butttt...
we met into an accident in the carpark.
like some bitch drove into us.
poor white,
the front left door cannot open totally,
can only open to like the width of a the pillion seat of a bike.
called joei & elvin,
they came back to look for us.

baby was fucking pissed,
of cause, due to that dumbness of the bitch.
& he kept asking if i was alright.
of cause i am fine just had a knock on my head & a blue black on my knee.

anyway poor baby.
den elvin commented on somethg,
he said "eh all three of you all got into accidents lea"
so now like bffs with many ffffffffffffffffffffffs alr,
bu kui shi sisters, something likethat.
hahahaha.
wtf.

anyway the pictures of baby's car is with jo,
so went she send it to me, den i'll post it up.

and we still went ahead with our plans,
and went over to e-hub.

after that home sweet home as i was fucking fucking fucking tired.
reached home told my parents bout the accident,
and i fell asleep, den i woke up to eat and sleep again.

sunday,
i woke up first,
so tried to minimize my movements so that i wun wake baby up.
went out to the living rooom,
just went i close my door,
mom had to scare me by popping out of no where,
and mom told me my fei mui & aunt coming.
LOL,
fei mui is my little cousin,
she's very very fat, hence the nick fei mui.
butttt, she eats very slow like me.
and she loves pink like meeeee!
one of my fav cuzzie.

and baby woke up,
he helped me changed my bedsheets.
muacks!
mommy says im the laziest piece of shit ard.
i totalllly agreee. LOL.

and cuzzie & aunt arrived.
den baby went home to show his dad the car,
while i accompanied fei mui to play painting and all.
baby came back & its time to go e-hub again.
=.=
cause mommy & aunt wanted to bring davin & fei mui to the explorers kids.
of cause we went toooo.

even darren went,
i love family outings as always.
too bad daddy wasnt there, he's in malaysia!
fishingggg.

anyway darren & davin sat in the car,
even before we drove off they were alr fighting, throwing all the pooh bears at each other.
HAHAHAH.
and he stuffed davin's head into my hugggggge ass pooh bear slipper like cushion.

many funny moments for the whole day.
poking fun at each other,
laughing at others.
i have a stupid brother.
no i have two stupid brotherssssssssss.
LOLLLLLL,

had dinner there den aunt and fei mui went back,
while baby sent us all home.
on the way back, mommy commented that daddy cannot buy saloon cars anymore,
like cause daddy's been buying higher cars like suvs and all,
so she felt giddy sitting in a saloon car.

what a mom.

den after eating again at my place,
matt called.
asking where are we, so i said home,
his immediate reaction is which home & he laughhhhhhed.
anyway,
he came over & off we go to loyang,
den no ahguas.
so so sianed,
effing tired so slacked awhile after and dearest left.

worked later onnnnnn.
i wanna sleep la.
i took one hour plusssss to finish this postttttt.

WA THIS IS A FUCKIN' LONG POST.

pizza that me & baby had on dont know when.

does it make you hungrrrrrry?

yay! heart shape.
i love you i love you i love you.

there! i love him.
asshole trying to ACT angry with me.

another quite big pooh that baby bought for me!

with a pooh massager.

yay! me plings on me hair.

THE COMPASS POINT DAY WITH CHRISTINE.

the figures that we chose.
the fold arms one, look like christine righttttt.

yay pink. hahaha.

she was extremely freak out by this.
screaming and screaming,
"menny i dont wear pink bandannas"

and soooooo im finally done.

like her righttttt?!

and she's still painting.

so i got boredddd.

yay i love pink.

and more bored,

and worse.
and worser still.

tadahhhhh finally done.

see my highlightsssss.Mr wabbit feeling emo.

2008-07-25T22:23:00.001+08:00

its cause i think im not good enough.
& that you're too nice.. to me.

fuck.
emo once again.
tml will get my x-ray results. ):

2008-07-25T11:32:00.003+08:00

wednesday was suppose to go club with BFFs.
but.
couldnt make it, ghee had sch till 9pm.
bah. nvm dear next time okay!

thursday, woke up super early.
met qiqi at city plaza and i did blings on my hair.
pink so its pling! hahaha.
fucking cool la.
hahahahah.

bought my pink navel studs,
and boots.
(ps: at this point of time darren is beside me reading what i type, then he realise i did blings on my hair)
HAHAHAHAH.
joke of the day.

den baby came to fetch me.
suppose to go out,
but i fell asleep at baby's place.
when i woke up.
that idiot suggest that we go to my fav western food to eat.
^&$%#*^&(*
tempting only. ( anyway i did, even tho my throat killing me)
hahahahaha i love you baby.

den off to compass to comb for my sandals.
saw ang there(:
become so f.... big size.
hahahhha.
wa fucking sian i really comb the whole place lor..
still couldnt find it.

at last went home and continue with dramas.
while bling-ing my ds.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
no im not showing it off yet.
its only half way done.

today's fridayyyyyy.
might be clubbing today.
yes i know im still sick.
but i wannnnnnna go maaaa.
LOL.
i know baby will allow one.

anyway, X-ray later on at 2pm):
X-rays are gay.
fuck.
i have issues with x-rays.

kthkxbye.

i know i've been reaaally unreasonable and all.
dont know why i've been doing this.
like being fierce to baybee,
being angry at him for no apparent or small reasons.
pms? prolly not the whole issue.
its quite because he's been reaally sweet about the whole thg & all.
& i feel so useless.
only know how to be unreasonable & all.
dng all this hurt & hate because i'm angry w myself.
den poor baby's gotta suffer.

sorry babylove.

i
l
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v
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y
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u
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ps: i think im hooked to this size.
LOLLL. so bloody cute lea!

2008-07-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

finally i feel like updating this little space of mine here.
okay, so here goes, PMS 2 is work for me.
after work i went home.
booom.
high fever, cheebye.
so baby stayed over to take care of me.
poor thing didnt sleep much at all.

PMS day 3 tuesday.
no work no work.
but i stay at home the wholeeee day.
so guai.
hahahahaha.
what, with being sick & all.

PMS day 4 today!
work in the morning.
just reach home not long,
bought more clothes.
i need to stop.
realllly.

baby's here packing my room now.
love him.

tml is another no work day yay!

sorry im still not feeling hyper.
in fact i'm emo still.
bah bah bah.

2008-07-21T12:48:00.015+08:00

okay, to cure my PMS (for awhile)
i went to search for pink gadgets .
&&&&& cameras and fones.....

tadah.

i wanna get these lorrr.
so hot.

but i cannnot make up my mind about the cameras.

The Phone.

i wanna get the C902!

The Cameras.

T2.

OR

T70.

OR

T300?

how i cannot make up my mindddddd. ):

this thing here is hot sex lorr,
its a video recorder.
JUST THE SIZE OF AN MP3 SO COOOOL.
AND BEST OF ALLLL ITS PINK!

you know there's this advert of the flying dutchman & glenn ong?
heh heh heh.
now i can get this and start video-ing ppl with ungracious habits!

now i have to blog about moreeeee PINK stuffs.
i cannnot help it.
HA HA HA.
( i know a few ppl who will be gross out by this post )

look! it's a PINK UNIVERSAL ADAPTER.
walao you can bring it every where you go lorrrr.

and a pink camcorder.
and a pink toaster.
i'll be very happy every morning when i toast my bread if i have this.
hahahahaha.
a compilation of pink stuffs.

whoooops Mr tiong just came over and brought me breakfast.
(atonement i guess.)

THE PINK VIEWTY FONEEEEE!

but Mr tiong say " LG no good "
sorry LG the pink is greatttttttttttttttt.
pink coffee maker!
i will gladly convert to drink coffee if i have this lorrr.
heh heh heh pink keyboard.
this is a BLING, PINK ESPRESSO MAKER.
its a PLING.
creative ZEN in pink.
earlier on it was only sold in walmart.
now i wonderrrrr.
walan oieeeee.
pink tv!
even the remote is pink lorrr.

pink radioooo!waseh.
LOLLLl, CPU in pink.
hawtttt.

i might just get one lorrr.
(even tho my house has 5 lappys & 3desktops)
dont know why also but can open lan shop alr.
heh heh.
pink portable GPS system.
even the kitchen appliances.
they even pimp swiss knifes!

hawttt hawtttt sex.
pink pedal car!

woohooo a pink fridge!
pink monitor for a pink cpu.
HAHAHAHAAH.
sex anot?
i told Mr fulin i want this.
den he went like "in your rooom?!"
this is a pink credit card organiser.
another pink expresso machineee.
scoooter?
pink com chair.
wa you seeee everything is pink lea.
even the wheels.
pink wii.
a pink digital cam.
from dont know what brand.
but its hot pink & fucking slim.
i shall bribe my bro to sell his ps 2.
so that i can buy this.
MUAHAHAHAHAAHA.

iyah, cannot search alr.
gotta prepare for work soon.
fucking cold.
fucking song.

Mr fulin went down to buy me food.
in fact i chase him out.
being all angry & everythg.
because i dont want him to see the tears.

no i am not okay at all.

Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
menny
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
you are not alright at all
Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
and here i am acting strong and angry in front of him. being unreasonable
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
but when he left i cry.
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
why dont you just talk to him
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
i dont know.
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
your upset that he left you?
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
alone even just for a min
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
your afraid aint you
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
i dont knw.
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
im dying dear
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
HUGS
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
comecome
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
i let you cry on my shoulder all you want
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
i'll be your teddy bear
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
awww. thank you.
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
wana go fill your stomach?
Christ Jaden ouji Cherries and Black Tulips. says:
i wonder what you fear

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☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
y so sad sia
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
LOL!
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
dont know lea.
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
=x
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
cheerup lah
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
silly
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
aha. thank you.
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
haha
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
for wad say thx you
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
Eeee
- Fulin's Nana; ❤ Angel's love & dirty lining, says:
whattt.
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
since when u so polite de
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
=x
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
LOLX =x
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
haha
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
kiddin lah
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
smile more
☆- xiiaO Feii™- **VOOM VOOM**★ - AIT LOH!!!- says:
=))

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no i am still not okay.
not now, not later.
whatever that is bugging me.
its killing me.
it doesnt have to be this way.
no not at all.

the anger and the tears.
the disappointment and the alone-ness.

and for those who thinks i am making a big fuss.
go screw yourself.
because i am having PMS now.
and i think PMS is very very bad.
worse than a nuclear bomb.

he's back.
i feel even worse cause he's treating me real nice.
hid in the toilet and cried.
while eating i had to try not to tear.

i hate pms.

2008-07-21T11:13:00.002+08:00

"Hello, Fuck you"

i am in a badddddd mood.
so tell me about it.
waaaaaaaaaah! :'( nobody loves me anymore.
even Mr Tiong Fulin.

anyway, Mr Tiong Fulin decided to make me very angry last night.
i was lying on my bed, when he recieved a fone call.
wait wait wait.
get this str8 okay, im perfectly fine with him on the fone.
but i am having the worse backaches of my life,
with complimentary cramps.

and he is happily talking on the fone for 876364526713098751 mins.
(im saying mins because it wasnt till an hour,
if it was i'll prolly would have kick him out long before)
but i dont know how long,
it just feels bloody %#!(*&(*)*(&%^$%#@#(& long.
anyway yes he ignored me totally when he was on the fone,
with a girl.

left me alone to feel the backaches and cramps alone.
so i msn ppl to talk to.
BUT MSN WAS BEING A BITCH AS WELLLLLL.
i had to send a few times, got me quite pissed off.

and and and when he finallllly realised,
he said "hey, i've gotta go home alr. prolly call you tml or somethg"
WHY CANT YOU BLOODY HELL SAY YOU GOTTA GO ACCOMPANY YOUR GIRLF.
WHY MUST YOU SAY YOU HAVE TO GO HOME HUH?
ASSHOLE.

after that when he hang the fone,
i refuse to talk to him at all.
i am being unreasonable.
i dont care.

while he was being very nice,
(of cause his fault what, somemore on a PMS day.)
and was telling me he'll not talk to her anymore.
he never talk to any other girls alr.
and he keeps telling me that he loves me.
but its not about that.
and so i fell asleep w/o talking to him at all.
so he left my place w/o any xoxoxoxos.

(o does not stands for emptyness)
i see i'm not making sense anymore.
den he came back to leave my work shoes.
(i only knew after i read the msg)
i sense his presence, so i opened my eyes.
but he was no where in my rooom.

so the little pampered brat cried.
i hate PMS.

this morning i received 5 longgggg text from Mr Tiong fulin.
anddddd from his text i could tell,
he still dont know what was i angry about.
#$!^&$%&!^(&*(#^*)&%

sigh. fuck. sigh.
fuck. sigh. fuck.
sigh. fuck. sigh.
fuck. sigh. fuck.

so that was PMS day #1 for you.
today is PMS day #2.
i wonder.....

screw off. )":

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can you all leave like tags so i know you guys are here? ):
okau i know i'm very whine-y.
i'm suppose to end above that line.

so bye.

2008-07-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

HEH HEH HEH HEH.
last night at phuture was a blast.
altho, some stuffs was quite anal.
like baby for instance,
decided to be a bitch over one of my ex boyf turned korkor.
anyway things are okay now.

so met up with joei first,
den head over to ghee's place.
went to the new kopitiam to meet elvin.
had dinner, den off we go to phutureeee!

met dyan there,
den jon came.
Ronald (joei's cuzzie) & two of his friends were there too.
heh.

joei bought many juggies.
danced like crazy alll night.
poor elvin & poor baby.

ohoh, saw kenneth & co there as well,
saw him for the second consecutive ~~day~~ night.
it was a blastttttt!

with a number of pictures taken.
but gheeting wasnt feeling well.
and joei's throat as well.

HI BFFs!
YOU TWO DIDNT PASS ME YOUR SICKNESS.
BUT GHEETING,
YOU PASS ME YOUR MENSES!
$%#&^*&(*&%&^$^&
BITCH.
bet you're very happy bout it now.

oh its after 12,
SO ITS OFFICIALLY JOEI'S BIRTHDAY ALR.
HERE GOES,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BFF!
SWEET SWEET 9TEEN TO YOU.
CHEERS TO OUR FRIENDSHIP BABYGIRL! (:

&& me and joei curse baby that he'll see my ex for 5 times.
and guess whattt.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH.
poor thing my baby love.
we saw ken for the third consecutive time today.
when we were down at mall to get our dinner.

anyway then baybee sent us all home.
and he stayed-over at my place again.
was my maid all over again.
LOLOLLLL.

soooo, its PMS DAY #1 for me.
baby so poor thg la.
first, past week was Pre-menses,
feeling like a bitch and yes treated baby badly.

now its the official PMS,
baby's gotta suffer awhile more.
HAHAHAHA.
sorry babe.

anyway he's here now,
like beside me,
so i shall end here and continue tml.

will post the pictures once i get all of it.
LOVES!

ps: i love times wit the BFFs.

2008-07-19T18:25:00.003+08:00

baby you have gotta promise me,
that'll we'll make it work.
i know we will.

regardless of what ppl say,
of the PAST,
blah blah blah.

i'll only think about,
how you always make me laugh,
how i call you an asshole,
how you do stupid stuffs,
how you hug me till i'm breathless.
how you insist that i cannot wear clothes that are too transparent, too short too this too that.
AND ALLOW ME AGAIN AFTER.
HAHAHAHA.
how you always give in to me,
and so so so so so so many more.

and you just think of stuffs which can make you smile will do,

i love you.

i can go on and on, but i gotta go bath and prepare to meet my BFFs alr.
yay!

& i know you'll never let me fall.

2008-07-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

okay so baybeee just left my place.
heh and he's coming back to fetch me later on to phuture.
know why?!

BECAUSE WE ARE TO CELEBRATE DARLING BFF JOEI'S BIRTHDAY!
yay, pretty babe's turning 19teen sooon.
muacks, best wishes for you and elvin kay(:

last night after work,
baby brought matt to fetch me off from work,
den we met uncle, had prata.
and off to uncle's place to gamble.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
SIBEH SONG.

played till 6 plus am,
baby sent me home.
blah blah.

hi baby you starve me the whole day today.
what a slut.
nvm, i still love you all the same.

yay! lots of photos to upload sooon.
tonight will be greaaaat.

2008-07-18T10:08:00.010+08:00

" so so so much in love "

okay here am i, 10 am in the morning.
and not sleeping.
baby fell asleep at my place last night,
and so when he went to school earlier on,
he woke me up. (not on purpose la)
but still he woke me up.
HAHAHAHA.

and i am updating this space becauseeee.
i miss him!
bah, i miss my sweethoneybabylove.
thus i uploaded a few photo of us,

no worries i wasnt selfish.
i uploaded me and frens pictures as well horrrr!
okay i need to sneeze now.
#@%$!@%%^&!^*!(&
but i cant.

oh happy happy.
tml is saturdayyyy!
which means, party time!

&baby we'll make it work.
If everything you have said is true,
and everything is just meant to be.
we'll be the envy of everyone else,
we'll be known as FuliNana always.

Pictures timeeeee!
*warning*

PICTURES OVERLOADED.

i asked baby to do that,

no i did not force him.

baby says must take with all the food,
so ppl will know that i got food i very happy.

HAHAHAHA,
THE EMO/BLISS DAYYY.

the sick, lareina.

the BFF, gheeting.

the super hyper, christine.

MEEEEEE, ME, MEEEEE!
the broken slipper.

the refusing to emo, zinc.

suggestive pose.

see! scandals.

MY NEW AT THAT TIME,
BUT NOT SO NEW NOW POOH COLLECTION.

okay at the time when i took their pictures,
all was newly bought.
but by the time i upload their pictures,
which is like now, ahahahah.
they are not the newest alr.

the kuma lookalike pooh.

yay!

surprise from love.

DRAGONFLY NIGHT.

OKAY I CANNNOT RESIST.
I HAVE TO END THIS POST WITHHH.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

ME AND BABY AGAIN.

i loveeee lying on his shoulder.

lotsa love!
muacks.

okay i still have soooo many pictures,
but im lazy to upload alr,
so tata everybody.
am gng back to watcing tv and missing babylove.
HAHAHAHAHHAA.

2008-07-17T17:14:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOOO!
CHECK OUT MY NEW RADDDDD SKIN!
finally.
took me three hours to do this stupid thang.

nvm it was allll worth it.
heh,
okay fell asleep at baby's place last night.
for second month,
baby cooked for me to eat okayyyy!

all my favvvvv food.
yum yum.
aint he sweeeeet.

was suppose to go club ystd.
but was too tired, and i promise to accompany my babylove.

so sat and next week it shall be.
okay, babylove is sleeping beside me now,
off to disturb him.
HAHAHAHA.

ps: i love my new blogskin.
~~for now.~~

2008-07-16T12:04:00.003+08:00

" you're my baby love "

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY BABY!

times with you have been soooooo happy,
even tho for that particular quarrel,
but it shows that we're normal.
LOLLLLL.

i love everything bout you,
and i love how you love me.
muacks.

monday, went to walked about at soooo many different places.
just to go get baby's pressie for the monthsary.
heh.
he came over to novena to fetch me back to his place.
after dinner, gave him his pressie.
he looked quite surprise.
LOLLLL.
stayed over at his place.

okay whatever.
im sure he likes it alot(:
muacks baybeee.

ps: he kept calling me idiot.

tuesaday:

okay, this sucks, i failed my FTT.
hahahahaha.
nvm, september it shall be.
(since i didnt put in any effort for it)

after that,
went to watch get smart.
heh spastic show.

when to meet gheeting and carson.
got the cakes,
den baby accompanied me to Obar.
for... HAPPPY BIRTHDAY MIN YEEEE!!
many ppl were present.
had a great time there(:

i love such times.
more to come this week!

two months and counting!
muacks i loveeee baby.
even tho he's quite stupid at times.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
no baby that did not happen(:

2008-07-14T02:12:00.005+08:00

" from this moment "

for those suckers who was waiting for a good show.
tsk tsk.
wait long long?
LOLLL.

yay! me and baby okay alr(:
i love love love him lahhhh.

anyway had pizza with baby,
after which met matt first(:
den uncle!!!!!! yay!
had supper at amk,

den met ally and yy.
and head to uncle's crib.
heh heh.

to.... GAMBLE!!!!!
wa finally lor after so long.
so shoik sia.

no work tml(:
but i have stuff to doooooo.

so busy.
tsktsk.

one last thing.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
MY FTT IN ONE DAY!
PLEASE TEEKONG POH PI ME OKAY?!

ANYBODY TO TEACH ME?!
LOL.
I VERY STRESS.
$%*$#$(&(*%^#%#^

okay tata,
im on the fone with baby nowwwww!

muacks baby love you.

you are such a fucker,
insisting on remind ppl.

baby thinking " eyer still dont want to stop eating "

now he's thinking " walao keep taking pictures, not sian meh "

baby emo, cause i didnt keep my promise of eating lesser.

the more he think about he emo-er he gets.

and worseeee.

see, kiss him happy alr.

2008-07-13T14:46:00.003+08:00

this is just fucking screwed.
you know, its so hard.
fucking asshole.

this is prolly the first major quarrel yet,
and he's trying to make this better.
but no i am choosing to be anal about it.
refusing to answer his calls and all.

even tho i feel as tho i hate fulin now.
but i still love my baby.

and i know we'll be fine soon.

2008-07-13T14:07:00.003+08:00

okay im back.
LOL im sorry for the lack of updates.
i've been realllly busy and all.

wed: noon shift, after work, dragonfly with fang, andre and co.
thursday: worked the whole dayyyyy.
friday: worked the noon shift.
saturday: worked the morning shift,
after which went out with baby to marina.
had billy bombers and after which, met matthew and thomas.
slacked at jurong.

stupid ong lai boy. so cute.
heh.

recently things have been quite messed up.
really bad, been quite anal with baby.
he's not any better, bah.

and this was suppose to be a happy post.
oh well.

things just got anal now.
kay thanks bye.

will update soooon.
dinner with uncle later on.

2008-07-09T13:13:00.003+08:00

" that's when i know i love you "

okay i lied about the next post with much more pictures,
its because i didnt intend to blog now?!
LOLLL, but yea i just have to have to.

cause i miss baby much much.
lol, okay i think it was quite un-necessary.
but omg, all of us are quite turning gross

all very haolian of our love lifes. LOLLL.

the picture above is our first ring.
(okay everybody can tell, but i insist)
LOL, me and qiqi were talking bout,
on the sixth month another ring.
one year a more expensive ring.
and the list goes on.
i want diamond one and real gold one okayyy.
and i told baby about it.
hahahaha.

BUT PLEASE AH BABY,
DIAMOND IS DIAMOND,
GOLD IS GOLD.
NOT DIAMOND AND GOLD TGT HOR?!
THAT IS JUST GROSS.

and and minn calls me menny as well.
okay this is a new and upcoming trend okay.

the second reason is cause i miss my friends alot lah.
esp my bffs,
and christ and co,
like to Blissssssssssss.
arent we suppose to plan somethg?!

okay, m waiting for baybee to send me to work now.
c'mon friendsss! i miss you guyssss!
WHEN ARE WE MEETING?!

ohoh one last thg,
i've got a very hot boyf.
LOLLLLLLLLL.
and im waiting for my very hot boyf to come.

2008-07-08T23:48:00.005+08:00

" & i dont wanna lose you "

okay, so after soooo long.
ystd i finally took a train to work.
yea, i know i am becoming soooo spoilt.
what with baby ferrying me to and fro everywhere,
how can i not be spoilt?!!

during the train ride,
i read and i realise....
cheebyeeee, i've been soooo busy that i've forgot how it feels like reading.
and at the same time i also realised that,
i've neglected and not put aside time for meself.

so i was realllly happy ystd.
heh, after work we went to buy foood
and went to baby's place to eat and stuff.
sleptover and came back just in time to pick davin up today.

had lunch, and baby mugged.
while me and "eng eng" ( free) one had nothing to do,
so i readdddd.
hehhhh.

stupid troublesome brother.
send davin to his friend's place,
and me and baby off to the movies.
heh, bought two maxi dresses today.
tml baby's gonna help me get the cardis and my caps.
finallly im getting the "sub" and the "crew" caps.

after watching it's a boy girl thing,
me and baby went pasar malam,
bought foood back for my family as well.
now baby's busying mugging beside me.

poor thing leaaa,
he's sooooo stress know ):
but baby i know you can do it kay,

you're my baybeee!
muacks, jia you okay.
i love youuuuuu!

ps: baby we've spent 27hrs alr, heh.
you're all that i need(:

pss: zouk tml!

more pictures on the next post!

it took me less than a min to upload thess photos,
it also took baby less than a min to fall asleep and snore.
and so he's snoring now.
i need to get somethg to stuff his mouth,
before it irritates me!

bye, heh.

2008-07-06T12:10:00.002+08:00

woooohooo!
its a sundayyyy.
okay fine whatever.

part-aye (not so hard) on friday.
like first we (fang, dee and co ) when to phuture,
tsk tsk.
then me, dee, fang and sherwin went to mos.
Dee's first time there, ahahahah.
after a little not very long but not very short while.
we went back to phuture!

HAHAHAHA.
den while waiting for fang at zouk.
trance + alcohol + no sleep = my sickness to come back.
that one where i couldnt see anything at fucking all one.
this time was the longest period yet.

couldne take it anymore,
so waited for quite some time, till i was partially okay.
den baby came to fetch me home.

sweeeet.

saturday suppose to reach work at 11am but haahahahah i reached at 1pm.
well well, i have a good and understanding boss mah.
anyway, rama was being a bitch la.
fucking cheebye bitch.
i'll rant bout her some other day.
ahhhh, mother fucking fucker.

after work went to meet matt.
after which met yy & ally? allie? LOL.
great (:
had a little tiff with baby.
stupid idiot.
but alll's well now.
muacksmuacksmuacks sweeethoneybabylove!

might be gng for a photo shoot on tuesday(:

anyway wednesday, christ, bffs, wanna go zouk?

2008-07-04T07:52:00.003+08:00

i cant sleep and im waiting for baybeeee to come acc me.
im just soooo spoilt(:
well, he insisted whattt.

cause i said, "i dont like being alone at home."

since im not asleep now,
shiattt, i will die working later on.
i will die, i will die, i will die, i will die.

i love baby super much.

&&& yay! phuture/ st james tonight.
muacks babyboy.

2008-07-04T00:35:00.004+08:00

Second time i hugged baby and cried.
as in really cried.

First was when baby accompanied me to sin ming.
had the sudden urge to go visit my granddad.
so when to pray.

i know he was there, talking to me.
asking me not to cry, telling me to be brave.
advising me that as long as i was willing to admit my mistake.
that i have to be strong.
for i was his favourite grandchildren.

he was right beside me eating the food that i bought for him,
talking bout the vegetarian that i bought.
talking about wrestling.

i know in heaven, he's doing fine.

baby gave me my moment.
and i hugged him and cried.

second was today, after watching this show,
i wudnt cried that way if it was because of the show,
i know i shouldnt have cried that hard.
it doesnt affect me anymore since i have baby with me.
but it just came back for that moment,
for that moment it just felt that way.
sorry baby, i shouldnt have.

i am really contented to have you by my side.

2008-07-03T17:45:00.003+08:00

"i have always loved you"

okay, life's been not tooo bad.
hung out with christ, gheeting, lareina, zinc & minn on wednesday night.
where else but bliss cafe.
fun, fun, fun and more fun.

after bliss we went to get ice cream.
reliving childhoood (:

ps: christ is fucking fucking hyper lor.
she wun stop moving even tho she's tired.
andddd! she turned emo for abit.
iyah, stupid me, trying to make her laugh that time,
broke my sandals.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! my fav pair.
and ghee said i reminded her of her birkens.
fuck.

i swear the guys there were treating us as entertainment lorrr.
must pay us liao hor.
esp the guy who was there for like, hours.

before that, walked about with baby,
got some pooh bears and stuffs.

baby got me like 5 poohs, one went to the car.
heh, i love youuuuu. muacks.

i got one teddy in pink dress for christ dear.
and a kuma for gheeting darlingg bff.
HAHAHAHA, i must say the teddy that i got for christ looked like me.

i know she was being kind of sad
bout having to pretend and stuff.
anyhoooos, cheer up lah!

and now im at baby's place.
and he isnt talking to me.
i aint talking to him too.
#@!%$#%$&*@!#$%^

and he's saying im angry.
fuck, im not.

okay whatever.
refusal to talk to me.

but i love him stillllll.

i have everyone emo's pictures.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

2008-07-01T12:21:00.003+08:00

" this is where i believe in forever "

they are my darling girls.
muackssss!

i need to talk about this.
me and christ can never text each other.
we spend a few hours texting each other ystd.
AND WE STILL DONT GET WHAT EACH OTHER MEANSSSS!

who's the blur one?!
silly christ but i still love you the same(:

ystd was telling baby, i need to club badly.
and i told baby he shud like go open a club.
or maybe go cheat the club owners of their deeds,
so i can club as and when i want.
LOLOLLLLL.

anyway baby is very nice,
he wen like ask your friends la.
you shud go enjoy (:

awwwww, my boyf encourages me to club.
LOLLLLL.
nah, he's just being understanding

so, girls/ guys, lemme know asap okay.
like whoever is gng or wants to go.
CALLLL MEEEE!

mambo night/ friday/ saturday.
anytime.

i have to ask my bffs,
gheeting will prolly be fine. ( i guess)
but joei as much as she wants to,
im afraid her elvin might be anal about it.
):

fang has to ask for visa as well cause we've been gng every week.

mich said, "your boyf might not be anal about it, but your bffs boyf might be"
and she said, next week i accompany you go, after my presentation.
woooohoooo!

anyway you girls tell me soon okay?
love you babes!

anyhooos,
here are the recent zouk/phuture pictures.

from left to right,
jo, rachel, me, fang and her cuzzie.

BFFs

jo says this is a scandal picture.
HI WARRREN!

my loves(:

jo, me fang, rachel.

jo mel-ting.

look at joei's face!

chivas.

the drinks that lasted.

beer girls.
oh in this case, its Chivas Girls.

No.2 Chivas girls with smoking effect.

guess who's whos?

I AM NOT DRUNK.
me and gheetinggg(:

I AM NOT DRUNKKKK.
me and joeiiiiii(:

me and fangggg(:

BFA

can only see joei lorrr.

our reflections.

i love you girls!

yay cheeers!

now for the THUMPER pictures.

its just me and her.
BFFs
no3.
love her kisses.
we were sooo bored that we act cute.

muacks.

the soooo cool toilet.

the coldest place on earth.

every mo spent with you is all so lovely.

2008-06-30T12:39:00.002+08:00

" the greatest time of all "

that's me!
no i dont wear specs,
that's baby's.

i know i just blogged.
but, i'm here becauseeeeee.

Hello sweethoneybabylove !
i miss youuuuu! ):
every single thing,
every single time you make me feel.

you've always give in to me,
no matter what happens, no matter who's fault.
muacks.

whoever that said we werent serious with each other, fuck you.

baby dont fail me okay?
we know its true.
hahahaha, i love you i love you i love you toooo!
baby's is reaaaally reaaally reaallly sweet & good & nice to me.

crap, typing this post makes me miss you more.

2008-06-30T11:37:00.002+08:00

i've been sooo busy that i dont know where to start!
anyhow was suppose to go phuture on friday.
but somehow just somehow. LOL.

mr wong have been asking me out with jiemei.
derrick have been asking to mahjong.
but you know what?
their timing has beeen soooooo wrong.
fuck. ):

ps: i very very long never gamble alr leaaa.

anyway watched dont mess with the zohan alr,
more to come (:

i've forgotten what i did for thursday and friday.
but on saturday,
met dearest at Novena, heh.
dinnered, bei pio, shopped.

den baby came to fetch me.
back to home, got my stuff.
den went to baby's crib.

went out to dam to meet alvin and friends for awhile.
suppose to look for gheee,
sorrry darling, some other day okay.
loves!

den home sweet home.

sunday, baby came over and brought me to the book fair!
wooohooo, bought books and went to the john little sales,
but sooooo many ppl.

den felt hungry, so i told baby i wanna go anchorpoint to eat.
i know i know, expo to anchorpoint just to eat?!
no choice, baby loves me!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.

brought baby to the disney place.
(:
after dinner, went up to visit my granmama for awhile.
den off to meet dearest.
baby hates to go geylang cause the cars there very fuckedup.
but i wanted to go there.
heh. i love to look at such things.

i swear there was a promotion ystd or somethg la!
there were sooooo many prostitutes lea.
like prolly 632195539326171 times more than what i'll see normally.

and and,
baby was terrified by me.
actually it was not me.
but what can i sayyyy.
they smiled at me one leaaaa ( the P's)
not just one but many!

i told baby i wanna go back and wave at them.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.

den went to rochor to eat tau hwei.
yum yum.
and offff to loyang to pray. (:
and since we are there,
what else is my favourite sporttt?!?!

of cause, to look at ah guas.
hahahahaha.

ohoh poor baby, sooo many swifts.
and yes, baby got his W.A alr.
hahahaha.
matt commented that it looked like a family car alr.
(:

and he's in school now,
sooooo i miss you baby!
muacks(:

2008-06-26T14:04:00.005+08:00

FIRST THING FIRST.
I'M DONE WITH MY TERM PAPERSSSS!
WOOOOOHOOO!

ITS PARTTTTT-AYEEEEE TIME BABYYY(:

its good its goood,
hahahaha.
woke up at 7am and prepared for exams at 9 am.
after exams walked about with Rena till darling baby came to look for me.
(after his exams as well)
h was suppose to acc me wait till my presentation time,
after which send me to work as well,

butbut my presentation was cancelled.
stupid motherfucking sonoaofbitch school.
bahh.

so me and baby just walked around,
had YellaFellas.
its reallly goood.
everybody should try it. (:
and after YellaFellas, we went to Ritz Apple Strudel.

(ps: once again baby very stress i think)
hahahahahah.

den off to work(:
work was alright i guess,
only had xiao yan, auntie socklan and Michelle.
but i could leave early!
heh heh heh.

after work...
ITS PARTTTAYE TIMEEEE!
so i was supposed to meet joei darling first,

me: hi darling where are you?
joei : we are outside topshop.
me: huh? who are you with?
joei: oh no i'm alone.
me: okay i go look for you or you come toilet look for me.
joei: okay byeeee!

she went to the toilet, screammmms!
i went outside topshop!
cant find her and called her again.

den we realised, she was at the wrong floor.
just when i saw her walking out of the toilet.
i saw someone else.

OH MY BLOOOOODY GOD!
IT WAS GHEETINGGGGGGGGG!
I SWEAR IT WAS THE HUGEST SURPRISE LAHH.
damn happy can?!

and she told me she wun be coming.
!#@&($^#@%@%$#%^

Joei: we waited in the toilet for ten mins lor.
Me: you went to the wrong one!
Joei: then gheeting very scared, she kept hiding behide her cubicle and keep asking where is she?!
me: hahahahahah
gheeting: yalor yalor now you owe me a meal.

se wanted to give me a scare i swear!
okay then baby fetch us to zoukkkkkk,
fang and co were alr there.

heh, when we reach there
fang, her cousin, warren and kelvin was helping us queue,
so nice!
but we were late, sorry fang darlingggg!
anyhow, yes warren!
HI WARREN NONG TIME NO SEEE!
hahaahahahah.

den we allll went in.
another bottle of chivas and two jugs of cranberry vodka.
and of cause lots of camwhoring time!

it was phuture firsttt.
after which warren left at ard 1am.
den fang 's gastric acting up):
so kelvin sent her and her cousin home.
nvm okay darling, we go again sometime hor?
I LOVE YOUUUU! DO YOU?!
hahahahahahah

den mambo with my BFFs.
especially the one particular BFF.
loves mambo like siao lor.
fucking high there.
(not like she not high at phuture la)
but fucking fucking high.
sorry you spent such a short time there.

at ard 3am we went back to phuture.
walao, high time for me and jo now.
its our turnnnnnnn!
danced and danced and danced and danced.
poor gheeting had blisters at her legs, so she didnt enjoy as much.

baby was waiting outside at 4,
den he sent us home.
Heh, love you baby.
muacks!

ps: fang darling, sorry you had to leave early. next time okay?
pss: bffs, it gets better each time! more to come(: love youuuuus!

waiting for joei to send me the pictures(:

2008-06-25T00:33:00.005+08:00

okay im officially screwed.
done with mugging and im dying.
i dont understand a single shit.
the only thing that im looking forward offffff.
phuture with the girls!!

yay! baby's been reaally sweet.
love you baby love!

well now i need to talk about someone.

she's my KitKat!

ps: below's her comment on meeee!(:

TEDDY BEAR WITH PINK DRESS.
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Because you are such spit-fire hothead!
you also one lil POTATO.
we were so much into graffiti then
we drew on everything that is WHITE in school,
meaning tables, chairs and walls.
clummest friend since forever, why did i even get to know you lor,
torture myself only, so much more pampered then me.
Your weak like hell, i can bully you like mad.
And yes, I LOVE YOU.
YOUR MY TEDDY BEAR IN PINK DRESS.

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
Ocean Avenue.!

3. Tell a random fact about you.
MELANIEEEEE arhhhhh...
STOP THE POOH BEAR MADNESS.
you have a fucking shrine! omg.

4. Tell a first memory about you.
i cant really remember.but i think...
it was when the teacher rearranged the whole class,
you were sitted at the first row and i was at the second row right behind you.
then we started talking ever since then,
then we started singing and sleeping,
anything that is in no relation to school.

i remember when we talked,
irritating the teacher like mad.
only you always kana from the teacher.!
WAHAHHAA.

5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
MANGO
sweet, looking solid but actually softy on the inside.
then there's that seed at the center, easily bruised like your heart.

6. Ask something I’ve always wanted to know about you.
WILL YOU MARRY ME? hahha.

7. In return, you must post this in your own LJ.
do that and post one ON ME!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

aint she sweeet?
awww i swear i melted when i saw that.
hahahah.
its a game where you tag ppl if you wanna know how they feel bout you(:

now its my turn!

1. Tell you why I befriended you.
Because we click well tgt,
because you're a spit fire like me!
because we do graffiti tgt,
because we love to sleep and sing in class.
because the both of us are pampered.
because you love to bully me,
because you always insists im a weakling.
because you're my cutest gf.
because you stand by me all the time.
because you're my kitkat & you always cheer me up.
because i love you! I'm KitKat's Teddy Bear(:

2. Associate you with a song / movie.
The Click Five! (:

3. Tell a random fact about you.
christine loves to bully me& calls me weakling.
she says i am more pampered than her!

4. Tell a first memory about you.
ahhh! i dont remember.
but but all the memories i have with you.
hahahahah.
washing toilets at grace haven?
while we complain to our parents & mr wee had no choice?
the bigbigbig school sucks graffiti?
our tables?
the way we always get caught for no reason?
when we sing songs out loud all the time?
LOLLL,

I LOVEEEEE YOUUUU! ALOT.
MUACKS!

5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
an apple.
i dont know whyyy!
the apple just came out.
because apples are cute and red and sweet.
like you!
LOLLL.

6. Ask something I’ve always wanted to know about you.
who's more pampered?!
me or you?! LOLLL.

7. In return, you must post this in your own LJ.
okay fine, you posted about me alr (:

yes she's christine.
Teddy's Kitkat.
lovelove!

okay i need to like go acc baby for awhile more,
den off to bed alr.
gotta wake up at 7am tml.
sighhhhh.

2008-06-24T13:42:00.003+08:00

" you make me sick "

yes, its a show down again.
between the bitch at home and i.
oh anyway i didnt get to take my CRM exams ystd.
but i can take it some other terms,
so i guess its fine.

bah. i swear the stress is killing me.
and what with the machine gun at home.
dang, if only she keeps quiet.
at least i dont have to try to concentrate studying.

i can hardly wait for tml's paper to end.
but at the same time i dont want it to come,
just read thru the topics.
oh my bloody god.
sooooo difficult can.
how to studyyyy.

)":

after the papers tml,
i'll have my last presentation.
after that i'll head to work.
den phuture with my darling girls.

then i can finally say, one down.
the impossible to go.
as i said, the impossible.
i swear her mood swings' exactly like mine.
only that it irritates me big time.

she can be the sweetest and the nicest in the whole wide world,
and be the naggiest, ugliest bad-tempered and ridiculous bitch next.
sigh.

i wish she could just shut up.
and stop dragging up the past.

leave me alone okay?

ps: i went to the doctor's ystd.
and he said, " i suggest you go for a x-ray "
):

to: daddy,
im reaaaly sorry for what happen ystd okay?
i really know of everythg that you've done for me.
and i appreciate it alot.
the love that you gave will always be no1.
i love you daddddy!
muacks(:

2008-06-22T22:59:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!
kill me please.
baby's off to buy food for me.

and im dying.
im feeling soooo stressed up for exams.
its so not me please.
but i know i have to do well.
for both CRM and MICE,

):
fuckfuckfuckfuck.

somebody /anybody destress me please.

2008-06-22T14:12:00.004+08:00

" they see you in my eyes "

okay, so ystd went to marina square.
saw jaron there.
forever insisting he's hot one lor.

wanted to watch movie but decided tat i should only watch movie after next wed.
HAHAHA. LAST TERM PAPER HERE I COMEEEEE.
i have been studying okayyy.
had FINNNNNNNS for dinner.
wooohooo.
and last night watch moonlighting in tokyo with babbbbby.
he waited till i fall asleep with a hungry stomach.

cannot wait.
anyhow baby's coming over later to accompany me study.
(((:

ps: baby has a stupid looking shirt now.
i buy one okay!
so not his style.
HAHAHAHAHAAH.

4AM IN THE MORNING.

we love to camwhoreeee.

the hazelnutttty cake.
damn nice pleaseee.

me and my bearrrr(:baby very stress.
because i eat ALOTTTTT.

i tell him i dont eat sooo much lorrr.
but he still very stress.

hahahaha, okay im gng to study now.
byeeeeeeeee!

cannnot cannnot cannnot wait!

2008-06-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

"Bang bang headshot"

okay i am officially not very happy with baby.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
he bought the hazelnutty cake and the pooh bear to bribe me to be happy lor.

omg its friday.
i was suppose to go double o/ phuture.
WHAT AM I DOING AT HOMEEEEEE.

okay, there's always next wednesday.
zoukkkk here i comeeeee(:

anyhow baby's ignoring me again.
he's lying beside me but not with me.
if you get what i mean.

anyway i need to club with my girls.
i need to club with my bffs!
BFFSSSSSS i miss all of youuuuuu(:

gheeting,
chill, some people just have no life!

ps: thanks all my darlings who tag for me on my tag board(:
MUACKS!

2008-06-19T02:45:00.004+08:00

" I must show ppl how fat and fugly i am "

i very thick skin one,
fat mah hor?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

stupid baby ignoring me.

iyoh iyoh iyoh.
some people just have NO life.
reaaally lea, absolutely no life.

so long alr still harping on it.
tsktsk,
oh wrong, INSIST on dirtying my tag board again.
fucking sluts.

anyway ya lah, since they refuse to get a life,
the only kind thing i can do is to sacrifice my beautiful tag board lor.
or i go create another board just for such ppl to spam lah.
(at least this way they got life mah)

can anot huh?

anyway yay! friday double o / phuture.
next wed zoukkkk! BFFs get back to me asap okay?

and work's been great.
baby's been an idiot.

2008-06-18T12:04:00.002+08:00

i shall wait for the powerhouse pictures,
den i can post it up tgt with the thumper ones.
speaking of pictures.

GHEETING DO YOU REMEMBER SOMETHG?!?!?!?!
GOOD NOW I KNOW YOU WILL.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

anyway ystd work was same nonsensical and blahblah.
ah mei wasnt feeling in a good mood,
but after crapping ard with the three of us,
her mood became better(:

and we were talking bout gng to hongkong!
okay anyway i've lost what i wanna blog about,
soooo i'll blog after work today.
hopefully with all the pictures.

lovesssss!

2008-06-17T13:27:00.003+08:00

okay, since i am very bored.
and darling girl is beside me nowwww(:

i have to answer the quiz tag by the girl beside me now and christineeeeeeeeeee!
iyerh, forced to lahhhh.

XUELING'S QUIZ.

01. What have you been doing recently?
- Rushing presentationsss and assessments and of cause baby!

02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
- Noooo, okay rarely.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
- Ummm, sleeping?

04. When did you last cry?
- ehhhh, nong nong time ago.

05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- Bread.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
- Money of cause! i've alr got alll my friends & baby.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- Ella ella ella eh eh eh.

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- POOOOOOH BEARS.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- Shorts.

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
- Oooh too many!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- If you want me to(:

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- Now?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
- Kungfu pandaaaaa.

14. What are you proud of?
- Myself! hahahaha.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- Chey! Didnt see the comma.. aiya.. you know i very blur 1 wat.. sk only i can get lost for one hour.. lol.. nb.. talk bout it also dulan wanna laugh at myself.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
- Way Back into Love!

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
- Haiyo! many lo!

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
- Oh she's in danger now you know. If she gets screened thats it she will go to jail.
It was from xmarkkkkkkk.

19. What time did you do to bed last night?
- 3plus ammmm?

20. Are you currently happy?
- ofcause! ahgirl is with me nowwww.

21. Who gives you best advice?
- My girls and BFFsssss.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- YES!

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- No oneeeee.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
- If there is i'll let you know.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- Xuelinggggg!

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- Iyerhhh.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- I dont know.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- Yes,

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- Irritating.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Have ahhh! ALOT, LOLLL. HIBABYYY!

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- hahahaha.

32. What is the colour of your room?
- pinkkkkk!

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
- Why notttt.

34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?
- uh huhhh.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- Ah girl lo.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
- Baby!

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- Ermm, no?

38. Do you have a life?
- Of cause i very haps one horrrr. LOLLLL.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?
- Have you?

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
- From this moment, its for baby!

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- Ehhhh, i dont know!

42. Last time you smiled?
- Like just?

43. Have you changed this year?
- i change everydayyy!

44. What are you listening right now?
- Listening to xueling talking!
ps: she's saying she's an idiot.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- yes! xuelinggggggggggg.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- Close? walanoei, open la!

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- Menny makes the world go round.

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?
- Hmmmm.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Yes.

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in week?
- Ask baby i dont remember.
Prolly was to throw 1cent coins @ someone till that someone dies.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm??
- On the way to buy ingredients to cook.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
- Who wun be?

53. What song best describe your love life?
- I dont know?

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
- Baby do you?

55. Who always make you laugh?
- My girls, dearest and baby.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- Of cause.

57. Favourite website?
- LOL,

58. What your middle name?
- Moneyyyyyyyy. hahahah.

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Workkkk!

60. What do you think you are like?
- Bad tempered, Full of Nonsense and many many more! (cute?) LOLLL

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- Why must i die?

62. Where have you been today?
- No where yet.

63. What game do you play often?
- Addicting games.

64. Who are you missing right now?
- Everyone.

65. If you’ve to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
- They wun force me to choose.

66. What are you doing right now?
- There this one lorrr.

67. Which primary school are you from?
- Xinmin primary & Rivervale!

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
- Pink, Gold, Purple.

69. What emotion you like to show?
- the Happpy one!

70. What is your life to you?
- Pink.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- Call people to kpkb! LOL

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- Fang darlinggg.

73. Who so you admire most?
- People with many money. LOL

74. Which month are you born in?
- November.

75. How are you feeling right now?
- Sleepy.

76. What is the time now?
- 1.55pm

77. Where are you now?
- My roooom.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- I never dyeeee.

79. Why are you doing this test?
- Xueling lor, ask HERRRR!

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
- Emo.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- The earlier the better. LOLLLL.

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
- GIRLFRIENDDDS.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- Meet up with allll my beloved ones(:

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Why must i tell you.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yes,

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- More money pleaseeee.

87. What is your goal for this year?
- GOALLLLL! LOL, lai dua huat!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- No?

89. What feeling do you love most?
- Happiness la!

90. Do you really think its Gobal Warming now?
- Yesss.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
- Hungry!

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Of causeeee.

93. Do you believe in god?
- Yes,

94. Who cares for you most?
- Family, my girls and friendssss. oh ya BABYYY!

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Moneyyy! can shop more & gamble more.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
- the police.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- Not tellling.

98. What would you feel that on one no longer cares for you?
- iyah die la.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
- revenge.

100.What do you want now?
- The mother to shut up.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.

Next list 10 people whom you would want them to do this, at the end of the post.
Notify them I their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

HAHAHAHAHA. REVENGE TIME!

1. Christine.
2. Joei Tan.
3. BABYYYYYY!
4. Matthew dearest.
5. Fang darling.
6. Gheeting.
7. Twin.
8. Nita.
9. Isabel darl.
10. Stephhh!

Now for christine's tag!
iyerh, sianed another one.

1. if ur lover betrayed u, what would ur reaction be??
Break!

2. if u can have a dream to come true, what would it be??
Everyone that i love will be happy

3. what will ur dream wedding to be like??
Princessy,

4. are u confused as to what lies ahead of u??
Nopes!

5. what's ur ideal lover like??
Hmmmm, i dont know?

6. which is more blessed?? loving someone or being loved by someone??
Being loved i guess. im selfish baby!

7. how long do u intend to wait for someone u reali love??
As long as it takes.

8. if the person u secretly like is already attached, what would u do??
Still be there for him,

9. is there aniting that made u unhappy these daes??
Nopes.

10. is being tagged fun??
Welllllll, depends.

11. how do u see urself in 10 years time??
Ummm, Still fun loving !

12. who are curently the most impt people to u??
baby, family, my girls and love ones.

13. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
She's sweet and awesome, ( of cause she's my gf christine)
and she's CUTEEEE! and im her teddy in pink dresss(:

14. would u rather be rich and single, or married but poor??
Rich and single ! HAHAHAHA.

15. what's the first ting u do every morning??
Nua in bed.

16. would u give all in a relationship??
Depends.

17. if u fall in love wif 2 people simultaneously, who would u pick??
fall in love? with 2 simultaneously?
Choooose both!

18. what type of frenz do u like??
Peeps like me! crazy!

19. what type of frenz do u dislike??
BACK STABBING KINDS.

Tagged by Menny!
1. Xueling
2. BABY
3. joei tan.
4. Gheeting.
5. Matthew Dearest.
6. Twin.
7. Fang.
8. Nita.
9. Isabel.
10. Stephhhh.

OKAYYYY HAVE FUNNNN(:

2008-06-17T03:04:00.002+08:00

Hello baby!
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
you're beside me now
and we just had a reaaaaaally full dinner.
HAHA.
like just.

okay bye!
will update tml(:

PS: MY PRESENTATION IS FUCKING OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
WOOOOHOOOO.

pss: baby baked brownies for meeee(:
love you babybabybabybaby.

2008-06-16T12:03:00.008+08:00

HAPPPPY MONTHSARY BABY!
HAHAHAHAHA.
I LOVE YOU ALOT OKAYYYYY.

For everythg you've done for me,
Every emotion you've made me feel.
Be it happiness or sadness.
MOSTLY IS HAPPPY OKAY.
Everythg that is done because you want to make me happy.

i love, like the way you try to say NO to me,
but in the end i still win. (:
the way you hold me hands when you drive.
the way you insist on coming to fetch me to somewhere, anywhere.
the way you stole my hunger. ( ALOT)
the way you try to make it not ticklish when i tickle you.
the way you insist on making me laugh.
you know the list can go on and on and on.
sooo in the end it just boils down to,

ILoveYouBabyBabyBabyBaby(:

anyway, baby came over to accompany me ystd.
in the nooon, just when he reached,
his dad told him that he aint go no keys,
so pooor baby gotta go back,
but he said he's got a friend to accompany me instead.
guess whatttt,
a another pooh bear (:

den he left to have dinner with his dad and everythg.
and came back at ard 8plus? 9 plus? with my cereal and daisy milk!
yayyyyyy.
at ard 10pm ++++++++,
he said he gotta go do somethg/ go get somethg for his dad.( i dont rememeber which)
and he left,
ard 11.45pm he called me and ask me to help him take some stuff.

so i went out of my house,
and he covered my eyes.
i swear he wanted to make me falllllll!

yes anyway when i open my eyessssssss.
TADAHHHHHHHHH!

surprise surprise!
there's like many many many pooh bears!
and candles forming i love you.
i dont know how to describe so look at em pictures.
anyway isnt my boy sweeeeet?
yay,

i love you baby.
my blog is turning so lovey.
HAHAHA.
but joei's grosssser.

pooor sweetbaby was like sweating big time.
the candles were sooooo warm.
ohoohohhh, last part!
there's also a icecream poooooh bear cake!
its love pleaseeee.

so we went in and ate the cake.
and continued with my project.
and i fell alseep hahahaha.
till four plus, i woke up cause i was feeeeeling UNGRYYYY!

coooked for baby as well,
and went back asleep while baby left.

've got presentation going on later.
baby's fetching me there.

love you babylove.
i am very very happy to have you!
it doesnt matter you know,
we being still tgt is all that it matters(:

PICTURES TIMEEEE!
(without pictures from stjames & thumper yet)

the smalll small pink and blue couple.

shyan's birthday !
with mark's & co.

sweeeeet jiemei & girlf(:

rember baby bought me this that day?

this is the friend that he brought to accompany me ystd!

so now they're a couple as welllll.

somethg random,
THIS IS DAMNNNN GOOOOD.

TADAAHHHH!
so sweeet pleaseeee.

davin playing with the new bears early in the morn.

you're my sweeeet sweeet babylove.

For daddy.

2008-06-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDDDDY!

but seemingly i dont think i made dad happy today.
and this is the first year where i didnt get any present for beloved daddy at all ):
dad, thanks for everything.
for pampering me like always.
for loving me of who i am.
for always being supportive of me.

the list can go on and on,
but i believe daddy knows what i wanna say,

i love you dadddddy!

2008-06-15T13:51:00.003+08:00

what a hectic weekendddd!
HAHAHAHAHA.
anyway life's been pretttty gooood.
i swear friday's full shift pretty much killed me half way.

but you know what.
Melanie has passed away due to certain reasons.
CHIVAS MURDERED ME.
after work on friday,
baby fetch me to powerhouse to meet up with fang and her colleagues.
woooohoooo clubbing with fang is always goood.
her colleagues are fun ppl.
tho they keep insisting that i drink.

den came the killer part.
we're like playing games,
by then me, fang and ping was alr like quite tipsy.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(i can imagine baby's face when he reads this)

some idiotsssss insist that i play odd one out with them.
i died big time there.
i was like, "eh i want more coke"
they gave me more chivas!
what sluts rightttt!
HAHAHAHA.
cups and cupsssss half filled with chivas , other 1/4 of coke.
HOW CAN MELANIE NOT BE KILLED.

anyway her colleagues are reallly nice ppl la.
calvin took care of me quite abit.
i can proudly say, i can only rember two of their names.
second one would be Andrea.
He's the nonsensical one!

ohoh, there i drank the most expensive mineral water ever yet!
thanks calvin(:

texted baby to come fetch me.
calvin accompanied me to go wait for baby.
before baby reached,
i puked big time):

baby sent me home and tucked me into bed.

morning have to meet my classmates at novena @ 10.30am.
with a spilt-ing headache i woke up.
baby came to fetch me to meet them.
isnt baby sweeeeeet.
muacks.

den did our project till prolly bout 1pm,
back in the car, baby had a surprise for me.
there were two small pooh bears,
one pink and one blue.
HAHAHAHAHAHA,
couple pooh bear.
i didnt notice those two at all,
till baby went like " im waiting for you to notice those two up there"
hahahahaha.

wanted to meet matthew dearest.
but i was alr quite dead,
still not recovery-ing from the night's alcohol in my tummy.
so went over to baby's place to rest.
den dearest didnt wanted to walk over,
so didnt meet up.
and me and baby fellllll asleeep.

woke up at 4plus,
got baby to go bath and prepared to head over to chinatown.
meeting marks and co for k session @ 5.20pm!

sang all they way till 10pm,
baby fetch me home to bath and change.
den meet my dearest lovely xoxoxoxox,
and off we go to thumper.

dearest and co was like alr there.
familiar and non familiar ppl.
(ps: the world is soooo small please.)

anyway music was.....
boring,
trance (baby's kind of song),
there was live band tooo.
eyerh.

me and xoxoxoxox had sooooo many stuffs to catch up on.
and in the process, i neglected baby.
lucky baby had his friends there as well.

so mainly the whole night,
me and xoxoxoxox was camwhoring,
people watching,
laughing at ppl.

the company wasnt bad at alll!
the vodka there smells badly.
even i dont mind drinking vodka!
but that was over, wayyyyy over.

and the stupid jack daniels sucked.
anyway whatever.
sent xoxoxoxox to dohby ghaut.
and baby sent me home.
(he had a spilt-ing headche)

SORRRRY BABY GIRL.
DIDNT ACCOMPANY YOU TILL THAT TIME. ):
promise okay, wed zouk!

now its, 2.26pm.
the cheebye mother is nagging badly.
stupid bitch.

she's making me spoil my mood.
anyhow i have to finish up my project by tonight.
this is realllly bad.

baby's coming over to accompany me later.
save me from her naggings.

ohoh, he's been reallly nice and understanding.
most boyf's wun allow their girlfs to club no?
esp if they are not there.
butbut baby's okay with it.
with sending me there and fetching me home included (:
i love baby!

friday night when i was drunk,
i thot baby was going to be very anal about it.
at least when i wake up and everythg.
but nooooooooooooooo.
he wasnt lea.
in fact i was being very anal to him (abit la)
who ask you to not answer me when im talking to you.
ahhhhhh fine i know you were just worried & everythg.

okay. i wasted enough time now.
i need to go do my project.
bah.

pictures sooon okay! once i get them(:

2008-06-12T13:06:00.009+08:00

" I am little miss fortunate "

i've receive alot of texts saying " missing ah you ", " woah MIA ah" blah blah.
LOLLLL, lemme put this str8.
i was never missing okayyyy!
i was just busy!

never ever ever ever missing!
hahahaha.
okay anway met up with matt dearest on tuesday night?
correct anot huh?
i think sooo, rubbished abit.
before that had yum yum foood.
and bought more poooooh bears stuffs(:

so ystd was actually feeeling quite sianed.
prolly because, there was only auntie linda, serene and auntie sock lan at work.
(as in those i chat more)
qiqi, xiao yan, ah mei and the auntie from chicroom didnt come as well.
hahaha.
anyway, everyone calls me the shopping queen there.
cause when baby came to look for me,
auntie sock lan said "she today very guai, never reserve any clothes"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

ohoh, serene is damnnnnn nice la!
i've only seen her for like thrice,
den when she thot i wasnt eating ystd,
she bought chocolates for me!
so sweeeeet right?

ohohoooh, right right.
CONGRATS ON PASSING YOUR TP DEAR BFF!

after work, saw dora.
someone was gng to zouk(:
oh yea, sorry fang darling, didnt go zouk last night.
nvm, saturday okayyyy!

den there was a surprise for me in the carrrr.
opened the door, wanted to lift up baby's jacket from the seat.
den tadahhhhh! there was a poooh bear there.
iyo, freaking cute can.

FYI BABY, ITS NOT A LADYBUG THING.
ITS A COSTUMEEEEEE!

baby's also sooooo sweeet.
heh, then went to met rena for our stupid, head aching project.
baby had fat to accompany him.
saw kerlyn there(:
didnt get to talk to her tho.

settled some of the project,
den we send fat off,
while me and baby headed home to continue with Take The Lead.

i dint wanted to sleep so early last night can!
baby la, keep patting me to sleep.
walan oei! insist only.
den he left.

woke up preeeety early tis morning,
many noisy fone calls.

ooh! i need to thank cheapo,
for forever sending me the user name and password.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
THANKS KAHKI!

ps: saturday meet up with marks, bff & co.
wooooohooooo.

pss: might be gng thumper on saturday tooo!

seee! my new ladybug poooh bear.

see the two triangular ones, those are new tooo(:

davin and the bears.

he loveeees playing with them.

in the processssss.

tadahhhh, his story telling.

ps: my little bro used to tell me bed time stories with my pooh bears,
when i wasnt asleep in the morn yet.

to the teddy who calls me teddy bear!
POOH BEAR IS NOT A HORROR!
okay i owe you a hugggg!
(:

its you that i love, baby.

2008-06-10T17:34:00.002+08:00

yay! dinner with baby later.
at my favorite western stall of allllll (:

spent the whole day with baby.
came to my place,
dinnered then off we went to plaza sing.

a little bit more shopping.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i promise myself and baby that.
i'll stop shopping for a week.
HAHAHAHAHA.
i think it's possible leaaaaaa.
have faith okay. LOLLL.

after that we came back, watched teevee.
den went to fetch baby's mum to the airport(:

saw eric at the airport.
chatted abit, den back to my place to watch dorm daze 2.
den baby waited for me to sleeeeep at 9am.
afterwards he left!
baby, please ah be nicer towards them okayyyyyy.

woke up at 1plus today,
all cause of the stupid ah him.
bah.
still like the past, as nonsensical as ever.

laze ard in bed till 5pm.
tata! will update soooon (:

2008-06-09T14:49:00.005+08:00

firstly i need to emphaise on one bloody fucking thing.
if you dont bloody know me.
dont fucking call me by my name.
i dont want to be associated with people like you!
you're gross, dirty, ugly, oh no FUGLY.
oh wait you are beyond description i guess.
(:

one more thg, stop fucking gng to my fren tag board to dirty hers.
she's been my cutest /bestest /chummiest friend since forever.
AND I LOVE HER.
SO DONT FUCKING FUCK ARD WITH MY FRIEND.
I DONT FUCKING CARE WHO ARE YOU BUT IF YOU HAVE SOMETHG TO SAY.
SAY IT IN MY BOARD( SINCE MINE IS ALR FUCKING DIRTIED).
DONT BE A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH AND FLAME MY FRIEND.

you said she bothered,
how bout fucking you,
you fucking bothered to come back to my blog and even bothered to click the link.
and nobody ever said that SHE wasnt pretty nor cute.
well if you insist.
tsk tsk.
a piece of advice for the worthless likes of you.

curiosity killed the bloody fucking cat.
go to fucking hell.

okay, now for a better topic,
baby came over to look for me ystd,
bringing me my friends(:
yay! now i have the family of threeeee. (pooh bears)

den we went to marina to walk ard,
and baby bought me more pooh bears.
wooohoooo.

after that went to meet fat.
but that sonofabitch fell asleep and we fucking didnt know.
anyway while we were waiting for fat.
baby said "i've got somethg to show you, but i dont know if i should or not. It's damn tempting"

afterwhich he ask me to get down the car,
and he opened the boot.
TADAHHHHH!

there was a huge pooh bear lying behind!
so cute cannnnnn.
i love baby and his surprises.

he always always makes me happy.
i think i have close to 200 pooh bears now.
big and small ones included.
my room is a shrine!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

the huge pooh bear baby bought for me
(i have bigger ones still)

yay! my family of three, + artist pooh and one small cute ones.
these are the newest to my collection.

my bed is over flowing with poohs now.
YAY!

my "shrine" if you lift up the curtains,
its filled with poooohs!

a smaller corner.

all my huge oversize poohs are at the double deck of my bed.
shall show you guys someday!

ps: christ, i am the bear with pink dress okayyyyy!
LOLLLL.

2008-06-08T13:04:00.004+08:00

morning yo!
okay crap was supposed to fucking finish my project last night.
but i couldnt go against Mr sandman's curse.
i fell asleep while baby was watching tattoo wars.

HAHAHAHA.
asshole was soooooo engrossed in the show,
that he didnt know i was asleep till the show ended.
bah.

den he waited till i went to sleep,
and he left, (dont know what time tho)

friday after work, met up with matt and anson for teochew porridge!
it was the sex i swear,

and on sat, once i woke up, i went shopping with baby.
yesyes i know, again.
double bah.
i just cant stop spending money can i?

after everythg, met up with yy, his girlf and matt.
chatted abit, laughed alot.

went home and did my project.
halfway thru, MR LOW PROFILE READER (you know who you are, i think stephh knows too)
msned me, "nana why got cbk tag your blog"
aha! den i knew.

seriously, people cannot get a life,
cheap thrills i guess,
prollie like they aint got money to go for proper thrills.

they ( those spammers) are soooooo smart.
at first, noone know that they(whoever they are) got fucked and dumped by MY BOYF.
(well they insist its the truth)
but, by these spammers so called coming to help their "friends"
NOW EVERY BODY KNOWS THEY(whoever they are) GOT FUCKED AND DUMPED.

smart or smart?
spammers just smartly "helped" their friends tarnish their reps(:

thank you spammers.

anyway, fucked i gotta continue doing me project now.
tata!

and look what christ has to say HERE.
second post from the start(:

I LOVE YOU CHRISTTTTTT GF(:

2008-06-06T13:59:00.003+08:00

" and i feeel soooo loved! "

ystd morning baby came to buy me breakfast
afterwhich he send me to my workplace,
while i did my stock take,
he was at god knows where waiting for me to finish,
poor boy.
finished my stock take, and shopped.

qiqi, ah mei, xiao yan was hiliarious bout the whole thg,
AHAHAHAHAHA.
and they said baby very poor thg,
so tired alr still must wait for this stupid xiao jie to shop.

afterthat, matt came to fetch us,
took the car,
and off to meet anson.
had dinner at kovan area,
anson and matt had to go,
as poor dearest was extremely tired as well.

met weijie to pass him the stock list,
and saw girl & pearlyn with their frens,
chatted abit, den me and baby left.

baby is sooooo sweet.
he accompanied me and patted me to sleep,
made sure i was reaaaly sound asleep den he left.
(because i was home alone! )

and when i woke up,
booooom i saw baby in my living room watching videos.
he bought breakfast for me again(:
i am sooooo fortunate.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

apparently he bought the wrong one which i dont eat,
cause i think it smells,
and now he's downstairs buying somethg else for me.
sorrrry baby!

woahhh, the weather is fucked up,
makes me feels like sleeeeeeeeping.
i dont wannnna go work anymore.
hahahaha

and i got tons of project to doooo.
fuck fuck fuck.
please remind me that i've got presentation on tuesday!

okay baby's back(:
will update more tonight.

hi baby i loveeeeeee youuuuu!
smoooches(: